Volume 3 Chapter 399 True and False
Kass Eli is gone, after all, Hassan Kein's retention is only one of the problems that Kassi Eli has to solve right now, and there are many other things that Kasili needs to do.
Wan'er didn't sit idle after Kass Yili left, but began to consult the relevant historical materials brought by the chip, wanting to see if she could find anything from these relevant historical records that would help the current situation. Speaking of which, Wan'er just doesn't have the corresponding military and political ability, but this doesn't mean that Wan'er doesn't even have a little vision. In fact, if she didn't have a little vision and judgment, how could Wan'er jump out in a hurry to help Kath Yili solve the court dispute?
In short, Wan'er knows very well that the current situation is by no means optimistic, and it is really very reluctant to fight against Lu Ren with the current naval strength, and Hassan Ke does not know if he can stop Lu Ren's army because of the tactical countermeasures proposed. Therefore, Wan'er will carefully check the relevant historical materials at this time, just to see if there is anything that can be used in the progress of the current situation in Huaxia to force Lu Ren to withdraw his troops back, like using the Hanzhong dispute between Lao Cao and Liu Bei before this, provoking Guishan to take the thirty-six countries of the Western Regions to invade Liangzhou This is the situation, and this is the only way Wan'er can think of at present.
It's just that after a careful inspection, Wan'er was a little helpless. Because since the twenty-fourth year of Jian'an, that is, from the time of the Liangzhou Revolution that Wan'er came out, many things in Huaxia have become very different from the original process. Like the most important changes after the battle for Hanzhong, one is that Liu Bei is king, the second is Guan Yu's attack, and the third is Sun Quan's sneak attack on Jingzhou. It can be said that some of the later things on the Huaxia side are based on these three changes.
But the current situation is that none of these three changes have happened. Of course, this is not all caused by Wan'er, and many of them are still Lu Ren's problems. Take the above three changes as an example, Wan'er mainly affected Liu Bei's claim to the king and the next Guan Yu attack, the result was that Liu Bei did not dare to claim the king due to the existence of foreign enemies after taking Hanzhong, and even had to join forces with Lao Cao and Xiao Cao to repel the Western Regions coalition army, and at this time, because of Liu Bei's accidental serious injury, Guan Yu and Zhang Fei, who stayed in Jingzhou, rushed to Hanzhong in anger and participated in the battle against the Western Regions coalition army, and then stayed in Hanzhong and Shuzhong, and Jingzhou was lost to Zhuge Liang to defend.
Guan Yu's attack from Jingzhou has a lot of controversy in later generations, so I won't mention it here, but just say that the current situation is that Zhuge Liang stayed in Jingzhou, and with Zhuge Liang's personality, he naturally would not make a mistake like Guan Yu.
And on the Jiangdong side, not to mention that Lu Meng had already been cut down by Lu Ren, even if Lu Meng was still there, Lu Meng didn't dare to play any white-clothed crossing the river under Zhuge Liang's nose. This kind of trick will be very useful to Guan Yu, but to use it against Zhuge Liang is to kill himself...... Don't talk too far, just say that there is no hawk like Lu Meng in Jiangdong, and Lu Su, who is dovish, did not die of illness early because of Lu Ren, and Lu Su has always advocated joining Liu to fight Cao, so with Lu Su here, the relationship between Sun and Liu Alliance has been maintained well, at least on the bright side, it has always been very good.
Don't talk too much, just say that there are some factors like this, and the current pattern of Huaxia has many differences from the original history, so the records that Wan'er has on hand are basically useless at this time. Maybe in the overall pattern and trend, many things will still go on their original tracks, but this kind of thing is already an old fritter, Lu Ren understands it in his heart, but Wan'er will not understand. Even if Wan'er understands, Wan'er doesn't need it at this point alone.
Moreover, after Lu Ren learned about Wan'er, he completely cut off the communication with Anxi, so that Wan'er did not have the current information on the Huaxia side in his hands, and what he knew now was only some of the general time after the Hanzhong battle, that is, when the Western Regions Alliance Army had not been beaten out of Liangzhou, which had long been "expired and deteriorated", and there was no use at all.
In short, after checking for a while, Wan'er felt that she was doing useless work, so she could only shake her head and turn off the chip again, and when she raised her eyes, she saw that Vanilla was sending dinner to the stone table, and then she remembered that it was time for dinner.
picked up the dishes and chopsticks and ate some, and at a glance, she saw that the vanilla was on the side with a look of wanting to speak and stopping, and Wan'er asked, "What's wrong with you, vanilla?" Do you have anything to say? ”
Vanilla is actually very hesitant at the moment. As Wan'er's personal maid, some of the changes that have occurred in Wan'er's body, vanilla is much clearer than anyone else. To put it simply, Wan'er used to be easy to talk to, and if she had anything, she could rest assured and boldly say it directly to Wan'er, but now Wan'er ......
Wan'er saw that Vanilla was cowering there and didn't dare to speak, so she frowned and said, "If you want to say it, you can say it, and it's not a big deal." ”
Vanilla didn't dare to make Wan'er angry now, so she secretly gritted her teeth and said very carefully: "Lord God, I want to go home tomorrow to have a look, can you grant me a day off?" ”
Wan'er's brows relaxed. Although Wan'er under the false memory is cold to a little cold, it is not really so unreasonable, seeing that Vanilla just wants to take a day off to go home to see, Wan'er nodded and said: "Go, just come back early, I don't need someone to be around all the time." But when you're not with me, I always feel like something is missing. ”
Vanilla hurriedly thanked Wan'er, but she really didn't dare to say the words in her heart. In the past, Wan'er would go to that slum with Vanilla, and every time she went, she would help the poor there to treat their diseases for free, but since that change happened to Wan'er not long ago, Wan'er has never been there with Vanilla.
Originally, this was nothing, but a relative of Vanilla had a disease, and after Wan'er saw it last time, she said that this disease could not be cured once or twice, and after the last treatment, she had to wait until Wan'er arrived at this time to see the situation. So Vanilla said today that she was going to go home and have a look, but she actually wanted to see if Wan'er would go there again. It's just that in the face of this Wan'er now, Vanilla really can't open this mouth, and she doesn't have the courage to open this mouth at all.
Seeing that Wan'er continued to bury her head in eating, Vanilla could only stuff the words in her heart back into her stomach. However, after eating a few bites, Wan'er suddenly raised her head, and frowned slightly: "Speaking of which, I haven't been to you for a while, and I vaguely remember that you have a relative's illness and you have to go to see the situation at this time...... Vanilla, right? ”
Vanilla was overjoyed in her heart, and hurriedly nodded vigorously to Wan'er: "Yes, yes, yes!" ”
Wan'er glanced at the vanilla, smiled very flatly, and said, "Then you go and prepare, I'll go with you tomorrow." Also, remember to say hello to the Queen Regent. ”
Vanilla is busy responding. A big stone in her heart fell to the ground, and people naturally wanted to be more attentive, seeing Wan'er eating quietly like this, Vanilla asked out loud: "Lord God, do you want to play some music for you?" ”
It's actually very common for Vanilla to ask this question, because Wan'er used to listen to music while eating, and sometimes she would just sit there stupidly and listen to music for a whole day. But what should I say? Vanilla wanted to be attentive to Wan'er out of joy in her heart, but she ignored that it was before Wan'er changed, and after Wan'er changed, she hardly touched the gramophone used to play records. However, this also has something to do with the fact that Wan'er has not changed for a long time now, otherwise the cautious character of vanilla as a maid would not have noticed this.
Wan'er was thinking about the current situation in her heart at this time, and she was a little absent-minded about Vanilla's questioning, so she said "um" very casually and didn't say anything more. Seeing that Wan'er agreed, Vanilla immediately ran to the gramophone and took a record to play it. And this record happens to be Lu Lan's main record, and the main song in the record is the song "String Song Love".
Vanilla will be this record, if it is a coincidence, in fact, it is not a coincidence. Because people have habits, the things that are often used are often placed in the most conspicuous and convenient place. And things like records or CDs, which are often played or like to be played the most, must be placed in the easiest place to get them.
And before Wan'er's split personality occurred, real memories and false memories were mixed together, and Wan'er was also very confused in that state, and she couldn't figure out what was going on with her. In this case, when Wan'er hears these music and songs that she should be familiar with, she will also fall into an indescribable, which can be called a daydream.
In this state, Wan'er will feel as if she can remember something, so Wan'er will have that kind of stupid listening all day long. Because of this, several of Lu Lan's records have always been placed in the easiest places to get, and now they will be picked up by vanilla as soon as they are handy......
"The drizzle drifts / the breeze shakes / with infatuation for a long time; The snow falls/The Yellow River is turbid/Let him be heartbroken; Put it down / Sword in hand / I'm willing; Recall that/heart's heart/fate;
"Why do you / be lonely / You are on the other side of the world; Affection for me / How can you write it all in a few words / Write it all out; Do not covet a wish;
"I think of your face again / Towards the morning and twilight / The long road of life; All the time / See in your eyes / Tenderness like water; Relationship in this life/continuation in the next life; What is the love/life and death; If you are with you, you don't envy the mandarin ducks, you don't envy the immortals......"
The song in the gramophone sounded, but Vanilla, who was guarding next to the gramophone, also had an intoxicated expression. You must know that Vanilla is also one of Lu Lan's fans, not to mention that Vanilla was accidentally captured and transferred to Rome to be sold as slaves, and it happened that Lu Lan rescued Vanilla and then sent it back to rest after several setbacks, so Lu Lan still has the grace to save Vanilla. This is a fan in itself, and he happened to be saved by an idol, so this fan has to rise from an ordinary fan to a hardcore line, and it's hard to say whether it will become a brain-dead fan. Don't go far, anyway, when Vanilla heard Lu Lan's song, people were intoxicated. But......
"Turn it off!! Turn it off!! ”
Wan'er's almost terrible scream woke Vanilla from that intoxicated state, and Vanilla hurriedly turned off the gramophone. And Vanilla has almost never encountered Wan'er's scream, so she was scared out of the sky, after all, if this makes Wan'er angry, what kind of consequences Vanilla doesn't dare to think.
In a panic, the person hurriedly apologized to Wan'er, but found that Wan'er's hands were covering her head, and the dishes and chopsticks that she was still holding in her hands just now fell to the ground. Looking closely, Vanilla turned white with fright...... It's just that Vanilla's face is far less white than the whiteness on Wan'er's face.
"God, God's envoy, you, you are ......"
Seeing such a situation, of course, Vanilla hurried up to ask Wan'er how she was, but when she got closer, Wan'er's hand was raised, and she slapped Vanilla heavily, leaving a palm print on Vanilla's face at that time, not to mention, but even a trace of blood was seen at the corner of Vanilla's mouth.
Vanilla was really stunned this time. In her reflection, hasn't Wan'er always liked to listen to these music and songs? Why did it become like this after just a paragraph today?
Looking at Wan'er at this moment, she covered her head with her hands, her face was so white that she didn't even have any blood, and she couldn't stop panting...... That day, Wan'er was sung by Lu Lan's dedication to this song, which provoked a comprehensive split in personality, and after that, it was basically the personality of this false memory that was dominant, and the real memory was tightly suppressed.
But the real memory has not died, at most it can only be regarded as sleeping. In this case, Lu Lan's singing has become the key to awakening Wan'er's sleeping true memory, but when the real memory is awakened, a fierce "war" will break out between the real and the false.
It's just that the singing voice played on the gramophone record will be more or less distorted, and it is not the kind of real-time singing that is fully dedicated, and it will be insufficient in terms of appeal to people, otherwise Wan'er would probably have awakened her memory when she listened to the record, not until Lu Lan came to play a song in front of her, which caused a complete split in personality.
So the paragraph that was released on the gramophone just now only slightly awakened Wan'er's true memory, and it didn't and couldn't really wake up. But even if she just woke up for a moment, it triggered a small-scale "war" between the real memories and the false memories in Wan'er's brain, and Wan'er became what she is now.
After a long time, the pain in my brain gradually dissipated. Of course, since the real memory is just a situation like "waking up and going to the bathroom again", the current Wan'er is still dominated by false memories. When the person's state stabilized, Wan'er looked at the vanilla who was covering her cheeks and was stunned, and said in an unusually cold tone: "In the future, you are not allowed to touch the gramophone again, do you understand!?" ”
"Huh? Oh, oh, vanilla wrote down ......"