cpa300_4(); Li'er's words were just spoken softly, but in my ears, it is not an exaggeration to say that it is a thunderbolt on a sunny day!

She, what did she say?

She was asking me, is that man, Pei Yuanhao, her father?!

I looked at Li'er lying on top of me in disbelief, almost frightened, at her black and white, clear and distressing eyes, and at this moment she was full of anticipation, but also looked at me with a trace of incomprehensible blankness, without blinking, as if waiting for me to give her an answer.

But at the moment, my mind was like a hurricane passing through it, and I was left with a desert that bordered on chaos, and I could not answer anything. A phrase echoed back and forth in her head - how would she know?

How could she have known about this?!

I looked at her in disbelief, and after a while, I said with difficulty: "What did you say?" ”

"Mother, that person takes me across the river to Yangzhou every day to play with me, in fact, he is my father, right?"

This time, she asked more clearly.

It was as if there was a thunderbolt exploding overhead, and I was a little dazed.

I don't know how long it took, and I didn't know what answer I had prepared for her, so I almost subconsciously said, "You, how do you know?" ”

Her eyes flickered, and the sentence was almost the answer for her, and I felt her body tense suddenly, and her breathing became rapid.

She said softly: "Mother, I have grown up. ”

“……”

"I can feel it."

“……”

"On the dock that day, he looked at me like that and talked to me like that......"

“……”

"He also asked about my father."

“……”

"Actually, at that time, I thought he was."

“……”

Speaking of this, she sat up with her body propped up, and I staggered to sit up, and the two of them sat cross-legged on the bed like this, and there was a lamp on the outside of the bed curtain, and the gently flickering candle flame cast the figures of the two of us on the wall, constantly flickering and shaking, as if at this moment I was in her mood with her.

It's messed up.

It's all messed up.

I didn't expect Li'er to find out, although I knew that no secret could be kept forever, and she would know her life story sooner or later, but I didn't expect this moment to come so quickly.

What shocked me even more was that in the past two days, she knew that person might be her biological father, but she didn't ask anyone, didn't tell anyone, just silently, followed him across the river to play, and didn't even reveal a single sign.

How much has she experienced in her heart in the past two days?

Li'er still looked at me, this time almost with a determined gaze, and said seriously: "Mother, he is my father, right?" ”

“……”

I looked at her for a long time, and thought about it for a long time, and when I spoke again, my voice was slightly hoarse and trembling: "Do you like him?" ”

She nodded, "Yes." ”

"Why do you like it?"

"He's- he's good-looking." Speaking of this, a happy smile appeared on Li'er's face, and she said: "I always thought that Daddy was the best-looking man in the world, but it turned out that my father and Daddy were so good-looking." ”

“……”

"Also, he's kind to me, just like Daddy. Although, Daddy will give me whatever I want, but he-he seems to be, as if he is, even if I don't want it, he will give it all to me. ”

Speaking of which, she herself seemed to think that this was not a good word, but scratching the back of her head, and not knowing how she should correct it, I couldn't help but laugh.

Actually, this sentence is really true.

He is such a person.

Domineering, domineering, even in the face of his own woman and daughter, when he was still in infancy, he forcibly gave her the orchid button, isn't that it?

It's just that I didn't expect Li'er to feel it so quickly, not only did she feel the characteristics of this man, but she could actually feel that that person was her father when they met for the first time, and even at that time, we didn't say anything at all, and even Pei Yuanhao himself didn't mean to tell her the truth at all.

Could it be that it is really the nature of father and daughter, and there is a wordless tacit understanding in the blood?

I looked down at my daughter, a little abrupt for a moment, and I didn't know what to say.

Li'er also lowered her head, and her long eyelashes covered those clear eyes, because of the light, the shadow of her eyelashes also cast on her smooth face, showing a little gloomy: "Moreover, I think he seems to miss me very much and like me very much." ”

“……”

"But why didn't he sue me?"

“……”

"Mother, doesn't he want to recognize me?"

This time, I didn't let myself indulge in mourning for too long, but I didn't answer her question immediately, but after thinking for a long time, I said softly: "Li'er, it's not that he doesn't want to recognize you, it's just that his identity is not ordinary, and he wants to do one thing, which may affect more than half of the whole world, and even all people, all people are happy and miserable, all of them are in his words and a decision." Therefore, he can't do whatever he wants, which is the sense of responsibility that a high-ranking person should have. ”

Li'er said with some surprise: "My father, is he so powerful?" ”

I nodded: "He's the emperor." ”

“……”

"Lord of the peoples."

Li'er seemed to gasp and looked at me in shock.

Perhaps, his father is the man who crossed the river every day to pick her up and go to Yangzhou to travel together, her father is a high-ranking person, these may be within her acceptability, but her father is an emperor, this incident obviously made her a little flustered.

There was silence for a long time, but she didn't react again.

I reached out, gently put my arm around her Shan Rou's shoulder, and said softly, "Li'er? ”

She looked up at me: "My father, is it the emperor?" ”

"Yes."

She thought for a while, and then said, "But, mother, didn't you once tell me that the people are precious, the community is secondary, and the monarch is light?" Why is he Lord of the peoples? ”

I said softly: "That sentence is not wrong, the emperor is indeed the lord of the people, but the people give the power to dominate themselves to the emperor to ask him to shoulder his own responsibilities. And the responsibility of the emperor is to give the people well-being, to give everyone a better and easier life, and these benefits are higher than his personal welfare. Therefore, the emperor is the lord of all peoples, but he is also the lightest one in the whole world. ”

She asked, "Then my father, is he such an emperor?" ”

I thought about it for a moment and said softly, "Maybe......"

“……”

"Hopefully he will."

Li'er was silent for a while, and the shocked expression on her face was clear even in such a dim light, and she said softly: "No wonder my mother once told me that my father is a very smart person, and he has to do his best in everything, it turns out to be true." ”

“……”

"My father, he's an emperor."

I gently rubbed her heart.

However, as I stroked her, her head slowly lowered, the back of her neck protruded high, and her small body curled up, sitting cross-legged in front of me, like a helpless puppy, so dazed and depressed.

I asked, "Li'er, what's wrong?" ”

“……”

"Sue Sù Niang, what's wrong with you?"

“……”

She didn't speak, and it took a long time to hang her head like this, and then she slowly raised her head to look at me, and the corners of her clear eyes drooped slightly, with an indescribable grievance and helplessness: "I don't know, but, mother, I suddenly feel so sad." ”

“……”

"I don't know what's going on, but I think it's so uncomfortable here."

She clutched her heart as she spoke.

As soon as she said this, I felt a pang in my heart almost immediately, and like her, I was even unable to breathe. I hurriedly reached out and took her into my arms and hugged her hard.

Her tiny body was just leaning against my arms, clinging to my chest, and I could feel her breathing deeply, as if she wanted to draw strength from my arms, and as if she wanted to be comforted by my mother's breath.

And that's probably all I can give her.

As she said, she has grown up, she doesn't even need to tell her clearly, she can know that the man is her father, and she can also feel her father's love in her own way in the two days that everyone thought she had hidden from her, and feel the one she once lacked, then, no one can share the pain she has to bear, only she alone to face bravely.

However, I am still proud of my intelligent and gentle daughter.

She, really, has grown up and matured more than I imagined.

I hugged her and gently stroked her back, and after a long time, Li'er looked up from my arms and looked at me, and said softly: "Mother, Daddy also knows that he is my father, right?" ”

I nodded.

She said: "But I think Daddy doesn't like my Daddy, and my Daddy doesn't like Daddy. Is it? ”

“……”

This question really stumped me.

No matter what others do, but Pei Yuanhao and Pei Yuanxiu, one gave her life, the other saved her, and raised her, giving her so many years of carefree life, for her, both men should be important and irreplaceable, but on the contrary, these two men are hostile.

This time, I was also at a loss of words, and it took a long time before I said a little stiffly: "Li'er, the adult's business ......"

"I see."

She interrupted me.

I looked down at her, and saw that the clear eyes were getting darker and darker, as if the thin layer of bed had become an indelible shadow, and also blocked the candlelight from shining into her eyes, and now she looked very depressed, even very depressed.

She was silent for a long time, and even when I wondered if she was asleep, she whispered softly in my arms, "Then, what about Mother?" ”

"What?"

"Mother, what kind of mood do you have for your father?"

“……”

"My mother once said that my father abolished you, but I don't want you anymore. He gave you a divorce, but now he has gone to give happiness to other people, what about the mother and the father? Does my mother still like my father? ”