Zhao Yun, who was stunned in place, smiled very happily, after I walked to her, I looked at her a little uncertainly, why her posture was different from the phone, I don't understand.

"You finally came over, I thought we had a relationship, you never really wanted to, it seems that she was right, you are true to every relationship, but you are too fraternal, so you don't want to give up any of them, insatiable, it's you, do you still want to act for me?"

Zhao Yun spoke first, as soon as she opened her mouth, she exposed my hypocritical mask, and I already know now, she is no longer the same Zhao Yun as before, Xu Jiao did help me, so I don't have the idea of luck, I don't act with Zhao Yun, it's really a little, but it makes me feel at ease.

"Now that you know it, I don't want to hide anything, I like you very much, and if I can, I want to lie to you for the rest of my life."

I grabbed Zhao Yun's hand, she didn't refuse, when I wanted to keep her, she pushed me away hard, maybe this means that she is now just a simple friend for my identity, and has no meaning of a lover.

"I don't want to go on like this, Yang Fan, let's break up, I don't want to live in a dream forever, and it's impossible to accept everything you do, we are not people of the same world, and you will never be qualified to love me, maybe the moment I know the truth of your matter, the heart will die, loving you has become a thing of the past, although my heart hurts, I also want to keep it, but I know, I am not a woman who is willing to turn back, I am no longer a child, I'm sorry, we can't love anymore."

She spoke freely and freely, although there were still tears in the corners of her eyes, but she still kept smiling, I don't know when she started, she slowly grew up, that cowardly little Nizi is not cowardly, strong and scary.

I didn't have the strength to hold her once, I wouldn't let me hold her even if I wanted to, I think she was right, our love couldn't go on any longer.

"Okay, I'll give you a breakup fee, child, I want you to give birth, don't beat it."

Zhao Yun turned her head and slapped me in the face, she didn't cry but laughed.

"You are not worthy of being the father of the child, so the child's affairs, you are not qualified to be excessive, I don't need your breakup fee, a breakup is a breakup, if you don't love it, you don't love it, don't want that money to measure the relationship between us, that will make me look down on you even more."

I nodded and said: "I know, in your eyes, love is innocent, is innocent, but the reality is also cruel, when I fled abroad, I understood this truth, I can't be the poor worm that was slaughtered before, I can't and can't, I want to get back all the dignity I lost, I don't want to prove how great I am, but to live at least like a person." ”

What I said was true, and only in front of Zhao Yun, I would say what I thought, but everything seems to be irreversible, between the two of us is like two rays that once crossed together, just together in the end, but the final fate is separate, because we are not people of the same world.

The wind blew and blew her long hair, her side face was still beautiful, her eyes were red, and she was also heartbroken, all of this is why, I don't think the answer matters now, as for whether she can accept me, I don't have extravagant hopes, the only thing I have to do is to be honest with her once, because only in this way can I feel that I have no regrets.

"But the way you are now, I really can't accept it, Yang Fan, I really can't do it, I'm sorry, it's useless, I can't accept the love you give me, but I know that when you love me, I'm still very happy, I will give birth to the child, I will be responsible for raising the child, as for our affairs, this is the end, I hope you can do it yourself, don't bother me, it's impossible for us."

I grabbed Zhao Yun's hand again, but she shook off my hand, another slap, she walked towards the gate, I went up to hug her, she raised her hand to let me pay attention to the identity, and finally she didn't slap me, but kissed me on the face and said thank you and take care.

I was alone in the same place, just abandoned like this, maybe she is the one who was abandoned by me, no matter what, the matter has become a foregone conclusion, no one can change it, I don't have that ability, I can only smile bitterly and grope out a cigarette from my pocket.

I smoked a cigarette and watched her disappear from the community, and my aunt and uncle, who were walking behind, rushed over, the two of them didn't say much, the two of them belonged to the smarter people, in fact, they recognized me from the beginning, and hated me in the end, which was all my own fault.

A person's growth and change has to pay a price, no matter whether I can bear such a price or not, I have to bear it, because I have no way to change, she still left my world, even if she left so freely, two slaps and a kiss, what is this expressing, I don't quite understand.

In the empty courtyard, I was the only one left, I couldn't even see a child around, I suddenly felt so lost, I squatted on the ground and took out my mobile phone, and received a text message from Xu Jiao, she said that in addition to a little situation in Yanjing, she needed to go back and take a look, let me comfort Zhao Yun more.

I replied with two words, okay, stood up after sending the message, walked to the door of the car, opened the door and sat in the car, started the car, I slowly left the community, not far away is the figure of Zhao Yun, I am hesitating to catch up.

At this time, Zhong Siyuan, wearing a white beret, appeared in front of my car, as if she had calculated that I would be here, I rolled the window down, and she opened the door on the other side and sat in the car.

"Is there something you're looking for me?"

I wasn't in a good mood, so the pretone of my speech was not good, Zhong Siyuan didn't get angry and said with a smile: "I knew you were in a bad mood, so I rushed over, it seems that she was angry, I know you like her very much, at that time you often talked to me about her, I used to envy her, and now I envy her, at least she and you have really loved, it is not suitable to separate, we have been together for so long, and we have never really had each other." ”

I started the car along the street to the suburban coastal road, when the car stopped, I opened the door and got out of the car, now the wind is very cold blowing on the body to make people feel a lot of spirit, get out of the car Zhong Siyuan hugged me, she leaned on my arms and did not speak, I held her and whispered in her ear: "If you can never, I will definitely not let you leave, to be honest I regret doing that at the beginning." ”

"I thank you for doing that, if I hadn't left at the beginning, maybe we would have separated, but it was because you asked me to leave, so I never forgot you, you loved me more than yourself, once you thought you loved Zhao Yun deeply, in fact, you were wrong, companionship is the most affectionate confession, we have been together for the longest time, what you like is no longer Zhao Yun but me, but when Zhao Yun accepts you, you still can't help but be pulled into that dream by her, in fact, you have long ended."

Zhong Siyuan is very smart, her analysis is not wrong, I shouldn't have been with Zhao Yun in the first place, and at that time, the two of us were no longer people in the same world.

"Now there is a woman in front of me, I don't know how I choose, I made a bet with her, if she is pregnant, I will marry her, if she is not pregnant, she will leave me forever."

Zhong Siyuan said with a smile: "Since you leave this matter to God to decide, then I can only resign myself to fate, if you choose her, I will sincerely bless you, if you don't come together, then we will start our unfinished love from the heart, no matter what happens in the end, I will not blame you, because we are all people who live in time, and we can't help ourselves." ”

I nodded, I am very grateful to her for being so frank, I like a woman with a belly, she and Xu Jiao are women I am worthy of marriage, Dong Qiushui is obviously not, I have already thought it through, in fact, making money as a brand may have been the direction of my efforts at the beginning, but now for me, those things are no longer important.

Money and power have made me lose myself, I have become like a walking corpse, I want to find myself, I can't live in that life, I want to get rid of Dong Qiushui, get rid of the shackles she gave me, I want to find my own sky.

"Dong Qiushui shouldn't be able to turn back, looking at her appearance, she has forgotten about domestic affairs abroad."

Zhong Siyuan shook her head and said: "I don't want to comment on other people's affairs, especially your Dong Qiushui, she is a lifeless master, if she knows that I am talking about her behind my back, I don't have good fruit to eat." "Is she as horrible as you say?" You must know that you are the only woman she is afraid of, and she has never been afraid of anyone, but of you. ”

Zhong Siyuan said with a smile: "Then I have to be even more careful, if she catches the handle, then I will definitely die, she is a female devil who kills people without blinking." ”

This eccentric Zhong Siyuan, now she speaks with a scrubbing spirit, and I don't quite understand what she looks like, but her fine tradition of not gossiping about others makes me admire her very much.

Even when it comes to Xu Jiao, she also uses words of admiration, she seems to appreciate Xu Jiao as a woman, and even feels that she didn't do anything wrong in choosing her, maybe she is the same as I think, in fact, Xu Jiao is really not bad, what she does is nothing more than to get rid of fate, she finally got rid of fate, but at the same time to find herself, in fact, she seems to have failed, but she is the most successful woman, she has got love and freedom.