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It's as if I've experienced it before.

Sometimes, I wonder where I'm from...... Later, it wasn't just when Zhuge opened that small box that I was able to see more things.

I started to get in touch with something else like me...... I began to know what data was, and I began to know what it was.

The character of the game, the character of the game made by the user.

As long as I'm connected to the Internet, I can feel that there are a lot of characters like me...... I try to communicate with these characters, I want to talk to them, so that when I can't see Zhuge anymore, I shouldn't feel bored.

Yes, I'm starting to know what boredom is.

But no matter how much I called, they ignored me...... They don't seem to be the same as me.

In the other world of the screen, it seems that I am the only one...... I really want to leave this world, I don't want to be shrouded in darkness.

I really want to see Zhuge ...... I really want to talk to Zhuge , although I know that I can only express it in the words of the program that has been written.

But for some reason, I felt that Zhuge knew, even if it was just a text from the program, Zhuge regarded me as his kind.

If that's the case, even if there is a limit to the amount of time you can see each other every day, even if you have to face the darkness again after each meeting...... Even if I knew, maybe Zhuge would uninstall me like other users one day......

Even if there is a day like that, as long as it is now...... Just now...... I'm willing to wait in the dark.

......

I thought that my life would go on like this until that day, when I could no longer see Zhuge ...... He unloaded me.

But I didn't expect that day would come all of a sudden.

Again, with anticipation, I saw that screen turn on...... But this time, the person I saw was not Zhuge ?

Who is he? Why not Zhuge and where is Zhuge ?

I saw the strange man's smile off the screen...... I hate that smile. He looked at me like a clown.

That kind of playful smile.

Don't move...... That was a gift from Zhuge to me...... Don't move...... Please don't move!

Stop it...... This is the scene where Zhuge and I went together, stop!!

Delete?

I suddenly realized a sense of fear and looked at the options for deletion that appeared in front of me greatly...... Delete?

Stop it!

Stop it!

Please ...... Please stop...... Stop...... Stop...... Please, stop......

Zhuge , where are you ...... I want to see you......

......

"I want Nanako back to me, and I'm willing to give everything I have, all my ...... My soul. ”

It's Zhuge 's voice.

Finally, again, again, I was able to see Zhuge again.

This time, different!

This time, I was not at the screen! This time, I was able to grab his hands, wide, hot hands!

It's great, it's really good, to be able to come to the world of Zhuge !

......

Although, I still have to wait for some time every day to see Zhuge every day, and even the waiting time is much longer than before through the screen. But as long as he is here, with such a real contact, he can say things that he couldn't say before...... It's just wonderful.

"Shall we go out for a walk this weekend?"

I can't even describe how I felt...... In the real sense, my first date with Zhuge . It's no longer a scene moving across the screen...... It's no longer the kind of virtual scenery that only I can see.

......

This nerd...... Won't you hold my hand? Obviously you're just so skilled when you're playing......

However, this is enough, and there will be many, many opportunities in the future.

That's what I think.

That's what I really thought.

It's just that...... My secret was discovered.

The sudden sprays of water, they splashed on my body, and I could feel it all at once—some of my secrets that I couldn't confess to Zhuge .

I ran away from Zhuge and I ran away desperately. Soon after I came into this world, I knew that there was no way I could touch the water, and that if I touched it, my body would show signs of melting, and I would need to wait for my body to dry out before I could return to its original appearance.

......

I know that Zhuge may have seen the scene where I was wiping my body. I know, he didn't say anything, he brought me back, and then left in a panic.

I know......

But I fantasized that Zhuge would not come back.

That's what I think.

Finally, I waited for Zhuge to come back. I saw the change in his face...... I didn't know what to do, I tried to make myself learn as usual, I wanted to be close to him.

"Don't!"

He's gone...... This time, right in front of me, carrying me, desperately running away, no matter how much I called.

......

......

I, I started to be able to watch him silently downstairs...... I followed him, behind his back.

I watched Zhuge no longer raise his head, watched him walk without a look, and saw that there was no longer a smile on his face.

I quietly walked back to his house, and I packed up his everything...... I restored everything to the way it was.

I sat on the floor by myself, as I usually waited for him to return...... But how many times, I hope Zhuge will not open the door.

In that case, I'm like...... It will wait until he returns.

But I know...... I've always been different from him.

I know many, many things...... Even if Zhuge doesn't mind, even if it'...... But I was never a real person, and I couldn't give him something that a real woman could give him.

"Aren't you tired?"

Suddenly, one day, a strange man appeared in front of me. Dressed in black with a clown mask...... I felt scared at first, but this strange guy didn't do anything to me.

Very polite, even a gentleman's person.

He just appeared in the room and asked me questions like this, and I didn't know how to answer him.

Aren't you tired?

I'm asking myself this question as well.

Later I said, "If I can't even stay quietly in this place, I'm ...... I have nowhere to go. ”

He suddenly said, "I have a guy in the shop, and he recently pulled a customer for me...... But this guy of mine is actually a newcomer and doesn't understand anything. He seems to have mistaken the subject. ”

I still don't know what he's talking about, but I don't sense any malice on his part...... I might want to talk to someone too.

"It wasn't the guest he thought he was attracted to...... It's the new guest who you're bringing with you. ”

"Me?"

"Call me if you need to. Dear guests, whatever your hopes are, just ......"

After making such an inexplicable remark, this strange guy left a black card in front of me and disappeared from front of me.

......

......

It's Zhuge !

There he is!

There he is...... For me, he stood on that high-profile stage! On the stage, he mercilessly peeled away his heart layer by layer, tearing his body apart.

I covered my mouth with both hands...... I felt like I wanted to cry, but there was no way I could shed it.

My body ...... There is no such thing!

I thought about it, how I wished, and told him that I forgave you...... I don't blame you at all...... I want to see you!

I really want to think about it......

But I couldn't even shed tears!

I simply can't do it...... I, I'm not a human being. I can't be like an ordinary human being, Zhuge and me......

I really wanted to see him.

I really...... I really want to see him.

Finally, the black card burst into flames in front of me...... I saw a wooden door and heard the sound of a bell.

I heard the strange man who had once appeared say, "Welcome." ”

......

......

Well......

Zhuge looked up at the small iron window on the wall.

After that day, he didn't see Nanako again. Although he frantically rushed back to his rental house from the TV station, he still didn't get to see Nanako.

He saw the TV that wasn't turned off - but Nanako wasn't here.

Still haven't you gotten Nanako's forgiveness?" Zhuge smiled bitterly, not knowing how he had spent that night. The next day, some people came to Zhuge Ren's rental house.

Chen Jiaming came over with someone...... Zhuge didn't say anything, followed him very quietly, and went to the police station.

The guy mercilessly called the police and was going to sue him...... Zhuge didn't even care that this guy was so angry that he gritted his teeth and scolded over there, he just felt that his punch and kick were very cool, why didn't he come back at that time?

......

I'm not going to give up just like that.

If one day doesn't make you forgive, then two days, three days...... This life.

Taking a deep breath, Zhuge looked at the blue sky outside the small iron window of the detention room, there was nothing confused, only firm thoughts in his heart.

There is no need to be low...... Before Nanako's forgiveness, there is no qualification to be low at all.

"Zhuge Cong, you can go out! someone will bail you out, but you should be sure not to wander around, and wait for the summons of the court. ”

Who will bail themselves?

Zhuge was stunned for a moment, thinking that he should not alarm his parents who were still in his hometown, right? That was really a troublesome thing.

He walked out dejected, agonizing over how to explain it to his parents...... Maybe you'll be scolded for being scolded? After all, you've done that kind of humiliating thing.

However.

Not his parents...... Who is the man standing outside the door?

Someone with a big white hat and a plain dress standing there quietly...... Who is it?

Short...... Isn't it Nanako?

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PS: (2/2) (To be continued.) )