Perception sensitivity may be a "special ability" that everyone has when they were children, they can be very sensitive to the changes in the things around them, and perhaps it is also due to their unfamiliar feelings of the surrounding environment at that time. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

Lilia's memories of Kasia have always been stuck in the re-listing a year ago. At this time, when I accidentally looked at the snow outside one morning and wanted to go out to play, I was of course overjoyed to see the figure of Kasia standing outside the door of the house.

But what the eye sees is only a picture. When they actually got close to Kasia and was picked up by him, the other senses were transmitted to the brain through different senses, and then quickly mixed. At this time, the mixture of her brother Cassia who existed in her perception gave her a completely different feeling than she had been a year ago.

The face is still the same face, the smile is still the same, the voice has not changed, and the strength used to hold himself is even gentler than before. But something has changed, and the brother in front of him may have started from some cores in his body, and he has already been replaced cleanly.

The older brother who left on the Imperial Retrain didn't come back today.

The child's unlost sense keenly captures this change, and Kasia brings Lilia a strange feeling, just like the imperial script in the textbook she is now studying, which is obviously very similar to other words, but the meaning is completely different.

The little head does not yet have a specific understanding of this strangeness, and it is not clear what it represents. So in the end, Lilia can only think that her brother no longer loves her.

Perhaps, as I grow older, I will one day become clear about the real reason for this feeling. But with age, it's not just cognition that changes, memories are also forgotten. I can't say for sure that Lilia will eventually remember what happened that day. But when she really recalled, the most important thing in her memory was probably gone.

Of course, in Kasia's mind, there was an expectation in her heart that she would never remember.

The cry was heard in the empty streets, and the snow that had accumulated on the roofs of the houses fell a few pieces at this time. Hurriedly coaxed, the child's feeling was not as tough as Kasia's, and it couldn't be maintained for a long time, and soon the strangeness was forgotten by Lilia.

Mother walked out at this time, I haven't seen it for a year, there is no change, the tired feeling that has been wrapped around her body for many years is finally gone, and her face is also bright.

"When I came back, I should have written a letter to say in advance, and there was nothing prepared at home. ”

Kasia wanted to speak, but her mouth was open, and she still didn't know what to say. Then I remembered that there weren't many words between me and my mother before. When the two of them arrived in the town, the mother went into the textile factory. Kasia spends her days at school in the town, and spends most of her free time in the factory with her sister, Lilia.

Time is completely staggered a lot of the time. My mother's textile factory had night shifts, and the hours were also two shifts, every 12 hours. There isn't much time in life to meet and talk. And whether it is during the day or at night, my mother has to spend a lot of time in sleep. It's like a long-term fatigue that grows in the body, both physically and mentally.

The industry here in the small town is also not developed, and everything except the price of goods is several knots off from the places like Manoma. Electricity was not widely available, and the power of steam furnaces was still maintained by the primitive power of burning coal. Because it is a small city and it is in a frontier area, the coal at the foot of the Lilac Mountains has not yet had time to be excavated. It has been more than ten years old, but the storage of coal can still be used by the town for many years.

This is the daily life of a small town on the frontier of the empire, far from Manoma. But the air was not as clean as Manoma because of the burning of a lot of coal, but for Kasia it was the best thing.

There is still no change in the room, except for some refurbished equipment, which is still the same as when it was gone. The old stove was finally eliminated and replaced with a new one, which gave the room a warm temperature while also emitting a red glow.

Lilia and her mother's bed was still on the edge of the fire. His own room has not changed either, things are neatly packed and free of dust. The shiny and worn clock had also been replaced, and the new bronze bell had no "tick-tock" sound, almost like a silent guardian. Behind the window is no longer the thick curtain that has been tightened all year round, the sun has not come out, and the room is still very bright because the lighting is designed quite reasonably, without the blessing of gas lamps.

The night came very early, nothing was prepared, and the meat was bought in the afternoon when they remembered that they needed to cook, and Mother and Kasia went to the shop in the town to buy it temporarily.

On the way, Kasia said that she wanted to move her mother and sister Lilia to the nearest city, but her mother neither approved nor objected. But that's when things were decided.

When he went to bed at night, Kasia lay on the hard bed that he had slept on for several years, and his unstable mental state had stabilized a lot, but there was still something lacking in it. Kasia couldn't tell what it was, and she felt lost and lonely for no reason. Even though he thought that he would soon be able to take his mother and sister Lilia to a truly prosperous city, and to a place where gaslights only existed in museums, he thought that he still had a bank card in his trouser pocket with a deposit of tens of millions of holy coins. But in addition to the loss, there is only a sense of heaviness and panic for no reason.

Something went wrong, and Kasia finally figured it out. These are the things that I desperately wanted to happen after I got on the re-list. I can make a lot of money in Manoma, my mother no longer has to work in a textile factory, and my sister Lilia doesn't have to be like herself, she needs to go to the steam factory and study at the same time、、、

Now that my idea has been realized several years in advance, I should be happy and proud. But the premise was no longer there, and Kasia couldn't pretend to be relaxed in her heart and let out a long sigh of relief. Then the voice came again, close to what Kasia had said to herself with her mouth open.

"Let's go, there's no use staying here. ”