“…… Get out of this trap, get out of this deceitful world......"

When Lu Lan said this, she couldn't say any more. However, this is not that Lu Lan has nothing to say, but this memory is definitely the most painful memory in Lu Lan's life. In life, who wants to think of these painful memories?

Lu Lan didn't say it for the time being because of the pain of this memory, and she was also raising her sleeves to wipe her tears when she choked, but she didn't know that Wan'er on the other end had also fallen into a somewhat chaotic state.

In fact, at this time, Wan'er's pain in her head has become heavier and heavier. But I don't know if there is no direct reason why Lu Ren and herself appear in this story, or it should be said that Wan'er knew that the "person" and "that woman" in Lu Lan's mouth were Lu Ren and herself, but because Lu Lan did not directly name them, she avoided some "seals...... Anyway, the current Wan'er is in a state where although her brain hurts, she can still hold on. As for Wan'er's current thoughts:

"Could that be the case? Is the woman she was talking about really me? So, that's how I died at that time? The father he is again...... Yes, she said at least 20 years ago, which means that I died more than 20 years ago, but why did my father save me more than 20 years later...... Could it be that she is lying to me? No, I don't know why I can feel that what she says is true...... It's messy, it's really messed up in my head. ”

said that it was a feeling, but it was not a simple feeling, but a vague but very familiar picture really appeared in Wan'er's mind. In other words, some of the memories from the beginning quietly returned to Wan'er's mind at this moment, but they were still so vague, but they were unforgettable.

At this moment, if Lu Lan continues to say some things that Wan'er experienced at the beginning, it may once again aggravate Wan'er's pain, which will make Wan'er unable to support it anymore. But at that time, Wan'er had died in the place mentioned in the story, and there was no picture recorded in Wan'er's mind, and what Lu Lan said was what happened next, so it was an accident to avoid the situation that would aggravate Wan'er's headache:

And so the woman died. The little girl is very sad, but the saddest and most painful person is still that person. Sister Wan'er, you don't know, that person did something that shocked everyone because of the woman's death...... He took the body of his beloved woman and forced his way through the palace! ”

Although Wan'er was still having a headache, she was still relatively sober, and when she heard this, she couldn't help but exclaim: "Forcibly breaking into the palace? Is he crazy? Also, what is he doing in the palace at this time? ”

Lu Lan smiled sadly: "At that time, he was almost really crazy, right?" How much of a crime is it to break into the palace? Not to mention any on-the-spot killing, according to the law of the Han Dynasty, it is not negotiable to sentence a 'clan punishment' afterwards. But fortunately, he often had to go to the palace to accompany him, and the emperor could be regarded as his good friend, and he knew him well, and the emperor also admired the woman, so after hearing about them, it was the emperor who came forward to exonerate the man's sin, and agreed to lend him the ice cellar in the palace for three days. ”

After listening to this, Wan'er had nothing else to say, but she reacted a little to the "Ice Cellar". Now Wan'er knows a lot of things, so she immediately understands that "that person" is going to use the ice cellar to temporarily refrigerate, and then try to save people. And at this moment, Wan'er was confused again, because this paragraph was too far from Wan'er's, or the false memory that "he" set to Wan'er.

However, these things have been after Wan'er died, so Wan'er has no relevant memories, in other words, it will not touch Wan'er's "seal", so it didn't cause aggravated Wan'er's headache. And at this point in the story, perhaps because of some tearing apart, Wan'er's headache has also been relieved, at least her state has improved, and she is not so painful anymore.

After a slight hesitation, Wan'er took the initiative to ask, "What about next?" What happened to that person? ”

Lu Lan said: "At that time, no one knew what that person was trying to do by forcibly breaking into the palace and borrowing the ice cellar. But a few days later, the man silently buried the woman......"

At this point, Lu Lan couldn't help but look at Wan'er a few more times. There were some things that Lu Lan didn't understand at the beginning, or didn't know at all, because at that time, Lu Ren's so-called "burial" of Wan'er, everyone saw only the coffin, and no one saw Wan'er's body, so Lu Lan wanted to take a look at Wan'er more before the burial but couldn't see it, so Lu Lan cried to Lu Ren, but Lu Ren was unmoved, and insisted on "burying" Wan'er like this. Looking back now, Lu Lan understands that Lu Ren didn't want her to see it, but he couldn't show her, and there was no Wan'er in the coffin.

Shaking her head and not thinking about it, Lu Lan sighed lightly and continued: "The next thing, in fact, I said it just now. After the woman's death, the man, as the friend expected, put the account on the head of the big man's enemy, and did his best to help the big man fight the enemy. But ......"

Wan'er's headache had been relieved a lot, and when she saw Lu Lan like this, she asked, "But what?" ”

Lu Lan lowered her head. In fact, that period of time was also the most uncomfortable period in Lu Lan's life, on the one hand, it was uncomfortable because of Wan'er's death, and on the other hand, when she saw Lu Ren working so hard, and the whole person was losing weight day by day, the discomfort in her heart: "But that person is too desperate." Sister Wan'er, do you know? That person was actually very lazy, and as long as he could steal a little lazy, he wouldn't do anything more. But after the woman's death, he hardly slept for more than two hours a day, and even many times he would suddenly wake up when he had slept well, and then he ran to the study to get busy.

"Because he did so hard, when the big man was fighting against the enemy, many things that were originally very tricky were solved by that person, and the big man finally defeated the enemy smoothly. This was originally a good thing, but the enemies of the big man were only defeated, not eliminated, and the most important thing was that the big man let go of one of that person's enemies for the sake of the overall situation at this time, which stimulated that person's big illness at that time. ”

Speaking of this, Lu Lan looked at Wan'er again: "Sister Wan'er, can you imagine what that person would be like at that time?" The whole body has lost a few taels of meat because of fatigue, but at this time, he is seriously ill, and his heart is extremely uncomfortable. One person has come to this point...... Alas, I don't even know how to describe it. ”

Wan'er nodded silently. Some things are not difficult to imagine.

Lu Lan said: "Although that woman is dead, there are still many people who care about him around that person, who wants to see him become like that?" And how uncomfortable will the people who really care about him feel in their hearts? This is true of the little girl, and so is the woman whom the deceased woman entrusted before she died. Even friends who have set up a plan don't want to see that person go on like this. Especially the woman who knew the truth, seeing that person had become like that, but she still had to force herself to get up and get busy with things, so that this woman who knew the truth couldn't hold on anymore......"

A hazy figure appeared in Wan'er's mind at this time, and this figure seemed to be extremely familiar to Wan'er, and she could almost call out her name. But every time this name is about to blurt out, it seems that something will suddenly get stuck, so Wan'er just can't call it. But because of such an agitation, the pain in Wan'er's brain intensified again.

At this time, Lu Lan also fell into her own memories, and didn't pay so much attention to Wan'er's state, so she just lowered her head as if talking to herself, and continued: "Speaking of this woman who knows the truth...... In fact, she is quite pitiful, and she has known that person for a long time, and she was saved by that person in a turmoil.

"There have been some misunderstandings and disputes between them, but maybe it's because they're on the right side, or maybe because all parties have their plans, and this woman was matched to that person by a big man. Maybe they don't have any affection for each other...... can't say that, their relationship is still very good, maybe it can't be regarded as love, but they understand and respect each other, so that person quietly said to the little girl that they are not so much husband and wife, but very good friends.

But no matter what, they still have a good relationship with each other, so when this woman sees that person has become like that but still does things so desperately, this woman can't bear it anymore. Because she knew that that person's so-called hatred did not exist at all, and such desperateness was completely used by the big people to sell their lives...... It's really hardworking, that person is completely doing things like he doesn't want to die.

Therefore, in the end, when the woman could no longer bear it, she told the truth of the matter to that person in a moment of anger. And that person was stupid at the time. ”

Wan'er couldn't help but ask, "Then, then, did that person go to the big man to take revenge?" ”

Lu Lan shook his head: "No, because the big man was leading the troops at that time, but that person was sent back to the rear to recuperate because of illness, so they were not in the same place." And then there is the truth that this woman said, at that time, it was only an inference made by the dead woman before she died, and that person needed to be confirmed...... If such a thing is not confirmed, how many people in the world dare to mess around?

So the man then went to his friend to find out what had happened. And his friend didn't hide it anymore and told the truth to that person...... Speaking of which, that person was really out of shape at the time, and his friend was also a person who cared about him very much, and the original design was actually just to save him, but now he couldn't bear it when he became like this, so he decided to tell that person the truth, and hoped that person could leave now while the big man was leading the troops. ”

Speaking of this, Lu Lan couldn't help but shake her head lightly: "In this world, there may be no absolute right or wrong. Although the friend killed the woman, his original intention was to save the person, and there was nothing else he could do at the time, because the friend knew that if the big man really wanted to kill the person, the person would not be able to escape. Sister Wan'er, if you talk about it, can you really completely blame that friend on this issue? ”

Wan'er also shook her head: "It's really hard to evaluate......"

It was at this time that another vague figure appeared in Wan'er's mind, and it was the same as the figure that appeared before, although it was so vague, it made Wan'er feel extremely familiar...... Can you not be familiar? What was the relationship between Guo Jia and Lu Ren like? It's strange that Wan'er is not familiar with Guo Jiahui! To put it mildly, if Wan'er is not familiar with Guo Jia, how can she confirm that it is Guo Jia just by smelling the wine on Guo Jia's body?

It's just that in this way, this familiar figure once again touched Wan'er's "seal", and the pain in that mind intensified again. And this time the pain intensified, and it began to gradually approach the limit of what Wan'er could bear.

But at this time, Lu Lan lowered her head and fell into those memories at the beginning, so she didn't notice the change in Wan'er's state, and still continued: "At that time, everyone was most worried that that person would go crazy and go crazy because of this, especially the woman who knew the truth, thinking that the result of not being able to hold back and telling that person the truth would be that everyone would die with that person."

But for her at that time, it was much better to tell the truth and die happily than to endure the pain in her heart all the time. So at that time, everyone was worried, but the woman just took out her piano and sang softly, integrating all her feelings into the song and the strings. Maybe for her, this will be the last swan song of her life, right? ”

After saying this, Lu Lan probably felt it in her heart, so she couldn't help but sit there with her head down and sing softly the song Cai Yan sang at that time:

"The drizzle drifts / the breeze shakes / with infatuation for a long time; The snow falls/The Yellow River is turbid/Let him be heartbroken; Put it down / Sword in hand / I'm willing; Recall that/heart's heart/fate;

"Why do you / be lonely / You are on the other side of the world; Affection for me / How can you write it all in a few words / Write it all out; Do not covet a wish;

"I think of your face again / Towards the morning and twilight / The long road of life; All the time / See in your eyes / Tenderness like water; Relationship in this life/continuation in the next life; What is the love/life and death; If you are with you, you don't envy the mandarin ducks, you don't envy the immortals......"

The song is born from emotion, and it is sung naturally and emotionally. And maybe it's because I'm grown up now, and when I suddenly recall these past events again, it makes Lu Lan understand a lot of things better, and she puts her whole body into it, so this song is singing more and more straightforwardly.

And what Lu Lan, who was so devoted, didn't notice that Wan'er was having a splitting headache, and suddenly heard Lu Lan's dedicated singing, and her whole body trembled......