Yang Huairen didn't expect that Father Yang would experience such a cruel disaster, he had to think about whether a person's personality would change after experiencing so many things, and the impact of the disaster on a person's life was even more indescribable.

So Yang Huairen began to change his view of Father Yang, thinking that maybe it was because of the experiences that ordinary people could not have experienced that he changed his outlook on life, so it seems that when he abandoned his wife, he should have taken the initiative to leave, but he may have his own difficulties.

Yang Lotian seems to have this feeling, although he is still a little angry about his father's departure back then, but after hearing that his father has gone through so much, he seems to have begun to hesitate.

Father Yang calmed down a little and continued, "How can I say that I am also a man, with hands and feet, and I can't rely on the charity of a kind woman to get by.

So after a few days, when my physical strength had recovered somewhat, I thought that Liao was not a place where I, a Song person, should stay after all, so I decided to go back to the Great Song Dynasty.

But it is not so easy to return to the Great Song Dynasty from Zhongjing, and no matter how far the road is, in the case of a famine that has just occurred in Liaojing, if there is not enough coiling and dry food along the way, I am afraid that I will starve to death on the road in less than three days after I get out of Dading Mansion.

So I thought about finding a job in Dading Mansion first, saving some money, and then returning to Dasong after the famine gradually passed.

But at that time, there was a lot of chaos in Zhongjing City, many shops were not open, a large number of hungry people became called Hanako, there were no shops to recruit men, and I wanted to find a job to do, but it was almost difficult to realize.

I didn't want to rely on the charity of the kind woman to get by, but I really had no other way to get food to fill my stomach, so in order to survive, I had to go back to the old place and wait for the kind woman to send me a nest every day to feed my stomach.

Until one day, the kind woman came to give me a nest, and she had been smiling at me all the time, but rarely speaking, but that day she suddenly asked, 'You...... You can endure hardship, right? ’

At that time, I thought that this kind woman should know that I was looking for work everywhere, so I nodded, saying that as long as I can fill my stomach, I will do any work, and it doesn't matter whether I am paid or not.

And just like that, she took me home. When I arrived at her house, I learned that her name was Han Sanniang, and his father was a Han official in Liao.

When I entered the Han Mansion, I could only be the lowest-level servant, doing some rough work of chopping wood and boiling water.

However, I gradually learned that there was no shortage of helpers in the Han Mansion to do such low-level rough work, and in a period when food was extremely scarce and the price of food was extremely expensive, Han Sanniang insisted on persuading her father to keep me, just to help me, so that I could have two meals a day, and I had tiles to cover my head.

And that's the greatest kindness to me. At that time, with an identity like me, Han Fu could have signed a life and death contract with me, allowing me to work as a slave and a servant for the rest of my life.

But Han Sanniang seemed to feel that I shouldn't be a lowly slave, and persuaded my father to sign a three-year helper contract with me, and it was precisely because of this that I did not become a slave, but a helper hired by the Han government, in addition to food and housing, there was also a salary of 100 wen per month.

In this way, I survived this catastrophe, and my life gradually returned to a stable state, I did a lot of work every day, and my body was also tired, but I was very content and grateful.

However, although the master of a servant like me is in charge of eating and living, the amount of food eaten at two meals a day is very small, and most of them are miscellaneous foods such as noodles and pickles.

My physical condition also began to get worse and worse, Han Sanniang saw that I was getting thinner, so she began to secretly give me something to eat, sometimes a bowl of broth, sometimes an egg, although the thing is also very ordinary, but for me, it is already the best delicious.

I have been in Han Mansion for a long time, and I have some understanding of Han Sanniang's life experience. Sanniang is actually not very good-looking, and even in the eyes of others, she is very ugly.

In fact, in my eyes, although her face is not so good-looking, she is kind-hearted and very good to any servant in the Han Mansion, so I think she is more beautiful than a fairy.

But outsiders don't think so, and even slander her, and talk about her appearance as a joke.

It is also because of this that Sanniang has reached the age of twenty, but she has not yet found a good family who is willing to come to Hanfu to propose marriage. Lord Han to Sanniang...... How to put it, I must be very conflicted inside.

As a father, he also has love for his children, but because Sanniang made him lose a lot of face outside, sometimes he looked at Sanniang and didn't like it.

But Sanniang is really kind-hearted, she is very filial to her parents, and she has always been extremely tolerant of other brothers and sisters at home, and she has not become depressed because of the boring views of outsiders.

Of course, every time she heard from her family about the boring jokes that mocked him outside, she was in a bad mood.

And when she was in a bad mood, she came to talk to me, and after a long time, we became friends who talked about everything.

At first, I didn't understand why she became friends with me, but then I thought that maybe it was because I, a Song person, would always tell her some interesting stories about the Great Song Dynasty, and every time I finished telling the story, she would be happy.

One day, I patted my chest and told her that whether a person is beautiful or not, you have to look here, not just your face. When she heard this, she cried, saying that I was probably the only person in the world who could understand her.

At that moment, I felt that I fell in love with Sanniang. Every night after that, I was thinking, if Sanniang can't get happiness and joy here, I'm willing to take her to elope!

It's a pity that later I thought, what was my identity at that time, and what was Sanniang's identity, even if I was willing to take her to elope, would she be willing? Did she let her abandon her entire family and wander around with me, a slave who couldn't support herself?

But I didn't say the words in my heart. Maybe I was afraid that I would scare her or lose her if I said it, but I was timid, so I buried my true emotions in the bottom of my heart.

The days passed quickly, three years passed quickly, and the contract I signed with Han Fu had ended, and I wanted to stay, but she told me that you are a good person and very talented, unlike other servants.

If you stay in Hanfu as a servant, you will bury your talent. You should go back to the Song Dynasty and do what you are good at, this is where the value of your life lies......"