The amplification of the powerful guitar strumming through the guò sound resounded throughout the playground, and then the drums cut in, and the familiar melody was like a storm falling on the beach, leaving a deep imprint on the hearts of every audience, and just a prelude easily made the audience boil. It's "Smells." like。 teen。 spirit)", this is the most well-known song of the Nirvana band, and it can also be said to be the song with the best commercial results of the Nirvana band, whether you like the Nirvana band or not, you should have heard this song more or less, and it was the birth of this song that created the peak of grunge rock belonging to the Nirvana band. It can be said that this song embodies the spirit of the Nirvana band, and it is also permeated with the soul of Kurt Cobain. Therefore, just a prelude, and only a prelude, is enough to make the audience boil, and the scene is still dominated by high school students, this song "juvenile heart" can be said to express their heart vividly, and it is not surprising that the crazy posture of the scene is not surprising. Hugo was a little surprised, he didn't expect the Nirvana band to perform "Teenage Heart" live, because as far as he knew, due to the great commercial achievements of this song, the Nirvana band would be required to sing this song on almost any occasion, and Kurt, who has a youthful rebellious and unruly temperament in his bones, just did the opposite, refusing to sing this song in public for more than half a year.

Kurt stood in the center of the stage, and Hugo could not see his expression from this angle, only one side. Kurt carried the electric guitar on his back, played it earnestly, lowered his head, and his shoulder-length long hair completely hid his expression, he was like a young eagle immersed in his own world and flying freely, spreading his wings and flying wantonly, but he didn't care about the storms of the outside world, just released his inner feelings. Such a Kurt vaguely overlaps with the man who was delirious and dismissive of Hugo just now, he has never wanted to wronged himself, nor does he want to hide himself, he is like an outlier in this world, willful and wanton, proud and uninhibited. Just like his talent, it is too dazzling to look at. Although he saw Kurt just now as if he couldn't stand steadily, when he stood on the stage, a hoarse voice came from the microphone, and at that moment, his soul seemed to be blooming, and the melodies were like raging fires, burning his soul and releasing infinite powerless vitality. This is the real stage! Hugo originally thought that he had enough understanding of the stage, but when he looked at Kurt on the stage at this time, the shock that came to his face still made his heart tremble slightly, and he couldn't help but cry out of happiness in the depths of his soul, he also wanted to shout loudly, he also wanted to jump on the spot like all the audience on the scene, and release the enthusiasm in his body with the movements of his whole body.

The real stage is not staged in the sight, but in the space of the soul and heart.

When everyone mentions Nirvana, they will always habitually use the album "Don't mind" as a coordinate, and the name of the album "Don't mind" comes from a lyric in "Teenage Heart", "Oh, okay, don't mind, don't mind (oh. well，whatever，never。 mind)。 "

"Teenage Heart," which Kurt started writing a few weeks before the album "Don't Mind," said, "I'm trying to write a song that's absolutely pop, and I'm basically trying to break away from the leprechauns. pixies)。 During one of the riffs, Kurt played them to Quies and Dave, and there was only the main riff and the chorus melody because Quest thought it was too nonsense and didn't want the song. But the stubborn and proud Kurt insisted that they play the main riff for an hour and a half, which is the one that precedes the chorus, "Harrow, Harrow, Harrow, there are many times." Stream(hel10, hell0, hell0, how.) low) MVP is the origin of the melody with the magic sound. Then, a miracle happened.

When Quest had repeated the clip countless times, he suddenly said, "Hey, wait a minute, why don't we slow it down?" Then Quis started playing the main song, and Dave started to cut to the drums, and then, this great song was made.

Because of this, the author of the song was written as three people: Kurt, Quiss, and Dave.

The melody of the song "Youthful Heart" is certainly brilliant, but it is the lyrics that really elevate the song to the ranks of classics, which is the refraction of Kurt's soul.

Kurt began to ponder the lyrics after composing the song, when Kurt remembered his ex-girlfriend Tobi. Vail) -- she's the only girl who can dump Kurt -- Kathleen, a good friend of Kathleen. Hanna), they're both bikini killing bands (bikini. kill). Kurt remembered that Catherine had written on the wall of his house a sentence that made Kurt very proud and narcissistic: "Kurt has a boyish heart in him. smmmmells。 like。 teen。 spirit)”。 There is an allusion to this. It happened six months before the song, when Kurt and Toby were still together, so they and Catherine hung out a lot. Kurt loved to graffiti slogans and slogans on the walls of the streets, and one day Kurt spray-painted "God is gay" on the exterior wall of a religious center. is。 gay)" and Catherine gave Kurt a look. This was important to Kurt, as he was once caught scribbling on a wall, and he was in the detention center where he used his graffiti talent to draw a woman's fruit so that he could jerk off and then switch to a few cigarettes to smoke.

Always, Kurt and Catherine went crazy that night, and when they finally returned to Kurt's rented apartment, Catherine was still unsatisfied, so she scribbled a marker on the wall of Kurt's bedroom, and then fell asleep because she was drunk and tired, and woke up the next day with a hangover to find the first one still holding the marker. Although Catherine scribbled a lot on the wall that day, the phrase "Kurt has a boyish heart in him" made Kurt remember the most, because Kurt thought that Catherine was complimenting him on him, saying that he had a rebellious spirit of a teenager, which was extremely satisfying for the narcissistic Kurt. So, when Kurt finished writing the melody and was thinking about the lyrics, he thought of this sentence that he was proud of, and then he called Catherine and asked her for her consent, and finally the song title "Teenage Heart" appeared. In fact, the lyrics of the whole song vividly interpret the phrase "youthful heart". It would be wonderful if that were the case, but the reality is always cruel and ironic. Because Catherine's phrase "Cotter has a boyish heart" written on the wall of Kurt's bedroom was not meant to praise Kurt for having a boyish heart, but because Kurt's girlfriend at the time, Toby, often used "teen" at that time. spirit" brand deodorant - this brand is specially used for young girls, and sales have skyrocketed because of the popularity of this song.

Kurt and Toby were dating at the time, so Kurt was scented with this deodorant. However, Kurt didn't know it when he wrote the song, and it wasn't until a few months after the release of the song "Teenage Heart" that Kurt learned the truth, much to Kurt's frustration. In fact, no matter what Catherine's original intention is, the birth of the song "Teenage Heart" is an accident and a necessity, because Kurt is a narcissistic but extremely confident person, when he sees that he is praised, he will not ask the reason at all, he will only believe that he is living in his own world. And this kind of narcissistic and confident and proud spirit is actually an indispensable trait in the "youthful heart". But it is undeniable that this beautiful misunderstanding between Catherine and Kurt does make a classic.

The song "Juvenile Heart" is actually Kurt's rejection and contempt for the mainstream, expressing the rebellion and revolution of the new generation of young people in society against the mainstream society. This is the spirit of the birth of the Nirvana band, and it is also the real reason for the quarrel between Kurt and Hugo just now. Kurt believed that Hugo was the representative of the mainstream, and the rock advocated by Glory to Death was a groveling to the mainstream, which was deeply despised by Kot. In Cotter's view, the mainstream means conformism, a lack of aggressiveness and innovation, and more importantly, the rules and means used by those who control society to limit social change. Therefore, the "youthful spirit" is to tell people not to blindly follow the mainstream, but to bravely challenge the mainstream, question the mainstream, criticize the mainstream, and even initiate reform. Life. Kurt once said that he wrote the song because he felt "disgusted with the numbness and indifference of my generation, and disgusted with my own numbness and lack of backbone", and that the submission and pandering to the mainstream created the indifference. In fact, in the later period, Nirvana's refusal to sing "Juvenile Heart" in public is also a kind of expression of Cote's self-dissatisfaction. With the grunge trend pioneered by "Don't Mind", in Cotter's eyes, Nirvana has also become a part of catering to the mainstream, and his positioning of the band and himself has been shaken. Kurt sometimes even hates himself for being like this, "We still feel as if we are teenagers and don't have to follow any so-called adult code of conduct", but when Nirvana really became synonymous with grunge, Kurt realized the cruelty and irony of the phrase "can't help yourself".

Hugo suddenly understood why the Nirvana band was willing to sing the song "Youthful Heart" today, not only to call for the spirit of the teenagers in front of them to rebel against the mainstream of society, but also to awaken the rebellion and resistance in the bones of the band members. At this moment, Kurt is like a beast trapped in a cage, on the one hand, he wants to break free from the shackles, but on the other hand, he has infinite fear of the outside world, this contradictory mentality makes Kurt at a loss. Hugo looked at Kurt on the stage, and felt concerned, although he and Kurt had an unpleasant incident just now, but at this moment, Hugo felt Kurt's roar more deeply than ever, and the lyrics hidden the cry of his soul, so helpless, so lonely, so hesitant.

This is the real rock 'n' roll, singing with the soul and making people cry. (To be continued (Dian Dian Chinese Paper) provides.) If you like this work, you are welcome to come to Kazakhstan to read it and vote for the work for a monthly ticket. Your support is the biggest motivation for me to continue creating! ）