Chapter 130 The unbearable lightness

There were hundreds of packs of paper towels and hundreds of knives of rice paper brought back from the paper workshop, and in fact, they had already brought them back to their residence in the outer courtyard by Tong Lao Liu.

The reason why Li Zhi made an excuse to leave was that he realized that there was more eagerness in Princess Yiyi's eyes when she looked at him, which made him restless.

In the current state, he doesn't want to belong emotionally anymore, firstly, because of guilt in his heart, and secondly, too much emotional entanglement will affect the development of his mood.

The unbearable lightness is what he subconsciously avoids, just like there are too many things in life, which seem to be as light as a feather, but it is unbearable, which makes Li Zhi think that there are too many emotional things to bear, and they will be too heavy to bear, and they will eventually overwhelm him.

Too many emotional debts point directly to the most primitive desires of human beings, direct and sharp. Li Zhi had to admit that the truth of these desires and the absence of virtue existed at the same time, and the absence of virtue was as light as a feather, more like a sense of inability in the dark, which made him deeply feel that if he was deeply trapped in it, he would not be able to load it on the track of his future life.

The feeling of guilt in an instant made him feel a sense of unsteadiness in his heart in an instant, which indirectly expressed that to live is to suffer, that is, to go through hardships.

At that moment, he suddenly felt a kind of helplessness, but the people in it never wanted to change, even if some people thought about it and even tried, but they definitely never insisted.

To his surprise, this kind of vague consciousness is very deep in the memory of his two lives, some like the ordinary people who exist around him, and the feeling of powerlessness is most obvious in them, but the inherent traditional thinking will often see this as an advantage - to endure humiliation.

It's more like showing him how many people have given up their dreams in the name of filial piety, how many people have chosen to marry in name only in the name of protecting their children, and how many people have chosen to sacrifice themselves in the name of my good for you.

Li Zhi didn't know the true purpose of the moment of perception that moment of perception brought him, and he made excuses to come out, more because he needed to calm down in it and find out the trouble that vague consciousness brought him.

The night and cool breeze in the courtyard, as well as the crisp smiles in the mouths of Chun Rou and Xia Shu who were walking in front, made him sober up in an instant, and he couldn't help but laugh dumbly.

All kinds of mood confusion before, more from his fear of more feelings, Princess Yiyi is no less beautiful than Qingqi and Yuran, and the timidity of a smile that makes him lose his mind instantly.

At a certain moment, he seemed to be extremely afraid that his and the third daughter's stable love life would be broken, and the psychological bottleneck that he was subconsciously frightened out of was not the deeper consciousness of not wanting to be disturbed.

Turning around the interval of several courtyards, he saw that there were many figures in the brilliant place of the lamp shadow, and Li Zhi had already regained his senses.

found Li Yi, begged for a jar of wine, and by the way, called out Tong Lao Liu, and came to his residence, one of the rooms has been temporarily used as a warehouse.

Under the pretext of counting again, he sent the three of them away, and he himself sat in the dark for a long time.

Back in the living room, several women were already a little drunk, except for Pang Qi, everyone was talking, and the girl had already delivered the meal to her eyes when she saw Li Zhi's return.

Seeing that he refused to drink, Qingqi also saw that Li Zhi's mood was a little unusual, there were only two guests, and they were still talking.

"Guan Lu Gongneng is known as the prince and the prince, I know that the old man's literary skills in addition to his identity are amazing! This is some of the best rice paper, because the output is very low, currently only to the palace to provide, I heard that his calligraphy is exquisite, especially good at line, Kai, these rice paper as a long admiration of the younger generation of filial piety! ”

Li Zhi still had a lot of heart to put a few knives of rice paper and did it carefully packaged.

"The old father is too old, and his only hobby at present is to splash ink, but he is reluctant to use it often on hard yellow paper, and he is mostly used repeatedly on some old paper, and when he finally discards a piece, he often can't make out the clear handwriting!" Princess Yiyi's tone suddenly became sour.

"The old man and your brother are both people with a light temperament, with deep ambitions, no importance of fame and fortune, it is said that they never make friends casually, and naturally they have no character of using power for personal gain! In the future, I will be responsible for the consumption of this hobby of the elderly, I will open a paper mill myself, and I really don't see the precious and abnormal things in the eyes of others! Go back and tell Brother Caiwen, come to the East Mountains to find me one day, and after you are familiar with the way, you can come and get it by yourself! ”

Guan Lugong's eldest son, Guan Ming Guan Caiwen, is the current four-grade official of the Yellow Gate Servant, the emperor's close servant, the Lang official who can convey the edict, and the person who often goes in and out of the study, and then he doesn't like to socialize, and this new rice paper is naturally not less knowledgeable.

Qingqi continued, "Guan Lugong has five sons and two daughters under his knees, but the eldest son and the youngest daughter are the same mother, so Sister Yiyi has a very good relationship with Brother Caiwen, and it may be that only what she explains, her eldest brother with antique thinking will hear it in her heart!" ”

Princess Yiyi shook her head and smiled: "In exchange for other people's gifts, the two Guan masters may ignore it, but they will not refuse Mr. Li's things, because Mr. Li's earlier article "Gengchen Western Regions Qingming" was quite praised by my father and brother. In particular, my father once said that people who can write such shocking works of writing storms and poems like weeping ghosts and gods are certainly not far from their conduct. I heard that it was from the future son-in-law of the king of Linhuai County, and my father specially explained to my brother that he would communicate with you more in the future! ”

Li Zhiwei smiled and replied, "I may bribe some corrupt officials because of business needs, although it will not be a mountain of gold and silver, but it will never be this kind of rice paper!" Businessmen are often involuntary because of the development of their livelihoods, and they can't always turn away people who come to ask for bribes? In that case, I will not be able to achieve anything! However, in my eyes, rice paper is equivalent to the cultural inheritance of Chinese characters, and the unique calligraphy and painting skills are the quintessence of traditional art. ”

He looked at the county lord of Yuanwan again, "Just like the court of the third court of the Sixth King Ming Wangfu, the new and old Ming kings can calmly accept my rice paper bribes, especially the old Ming Wang, who is even more blunt to ask for my rice paper." I am also happy to see that my mind can be accepted by several generations of Qingming and honest families, because what those rice papers witness is not only the loyalty and righteousness of the Tang Dynasty, the loyalty of the civil administration, but also the more rare and honest quintessence! ”

When the women heard this, they naturally knew the ridicule of the word bribery in Li's words, and more importantly, this person had another person who was a man of steel and iron, strictly distinguishing the quintessence of rice paper from that of a businessman, and the person who could be given by him as a gift of rice paper needed to conform to his character identity.

This kind of sincere words that can only be said clearly in front of the family is also a kind of obscure confession, his own targeted rice paper bribery, unexpected returns, only peace of mind, has nothing to do with the world's sophistication, only out of worship of the quintessence of the country, and the respect for honest and honest government.

"My old father recently accepted a disciple, named Zhang Xu, the word Bogao, only seventeen years old, but the old man called him a few years ago, will surely achieve a generation of cursive people with great personality. Although this person is young, he is free and uninhibited, open-minded and generous, but he is often drunk, and often calls for madness at this time, and then writes into a book, and even writes with his hair dipped in ink, so he is given by his father to Zhang Dian's elegant name. The reason why the girl mentioned this person is to make a request, can you give me a few more knives of rice paper? Just because this Zhang Xu, once he drank alcohol, and coincided with the bookishness, he often used his own skills to sneak into my father's study in the middle of the night to steal paper, and the reason why my father often lacked paper was because of this person! But he loves this youngest disciple very much, and often when he is angry, he is handed a new book by Zhang Xu, and he has no resentment. ”

"I understand what you mean, do you plan to give him some rice paper in private, so that this person can often go to Guan Lugong to make trouble? I am extremely curious about this little brother, at a young age, I don't like the ordinary behavior of my peers, and I am obsessed with writing books with ink, which also arouses my great curiosity! In this way, you want him to come and ask for it alone, I want to contact this person head-on, if it is really as Guan Lugong said, there will be great achievements in this way in the future, I might as well make friends with this person. ”

Li Zhi did not promise any gift of rice paper, but others also knew that if he was willing to make friends with this Zhang Xu, he would naturally bear the cost of this person.

The reason why Princess Yiyi has this trust is that cursive writing is extremely paper-intensive, because it is the most indulgent way of writing calligraphy, and often seems to be scribbled at random, and there is a unique indignation and mania to transform the meaning of the book, and the calligrapher's temperament makes her book more and more galloping, ever-changing, and extremely strange and changeable.

Guan Lugong has long been past his prime, and no matter how much he loves this son, it cannot be ruled out that at a certain moment, because of his arrogant temperament, the old man will be angry and attacked, which is extremely detrimental to his health.

Li Zhi himself opened a paper mill, which was able to help this Zhang Xu with the dilemma of being extremely short of paper, and he could also relieve Guan Lugong's situation of preventing thieves day and night.

This is ridiculous to say, more incredible, but that era was the early Tang Dynasty when paper was extremely precious, and papermaking had just taken shape.

It is conceivable that for Zhang Xu, a big family with a serious shortage of paper, in addition to stealing it from his teacher's study, where else can he get it.

But what others don't know is that this Zhang Xu Zhang Bogao is not an idle person, he is the next generation of calligraphy masters, but also with the highest achievement in cursive, known as the "grass saint" in history, the handwriting has "belly pain post", "ancient poems four posts", etc., more than 2,000 years later is still famous.

And this one of the eight immortals in the future drinking, there is a more terrifying disciple Yan Zhenqing with fame and calligraphy attainments, not only the Tang Dynasty Sect official to the Ministry of Shangshu, the prince and the teacher, Fenglu County Gong, known as "Yan Lu Gong", its positive and dignified and majestic, the momentum of the calligraphy, the creation of "Yan Ti" regular script, the impact on later generations is very huge, more than its teacher for a hundred generations.

At this moment, everyone else saw Li Yi's solemn face, but they didn't know that he was already overjoyed in his heart, and being able to make friends before several people became famous, that was something he valued more in this life.

To be honest, Princess Yiyi was a little apprehensive at this time, after all, recommending a tricky character to Li Zhi, the blessings and misfortunes are unknown and not mentioned for the time being, the key is that she has nothing to do with the person in front of her at present, so presumptuous, it will cause Li Zhi to think of herself is more critical.

Not to mention, this woman has already had a secret affection for Li Zhi in her heart, but in front of her is Qingqi, a childhood playmate and friend for many years.

She didn't know that Qingqi at this time, because she had already seen that Li Zhi was in a bad mood when she returned, and then she thought of something, and she was also guessing in her heart whether her man was because of the existence of her two friends, which led to some kind of subtle situation.

Only Li Zhi, who knew all about all this, soon found that the mood of all parties was fluctuating, and under the instant alertness, a smile bloomed on his face, and he knew how to straighten out everything in front of him!