Talk a few words about my hypocrisy and asking for a monthly pass

In my impression, there have been many single chapters in the last two months, hey, all of them are single chapters of leave.

Seriously, even if I was mentally prepared to know that adding a doll would be very busy and chaotic, I still didn't expect it to be so busy and messy. But I have to say it, busy and happy, sometimes I am annoyed, but I can't be annoyed for a moment and we laugh again, no way, Xiaowa has such a ability.

Since I'm happy, I don't have to complain about that 'busy', but it's a pity that a lot of time is taken up, and updates have become unstable and small, sorry for my readers.

I started writing books in 08, and in more than five years, I wrote the fifth book. When I was in the first book, I was confused, but I thought it was fun, and I didn't have any other ideas. But when it came to the second book, 'Little Fairy is Poisonous', I discovered one thing: the reader is very simple.

Readers like a book or a story, and at the same time they will have a good impression of the author, they will regard the author as a friend, they will hope that the story they like can have more achievements, and they will hope that the author who writes the story can have more achievements.

In the process of writing, publishing, putting on the shelves, and VIP paid reading, even if there are more interest factors, it is still a commercial behavior at the root.

I'm nothing in this business.

My value is all in the book. Books have value and price, and I'm nothing. But what actually happened, you gave it to me. It's long beyond the scope of the book, and I still don't know how to say it, and I can't understand how to say it.

In addition to gratitude and gratitude, all I can do is write a good story.

I know my own things, I am a more pretentious author, the style of writing is like this, and the same is true of life. I don't mention the story here, just me.

When I code, cigarettes and tea are a must-have. I can't be disturbed while I'm working, but I don't like to write quietly, and I have to have music. There are usually no lyrics. I like movie soundtracks, and I like the violin too, but I can't appreciate the classical ones, and the electronic ones are more energetic. The music has to be in lossless format, and headphones and amps are not audiophile-level. It's barely reasonable. It's like this for everyone in the code, and it's the person of B. In the process of writing a story. How can you not be hypocritical.

There is also a process of hypocrisy:

In the beginning, the most important thing is 'feeling', writing irritating or writing that feels uncomfortable. I don't want to ask for leave directly, I don't feel it, I don't write well, I am very angry, no one scolded me at that time, on the contrary, many readers are very considerate, leave a message of encouragement, let me adjust well and not rush to update, I also think this is a matter of course. Later, I realized that this understanding is really precious, they treat me as a friend, they don't care that they are consumers, they talk to me about love.

I'm ashamed, I'm ashamed, and the one thing I have to say is: I'm sorry.

Is it true that you can't code words if you don't feel it?

What touched me the most was the third book 'Moving Mountains', which took a lot of my energy, but the results and efforts at that time were not proportional, and things were always like this: I did it, I was not recognized, and I was disappointed.

I'm disappointed, I naturally don't feel it when I code words, and I have to write it again if I don't feel it, and I'm really depressed, depressed to the point of being upset and irritable. Ignoring the grades, I let go of writing my favorite stories - this sentence is simple to say, but in fact it is basically fart. I may be so good that I don't care about my income, but I have to admit that the reader's reaction is important to me and fatal to the book.

The eunuch moved the mountain, or did he write with his head in his head? At that time, this was indeed a problem for me.

Fortunately, it may be that there is too much energy used in front of me, and I am reluctant to be a eunuch, so I will write it according to my head, guess what? I really pressed my head, and I didn't feel aggrieved when I wrote.

A slut is hypocritical, and on the other hand, beans are too hypocritical. I really have to hold back, force myself to write hard, I feel like it's coming soon, and I'm hi when I write, this is a cheap bean.

I'm so happy that I'm cheap.

Moving 2.2 million words, there is a beginning and an end, and the big pit is filled, I am very comfortable, and now I think about it.

In the last two books, the living color and the ascension of evil, especially the ascension of evil when you have not given birth to children, it is not impossible to ask for leave, but it is much less than the previous books. Even if I feel that I am in a bad state and impetuous and impetuous, I will still force myself to write, ten times, at least six or seven times successful, the more I write, the more comfortable I am, abuse and enjoy.

This feeling is especially obvious after having a baby.

The child is sick, the mother is sick, I am sick, there is nothing to say about objective factors, there are only twenty-four hours a day, I can't do it, I can only explain the reason to you seriously.

But I'm honest, the last two months I've had the worst updates in the last two years, and it's also the most ruthless period of time since I coded words.

I was tired, I thought I was going to take a leave of absence, but I didn't know if I really had to take a leave of absence without pushing myself.

There have been several times, I feel that I don't have enough energy, and the leave note has been written, but zuihou still deleted it, it's useless, buddy wrote an update, and it wasn't written with a pinching nose!

It's not that I didn't write a chapter with my nose pinched, but I deleted it, and I don't want you to pinch your nose to read it. I sometimes do useless work, write it out and destroy the corpse and don't publish it, but I still have to write it, and if I don't write it, I don't know if I can write it well, write smoothly, and write hi.

It's not that there are times when I take a leave of absence because I can't feel it, but before I actually ask for leave, I and I have been tossing for a while.

As the old saying goes: you can't live if you're not crazy. If you don't push yourself, you won't be able to go crazy for the rest of your life.

Breaking off and asking for leave, it's not a big deal, but no matter what the reason is, it's Douzi who owes you, and Douzi who failed to do his duty, I earned this money and ate this bowl of rice, and I have the obligation to update the story of ascension in the time I promised. I failed to do it when I was serious daoqian.

I don't like daoqian, I don't like to owe me haode people, that's it, the ascension is still very long, the story is less than halfway, I look forward to returning you a surprise!

The update has not been good recently, and there have been no outbreaks, but this is not the end, you wait for me.

I just looked at it, and the September update looks like about 15 to 160,000.

There are two goals for October, two more per day, and then pay off the debts of the alliance leader.

zuihou, your bean brother is a father, begging for a monthly pass, ahh~~~~~~~h

Well, that's all. Rory is so verbose and incoherent, thank you for reading it.

I love you.

Beans are to blame

2013.10.04(To be continued......)