Chapter 395: Parallel (Medium)
Kasia arrived at the half-deserted supply depot half an hour later, there was no one, but the lights were on and not turned off. Pen Γ fun Γ Pavilion www. ο½ο½ο½ο½ο½ο½ γ Info didn't go down the main road any further, Kasia dragged his luggage in to rest, sat by the window, wiped the fog condensed on the window with his hands, and looked at the sides of the continent waiting for the arrival of the vehicle.
It was a dimly lit world outside, and Kasia felt a breath in her chest. After spending several months in the military academy and not coming out, I always felt like I was looking at abstract paintings that I had never understood. The eyes do see, but the physical senses don't.
There was a slight sound of the snowflakes hitting the glass, and Kasia watched the snowflakes in fascination as she waited. When a limousine came, he looked at his watch, it was already noon, and the sky outside had become brighter, but the snow was still not smaller, but became a little brighter in the brighter and brighter light.
"It's been raining for a few days, and if it weren't for the strong wind, the road would have been full of snow and I wouldn't have been able to get out of the car. I heard that there was a delay at the train station, and a large number of people were crowded there. "The driver is middle-aged, very thickly dressed, and the car is hot air, but he keeps saying that it is cold. And Kasia didn't feel any of this, and nodded in agreement.
When I arrived at the train station, the situation was not much different from what the driver said, and the situation was only slightly better. A bunch of people crowded into the waiting hall to avoid the cold outside, the air became extremely dull, and the fresh air delivered by the purification system could not play the role of air circulation at this time.
Cassia went to buy a ticket and wanted to find a corner to stand and read a book for a while, but the environment in the waiting hall really can't be described as chaotic. Even Manoma, the center of the empire, was designed to handle the sheer number of people, but it was ultimately defeated in the face of the number of people that were now gathered.
The inside of the ears was filled with noisy sounds. There are people talking to each other without hesitation, laughing uncontrollably, crying of children, and reprimands that can feel the spit splashing in the air. The sound of coughing was also mixed in, and it was only then that Kasia, who was sitting on his salute, suddenly regained his original sense of what was in front of him. It's a sight and a sound that has never been seen and heard in the school again. I used to remember these images in my head, but the degree of memory retention didn't seem to last as long as I thought. In less than a year, even though these things have been with me for more than ten years, they still quickly disappeared without a trace under the erosion of the environment.
On the contrary, the models of various types of firearms, as well as their corresponding bullet caliber, power, magazine capacity and rate of fire, etc., are becoming clearer and clearer in the mind at this time. Looking at the faces of ordinary people, I can no longer feel a little familiar, and of course it doesn't matter if it's strange. Completely isolated from the entire waiting hall, even if the air you breathe is the same, the smell you feel and the temperature you feel are already two different values.
"It will definitely be different, whether I walked into the military school or the Imperial Heavy Industry. Until he got into the car, Kasia thought to himself. The Empire is surrounded by the most authentic living environment, but Kasia has also discovered a fact that he can't deny, and he can no longer find his true existence in it.
Sitting in a soft seat, the light from the overhead lamps is very soft and there is no glare feeling. The temperature is just right because of the adjustment of the air circulation system, and it even brings a pleasant aroma. The floor under your feet is made of wood, and you don't think it's an annoying noise when you step on it. These are the feelings that nature gives to Kasia, and these feelings are far more real than the feelings that other people around him give him.
I didn't have this illusory feeling when I went out on a mission before, because I knew that there would be something of the "same kind" around me from time to time? The answer is unknown, but at least that's what Kasia thinks now. He knew it was a sign of reassurance, and now he felt like he was an abandoned thing, getting farther and farther away from where it should belong.
In the military school, it has always been thought that it is meaningless to take what Deyra gave him. But now, he also had to admit it, only the contents of the black box could give him a real feeling in a sense.
In my head, I should have been able to finally break away from the military school for a while, and then return to the joy of my own normal life. But now, Kasia only felt like she was heading into a fog of no direction.
His head was full of other things. Thinking about the hard glass on the window next to me, I could easily break it with my elbows. I thought that even if the train was moving at high speed, I would just jump down like this, relying on my body's coordination and agility, and at most roll on the ground for dozens of turns, and then I would be able to stand up unscathed. Thinking that even if the flight attendants had a pistol on their waists, they could easily break their necks just by relying on the strength of their fingers. Thinking that as long as there was that need, in a matter of minutes, he would be able to start from the front of the train and clean up everyone on the entire train without leaking.
I don't know when these thoughts took up residence in his own head.
From this point on, his spirit began to become unstable, and Kasia knew that there was indeed something wrong with his condition, and he had to adjust immediately. But there is no way to alleviate this, not a warning of a threat to life, but the wonderful feeling of being thrown into a world where there are only white sheep.
He wanted to relieve his mental instability by falling asleep, but the abnormal constitution of the surgeon and his always abundant spirit showed more and more strength at this time. To get to the town at the foot of the summit of Mount Lilac, even a high-speed train has to travel for eight days in a row. It's not as frequent as the retrain, but when you actually arrive in the town, it will be ten days later. During this period, Kasia only fell asleep on the seventh day because of the mental pressure that exceeded the limit of his bearing, and the rest of the time, even if he closed his eyes, other keen senses in his body could clearly reflect the surrounding scenery in his head.
In the afternoon, Kasia felt the speed of the train slow down. Through the blurred glass covered with ice, you can still see a cluster of low buildings not far away. There should be no wind, and several pillars of dark smoke are rising vertically into the sky. Kasia felt her nose move, as if she were smelling the strong smell of soot again.
Arriving at the station, the train hurriedly vomited the only person in Kasia on the tattered platform, and hurried out of the place as if fleeing.
A man dragged two salutes, and Kasia walked down the buildings and streets that had not changed at all from his memory, towards his home. His footsteps accelerated unconsciously, and the white breath he exhaled became rapid as he got closer and closer.
There was joy overflowing in the chest, there were no people on the streets, and they were probably in a hurry to produce at this time, after all, it was not long before the re-ranking of the empire was coming.
Turning the corner, there is the street where I lived. Her excellent eyesight allowed Kasia to quickly find the house where she had lived for a few years. The old wooden doors have been replaced, and the houses have been repainted.
Quickening his pace and walking over, there was still a distance of less than fifty or sixty meters, and in the sound of "click", the door suddenly opened. A little girl no more than Cassia's waist poked her head out of it, as if to see if the snow that had been falling outside had stopped.
Dressed in pale red cotton clothes, his hair is scattered around his head, as if he has just woken up. The eyes glanced around the door, their hazy eyes radiating at the sight of Kasia.
"Brother!" Lilia ran out, jumping up and down.
Kasia put down her salute and took a few steps forward, picking up Lilia as she was running and lifting her above her head.
Just as he wanted to speak, he heard a cry in his ears, and then cold droplets fell on his face, and it was Lilia who cried.
"Brother doesn't love Lilia anymoreγγγ" Lilia's little hands were desperately wiping away tears, and her voice became blurred after that.
Kasia's hand froze there for a few seconds, and the circuits in her head were all disconnected there. When the thought returned, my heart was filled with only one voice.
"You don't belong here anymore. β