"So you left your mother to go to Liao to find that Han Sanniang?!"

Yang Lotian suddenly asked, and Father Yang closed his eyes painfully and nodded.

Yang Lotian was sad and indignant in his chest, and asked again, "You only think about whether the woman of the Liao Kingdom is doing well, but you haven't thought about whether your mother is doing well after you leave home?" What kind of torture did she suffer?

Haven't you thought about how well I've lived as a little child, without a father, and how many people have suffered from it? ”

"I ...... Sorry, I don't want to. ”

Two lines of tears slipped down from the vicissitudes of the sheep's father's face, his heart was also very painful, as a husband and a father, he did not fulfill his responsibilities, he must have been extremely guilty in his heart, but in the face of his son's questioning, he really had no way to answer, only sorry.

"I don't expect you to forgive me, because I am indeed sorry for your mother, and I am sorry for you. If I have the opportunity to see your mother again, I will make it up to her. ”

Yang Lotian stood up, pointed at his father's nose and scolded, "I'm sorry and compensate, if I can bring my mother back to life, I will forgive you!" ”

The father was surprised, "Your mother, she ...... Passed away? ”

Yang Lotian said angrily, "You only know that you miss Han Sanniang who is depressed all day long, can't you imagine that after you leave your mother, she will also be depressed?"

From the day you left the house, your mother never smiled anymore, and after only two years, she died depressed, it was you! It was you who took away your mother's joy and her life! ”

"I ...... I really don't want to. ”

"Humph!"

Yang Lotian glared at his father angrily, "You don't want to, but the fact is that your mother was grief-stricken and depressed." You made me an orphan when I was very young, and I had to wander around like a flower child!

If I hadn't met a good person to take me in and met a master, I'm afraid I would have died! ”

After saying that, he was about to shake his hand and leave, but Yang Huairen stopped him, but he didn't know how to comfort him in such a situation, he just shook his head, wanting Yang Lotian to give his father a chance.

After all, the past is gone, the past that has happened, there is no way to change it, and now if you can't let go of the past, whether it is Yang Lotian or Yang Father, your heart can only be more painful.

Yang Lotian sighed and lowered his head, he understood what the master meant by stopping him, but after he knew the truth of the matter, it was really difficult to face this man.

He is his biological father, but in his heart, this man leaving home for another woman is indirectly killing his mother and causing him to be displaced.

How many times did he fantasize that his father abandoned his wife back then, and he had to do it because of his suffering, but now he knows the fact that his father is just for a woman, and he ignores the life and death of their mother and son.

Yang Huairen understands Yang Lotian's current mood very well, but he also understands Yang Letian's approach, love and family are originally one, but if there is an unexpected bifurcation, it is difficult to make the right choice for any person.

In fact, there is no choice at all, to stay, it is pain, to leave, is guilt.

There is no emotion in this world that is perfect, on the one hand, the woman he loves, and on the other hand, his family, no matter how the sheep father chooses, he will be miserable.

Now that he has made a choice, he can only continue to walk, even if there is a mountain of swords and a sea of fire in front of him, and a cliff, he can only move forward, because there is no turning back.

Yang Letian sat back in a puff, but he didn't look at his father properly, and twisted his head to the other side, sulking to himself.

Father Yang was very ashamed, turned to Yang Huairen to express his gratitude, and then slowly spoke, "I didn't expect such a thing to happen, for the sake of a woman I loved, but hurt another woman who loves me."

Being able to marry such a good woman as Lotte's mother, which is rare in the world, is a blessing that I have cultivated in my life. ”

Yang Huairen felt that Father Yang's words sounded a little strange, since Yang Letian's mother was a good woman, why did you insist on leaving her?

Even if you have to leave for the sake of the other woman you love, you can tell her and explain it to her, unless......

Yang Huairen was suddenly stunned, could it be ...... ...... year He now understood why Father Sheep had said that.

"Back then, your wife knew about Han Sanniang, so she ...... Did he tell you to go to her? ”

After Yang Huairen finished speaking, Yang Lotian and Father Yang were stunned at the same time, Yang Lotian didn't believe that his mother would do this, and Father Yang was surprised at how Yang Huairen guessed.

Father Yang nodded embarrassedly, "At that time, I was very unhappy, I couldn't sleep every night, Lotte's mother was very considerate, and after guessing that I had something on my mind, she tried her best to help me solve it."

Although I didn't love her, I saw her as a friend and a family member I could trust. So I told her all the things that were depressed in my heart. ”

"So she persuaded you to go to the Dading Mansion of the Liao Kingdom to find Han Sanniang?"

Father Yang smiled at Yang Huairen, "Yang Jungong said well, Lotte's mother persuaded me to let me go to Liao to find Sanniang, if I have the opportunity, bring her back, she can accept Sanniang, and is willing that we form a new family and live happily together."

It's a pity that I'm just a little cook, I have no money, and I don't have status, so how easy is it to say that I want to take Sanniang away? ”

Yang Lotian couldn't believe his father's words, but he remembered that after his father left, his mother looked into the distance every day on a mound at the head of the village, and suddenly felt that his father's words were reasonable.

Although his mother did not tell him that his father had left home for another woman, she always told him that his father would come back one day, and that our family was not broken, but only temporarily separated.

Yang Lotian couldn't understand his mother's words, and he didn't understand why his mother waited for his father to come back every evening on the mound at the end of the year.

It was only when the other children in the village often laughed at him that he was a child that no one wanted, and gradually felt that his father had abandoned him.

But if the mother asked him to go to Liao to find another woman in order to make his father happy and love his father deeply, it would not be that his father ruthlessly abandoned their mother and son.

And when my father arrived in Liao, it was indeed like what he said, he was a flat-headed little common man, or a Han Chinese, in a place like Zhongjing, how could he easily take away a concubine from the home of a Khitan nobleman?

Yang Huairen is also very emotional, such a woman will never exist in the future generations, but in this era, there are too many such women.

For the sake of the man they love, for the sake of their own honor, they are willing to make any sacrifice.