Volume 3 Chapter 354 Who Am I (6)
What is music?
Perhaps, music is an indispensable part of the development of human civilization, and it has a very magical power that can often influence people's emotions. And this matter, perhaps with modern science and technology, can not fully explain this magical power.
A good melody, depending on its charm, can make people sad, happy, serene, or impassioned. And it is precisely because of this magical power that music is often integrated into all kinds of works, and even in some works, accompanied by a key piece of music at a critical time, it will have some decisive impact on the plot. This arrangement is a bit too exaggerated for people who are too sane, but it feels so natural and harmonious that even the characters in the play will only add to the key music: "It's just ordinary pop music...... Of course, it's a love song. ”
And at this moment, Lu Lan sang the old song in front of Wan'er with feelings. It is precisely because of her feelings that Lu Lan has devoted all her body and mind to this old song, which makes this old song have a bit of magic that penetrates people's hearts, and even in a sense, it has a bit of indescribable aggression and aggression, and it attacks people's hearts.
It's just that for these things, Lu Lanyu has not realized that Wan'er over there has fallen into an extremely chaotic state before she devotes herself to it. This is really a very chaotic state, perhaps for Wan'er at this moment, it is like half of her body is being burned by raging fire, and the other half of her body is like being surrounded by thousands of years of ice. And these two feelings that are almost two extremes are constantly fighting fiercely with each other on Wan'er's body, sometimes this side is broken, and sometimes that side is eroded.
When a person falls into such a state, both physically and mentally will be unbearable, and such a feeling may be able to drive people crazy. But at this time, Lu Lan's singing voice that seemed to contain magical magic was like a clear spring flowing into Wan'er's heart, and this clear spring also seemed to calm the two forces that were already becoming more and more violent in Wan'er's body, so that Wan'er's state was calmed down.
It's a lot, but it's just a matter of minutes, after all, the old song is only a few minutes long. When Lu Lanqing finished singing and looked up at Wan'er again, she realized that Wan'er's state seemed to be a little wrong, and she was naturally shocked and asked urgently: "Sister Wan'er, what's wrong with you, you?" Are you okay!? ”
Wan'er slowly withdrew some of the hands that covered her eyes because she was holding her head, but then she looked at Lu Lan through her fingers, and her eyes brought out a little confusion, but in this confusion, there seemed to be a little clear, but the tone of her voice seemed a little tired and weak: "I, I'm fine, it's just that I suddenly feel a little uncomfortable......"
Of course, Lu Lan asked with concern: "Sister Wan'er, are you really okay?" ”
Wan'er shook her head very reluctantly, and the person was panting, after all, the struggle that seemed to be in the midst of ice and fire before really made Wan'er tired, not only was her body already sweating, but her spirit became very trance. It can even be said that if it wasn't for Lu Lan's singing voice just now, Wan'er would have collapsed at this time.
It's just that although people haven't collapsed, Wan'er's mental state at this moment is really very, very trance, that real and vague, and that false but clear, at this moment, it flashes in Wan'er's mind like a marquee and a slide, but it makes Wan'er more and more confused, and she can't figure out which is true and which is fake......
It was in this state that Wan'er looked at Lu Lan again. But somehow, Wan'er didn't seem to know the person in front of her, but she felt exceptionally familiar and kind, and called out like a ghost: "Xiao, Xiaolan......"
Although it was just a "Xiaolan", it surprised Lu Lan inexplicably. You must know that Wan'er's previous address to Lu Lan was just a polite but full of raw "Lan girl", which means that Wan'er didn't remember Lu Lan. And "Xiaolan" is Wan'er's nickname for Lu Lan all along. In other words, Wan'er at this moment is likely to think of Lu Lan, and it is even very likely that she has recovered her original memory, at least a little memory, can this not make Lu Lan happy?
"Sister Wan'er!!"
Lu Lan almost didn't pounce directly at the moment...... In fact, you can't pounce on it, after all, Wan'er on the other side is just a hologram. Finally stabilizing her mind, Lu Lan asked anxiously, "Sister Wan'er, do you remember me?" ”、
It's just that this heart full of surprise and anticipation was immediately poured with a basin of cold water, because Wan'er just opened a pair of confused eyes and asked, "What do you think of?" Miss Lan, are you alright? ”
Lu Lan was stunned at that time. In fact, if Wan'er just said such a sentence, it might still be within Lu Lan's psychological acceptance, but the worst thing is that Lu Lan feels that Wan'er at this moment is simply cold, so cold that a word can reject people thousands of miles away.
Looking at Wan'er holding her head and slowly standing up, although her gaze at Lu Lan was still a little confused, in this confusion, the cold meaning was a little more, and what Wan'er said next made Lu Lan's heart sink to the bottom all of a sudden: "Miss Lan, I'm a little tired and want to rest early, so let's talk about it today." ”
Lu Lan was surprised and wanted to call Wan'er out loud, but Wan'er had already ended the communication directly. Lu Lan was in a hurry to call again, but Wan'er didn't react at all. In modern parlance, Wan'er is turned off.
Seeing that this was the case, Lu Lan's whole person was silent, and there were thousands of thoughts in her head:
"What's going on? Sister Wan'er seemed to have thought of me just now, but why, why is it just a blink of an eye, she seems to have changed as if she has changed? Why is that? By the way, ask the adults! ”
As soon as she gritted her teeth, Lu Lan didn't care about the three seven twenty-one to call Lu Ren......
What happened to Wan'er?
In fact, if it is used in modern medical terms, Wan'er is already schizophrenic, or should it be said that she has a split personality.
You must know that Wan'er now has two memories in her mind, one is real and vague, and at the same time the original memory has been "sealed"; The other is a false and clear memory, occupying Wan'er's main consciousness.
That "seal" was not strong, and it has been somewhat loosened today. But if Lu Ren himself touched the "seal" in a very direct way, the reaction of the seal would still make Wan'er extremely repelled Lu Ren, so Lu Ren's "frontal attack" has not been able to produce any substantive effect.
And Lu Lan is not the "main target" of the "seal", and Lu Lan is a "side attack", but the result is that the "seal" in Wan'er's mind has loosened a lot. It's just that although this kind of thing is a good thing for an ordinary amnesiac, it becomes very troublesome for Wan'er, a person with two memories.
To put it bluntly, the two memories, true and false, attacked each other in Wan'er's mind, and they almost "burned" Wan'er's "CPU" completely. But at this time, Lu Lan's singing voice "cooled down" Wan'er's "CPU" in a timely manner, so that Wan'er's "CPU" was saved from the danger of being "burned". But in this way, the two memories in Wan'er's mind each occupied a piece of territory, and thus formed a strange dual personality.
So at the end of the conversation with Lu Lan, the real personality called out the nickname "Xiaolan", but immediately Wan'er's dominant personality was occupied by the false personality, so she was cold to Lu Lan and ended the communication with Lu Lan in a few words.
Of course, Wan'er herself was not aware of this, and under the dominance of the false personality, Wan'er walked out of the room after finishing the communication, but she also felt that she was covered in sweat, which made her feel very uncomfortable.
Vanilla is Wan'er's personal maid, and she has been guarding the courtyard at the moment. Suddenly, seeing Wan'er come out of the secret room, Vanilla rushed forward and first said hello, and then asked Wan'er if she had anything to order. And at this time, Wan'er, who was in a state of falsehood, just looked at the vanilla coldly and casually ordered: "Go and prepare hot water for me, I want to bathe." ”
Vanilla responded without thinking, but as a personal maid who has been with Wan'er for a long time, Vanilla immediately felt that the current Wan'er seemed to be a little different from usual, because the previous Wan'er would not be so cold. Or it can be said that although Wan'er was the owner of vanilla before, she did not treat vanilla as a subordinate and was pleasant in her speech and demeanor; But now Wan'er's cold attitude is completely regarding vanilla as a slave and a subordinate, how can the contrast vanilla not be felt?
Although there are these contrasts and doubts in my heart, Vanilla is from a bitter background after all, and she knows very well what her identity is, so she won't ask more questions. Maybe in Vanilla's heart, this is a situation that suits her, but it is impossible to say that Vanilla's heart will not have some loss. And at this moment, Vanilla has only one sentence in her heart, that is: "What the hell is wrong with the God Envoy?" Why did it suddenly become like this? ”
Of course, it can't be analyzed with vanilla's knowledge, but for the "well-informed" Lu Ren, these things can roughly understand what is going on by thinking about them, at least Lu Ren can guess that due to Lu Lan's intervention, Wan'er has an unexpectedly split personality.
It's just that whether this matter is good or bad, Lu Ren himself can't tell, because this is equivalent to facing two completely different people. What will Wan'er do with a real personality, and what will Wan'er with a false personality do, I'm afraid that there will be two extremes and different reactions from Nima, okay?
So at this time, Lu Ren's headache was gone. If you're an enemy, it's very uncomfortable to be soft and hard at the same time, isn't it? Tactics are meant to vary from person to person, tricks that are useful to this person are likely to be completely useless to people with another personality, and now you are running into an enemy that you don't even know what the situation will be, how to set up this strategy?
With a big head and helplessness, Lu Ren could only ask Lu Lan to come back from Rome in a hurry. Then he talked to Xun about the current situation, and Xun Yu was so shocked that he could only suggest that Lu Ren should respond to all changes with no change, that is, continue to win steadily and steadily......
Vanilla responded without thinking, but as a personal maid who has been with Wan'er for a long time, Vanilla immediately felt that the current Wan'er seemed to be a little different from usual, because the previous Wan'er would not be so cold. Or it can be said that although Wan'er was the owner of vanilla before, she did not treat vanilla as a subordinate and was pleasant in her speech and demeanor; But now Wan'er's cold attitude is completely regarding vanilla as a slave and a subordinate, how can the contrast vanilla not be felt?
Although there are these contrasts and doubts in my heart, Vanilla is from a bitter background after all, and she knows very well what her identity is, so she won't ask more questions. Maybe in Vanilla's heart, this is a situation that suits her, but it is impossible to say that Vanilla's heart will not have some loss. And at this moment, Vanilla has only one sentence in her heart, that is: "What the hell is wrong with the God Envoy?" Why did it suddenly become like this? ”
Of course, it can't be analyzed with vanilla's knowledge, but for the "well-informed" Lu Ren, these things can roughly understand what is going on by thinking about them, at least Lu Ren can guess that due to Lu Lan's intervention, Wan'er has an unexpectedly split personality.
It's just that whether this matter is good or bad, Lu Ren himself can't tell, because this is equivalent to facing two completely different people. What will Wan'er do with a real personality, and what will Wan'er with a false personality do, I'm afraid that there will be two extremes and different reactions from Nima, okay?
So at this time, Lu Ren's headache was gone. If you're an enemy, it's very uncomfortable to be soft and hard at the same time, isn't it? Tactics are meant to vary from person to person, tricks that are useful to this person are likely to be completely useless to people with another personality, and now you are running into an enemy that you don't even know what the situation will be, how to set up this strategy?
With a big head and helplessness, Lu Ren could only ask Lu Lan to come back from Rome in a hurry. Then he talked to Xun about the current situation, and Xun Yu was so shocked that he could only suggest that Lu Ren should respond to all changes with no change, that is, continue to win steadily and steadily......