Volume 3 Chapter 400 True and False (2)

It's another morning.

The weather wasn't good, it was gloomy and gloomy, but it looked like it was unlikely to rain like that. And this kind of weather is not only like Vanilla's current mood, but also like the scene seen along the way.

Although she was slapped by Wan'er yesterday, Vanilla didn't hate Wan'er because of this. Vanilla is a person who knows how to repay kindness, and Wan'er is not only kind to Vanilla, but has always been very good to Vanilla. Even after that change, except for the fact that the attitude towards vanilla has become much colder, it is still very good for vanilla in other things. Again, Vanilla knew that Wan'er's situation was not quite right at that time yesterday, otherwise Wan'er would never have beaten her...... In short, because of this and that factor, Vanilla does not hold a grudge against Wan'er, but feels deeply worried about Wan'er's changes.

There are feelings between people, and vanilla has a very special affection for Wan'er. And in this special feeling, in addition to the initial gratitude, there are also some other things. Or it can be said that if vanilla is an idol worship for Lu Lan, then for Wan'er, vanilla regards her as an eldest sister worthy of her own follower and love. And such an eldest sister, her temperament has suddenly changed dramatically, how can vanilla not be worried? And then the sudden slap yesterday also made Vanilla's worry more and more serious.

After yesterday's slap incident, Vanilla was most worried that Wan'er would refuse to follow her to the slum in anger, but after Wan'er stabilized her mood, she apologized to Vanilla and said a few good words, and still followed Vanilla to the slum today, which still reassured Vanilla a little. It's just that when I came out today and walked in the street market outside the palace, Vanilla's mood changed a lot.

For nothing else, the current market is too depressed. Although it has not yet reached the point where it is deserted and crowded, it is really not much better. The atmosphere that Vanilla feels along the way is just like the weather now, gloomy and gloomy, as if there is no vitality and vitality in people's bodies.

But this is also normal, because it is the result of the war that Anxie has been fighting for the past few years. After all, war often means that it will destroy normal life, destroy the development of productive forces, and cause inflation, and this situation is even more obvious in ancient societies where the productive forces are not very developed, not to mention that the current rest still has its semi-agrarian and semi-nomadic characteristics, and the economic system is much more brittle, which is also something that Bu Wan'er and Kasy Yili can change in so many years.

Or it can also be said that if it weren't for the Roman side to wage war on Sabbath again, Wan'er and Casserie would have been able to do some things better and more solidly, and Sabbath would not have become what it is now. Further, why did Lu Ren attach so much importance to joining forces with Rome during this period? Isn't it clear in Lu Ren's heart that he can't give Anxi a time to breathe and develop?

In short, the situation of rest in a state of war is not optimistic. The current depressed street market is proof of this. And when vanilla sees such a situation, of course she will feel bad in her heart. Because of the current situation, it is too far from the bustling and lively street market in the previous image of Vanilla.

walked in front with her head stuffed like this, but Wan'er, who was following behind Vanilla, suddenly said: "Vanilla." ”

Vanilla hurriedly turned around and said to Wan'er very carefully: "Lord God, what do you command?" ”

Wan'er looked around at the cold, even a little lifeless street market, and moved her mouth to say something, but in the end she couldn't say it, just frowned, then shook her head, and said softly: "It's okay...... Let's go, go to your place early and go back early. ”

Vanilla answered, turned around and continued to open the way in front, and Wan'er still followed behind Vanilla. After looking around the cold street market again, and then at the vanilla in front of her, Wan'er couldn't help but ask herself secretly in her heart: "I haven't come out for a while, and this place has become like this." I...... Is it right or wrong for me to do this? ”

Although it is already a split personality, although it has changed its temperament greatly, those are mainly reflected in the "hatred value" of Lu Ren, but some other main personalities have not been affected. Or these characters that have been cultivated since childhood have long become the subconscious of Wan'er's character, and the two personalities that are split out are like two branches of this main personality, although they will be completely different in their attitudes towards Lu Ren, but their words and deeds, and their views on people and things will still come according to the main character.

Here you can say for example, although Wan'er has different personalities, they both like small animals in the same way. It's just that due to the different personalities that branch out, Wan'er, who has a real memory personality, will take the initiative to hold it in her arms when she meets a cute little animal, while Wan'er, who has a false memory personality, will only look at this cute little animal a few more times because she is too cold, but she won't hug it...... Well, that's probably what it means.

Therefore, although Wan'er of this personality is cold, when she sees that the resting street market has become what it is now due to the war, Wan'er can't help but ask herself if she has done something wrong.

It is true that the war that broke out again between Rest and Rome was actually nothing to Wan'er, and even if Wan'er did not appear in this war, Rome would still wage war against Rest. But now that Lu Ren's army is about to be overwhelmed, the situation of rest has become a little worse, which has a lot to do with Wan'er, and Wan'er also knows very well that this responsibility lies on her.

It's just that Wan'er can't say some such words, but at this moment, Wan'er really wants to find someone to talk about these things in her heart. After thinking about it again, Wan'er stopped Vanilla again, and while walking side by side with Vanilla, she began to tell Vanilla a "story": "Vanilla, I'll tell you a story about our Huaxia side." ”

Vanilla didn't understand why Wan'er suddenly remembered to tell a story, but Wan'er wanted to say it, and of course she would listen to it.

Wan'er at this end thought for a while before saying: "There was once a very capable person in our Huaxia, he accepted an apprentice, and taught this apprentice very well, and later this apprentice became a big official in the court by virtue of these skills he learned......

Speaking of which, Wan'er hesitated again. Split personality is split personality, but some memories still exist, and in these memories, Lu Ren is not such a bad person. Anyway, to put it simply, Wan'er's current memory of Lu Ren is that Lu Ren also killed "him" under a very unavoidable situation. And Wan'er is hesitating now to wonder if she has done something wrong, so she can't simply say that Lu Ren is so bad. Finally, under this hesitation:

"Well, the master is not a bad person, and the apprentice is not a bad person, but the master and apprentice fell out because of political differences. The master's temper was a little not very good, and when he saw that the apprentice insisted on his own opinion and refused to listen to him, he wanted to kill this apprentice who did not agree with his political views in a fit of rage, and the apprentice killed the master by mistake when he resisted......"

Vanilla was stunned when she heard this. By the way, don't think that Vanilla is a simple maid, in fact, Vanilla is a palace maid in the royal family, and her later identity is the "divine envoy attendant" by Wan'er's side. In short, Vanilla is often exposed to some political things, but Vanilla doesn't think about those things, but Vanilla has a lot of insight into court politics. So when I heard Wan'er say that a pair of masters and apprentices died because of political disagreements, Vanilla was taken aback and stunned again. And if you really want to say who is right and who is wrong in this kind of thing, I am afraid that it is not clear at all.

Wan'er looked at Vanilla's reaction, sighed lightly, and continued: "Later, the master died, and the apprentice was still in front of his senior officials in the court. But this master has a ......"

Wan'er originally wanted to say that she had a daughter, but when the words came to her lips, she changed her words: "There is a son." After hearing about his father's death, the son thought of avenging his father's apprentice. It's just that this apprentice's official is already very big, and it is impossible for this son to take revenge on him by assassination. So the son thought about it, so he decided to defect to another country to become an official, and after successfully becoming a high official in another country, he picked the king of this country to attack the country where the apprentice was, intending to take revenge on the apprentice in this way. ”

Saying that, Wan'er sighed lightly: "There was no connection between these two countries, but because of this son, there was a war between the two countries, and many people died because of this war." So vanilla, do you think this son's approach is right or wrong? ”

Vanilla was silent. Vanilla is not a very smart girl, but she is definitely not stupid. So although Wan'er is "telling a story", one of the protagonists is only "that son", but Vanilla is sensitive to the so-called "that son" is most likely Wan'er herself.

Turning back to the story, if it is according to the story told by Wan'er, then in the eyes of ordinary people, they will think that the "son" has gone too far, because "that son" has dragged the two countries into the war for his own personal vendetta. But Vanilla realized that "that son" was actually Wan'er, which made Vanilla really hard to comment on.

As Wan'er's personal maid, whether it was before or after Wan'er's change, Vanilla had seen too much of Wan'er's confusion, and Vanilla had always been deeply worried about Wan'er, hoping that she could help Wan'er share some of her sorrows. In the eyes of ordinary people, they will think that "that son" did something wrong, but how many people will think of the sentence "The hatred of killing the father is not shared"? Hatred tends to make a person lose his mind and become crazy, and what can a person who becomes crazy not do?

So at this point, vanilla is particularly understanding. And out of her feelings for Wan'er, she will follow Wan'er all the way to the dark regardless of whether it's right or wrong. But the problem now is that Wan'er also hesitated, which made Vanilla such a small maid who had no impact on things to comment?

After being stunned for a while, Vanilla could only say to Wan'er in the end: "Lord God, I really don't know who is right and who is wrong about this kind of thing, you see......"

Wan'er was also silent for a moment, then shook her head and said, "Forget it, it's just a story, don't think too much about it." By the way, after the street in front of you, you'll almost get to your house, right? Walk a few steps faster, go early or go back early. Look at this day, maybe it will rain in the afternoon. ”

Vanilla answered, and walked forward again. However, compared to before, the current vanilla has more things to worry about, but what can she do with vanilla? And when her mind was messed up, she remembered Lu Lan at a certain moment.

As I said before, although Vanilla is not very smart, she is not so stupid, so after experiencing the incident of being rescued by Lu Lan in Rome, she has noticed that Lu Lan and Wan'er must know each other, maybe there is a deep relationship, at least Lu Lan has known Wan'er for a long time.

And in the early years when Vanilla returned to the palace of rest, Wan'er entered and stayed in the secret room more and for a longer time. Vanilla is Wan'er's personal maid! Some of Wan'er's "mysterious abilities" are not clear to others, but Vanilla will know a little bit about it, so Vanilla also feels that Wan'er may have used her "mysterious ability" to communicate with Lu Lan at that time. And if you think about it carefully at this time, Wan'er will change, isn't it just after she came out of the secret room once?

In short, the vanilla before was still confused, or based on the identity and position of a little maid, so that she would not think about those superfluous things. But now at this time, this series of things is strung together, and the vanilla at this time is a little difficult to say.

Walking on the road at the moment, I took a moment to look at Wan'er, who was still thinking silently, Vanilla was worried, anxious, and had some messy thoughts, but she couldn't figure out anything. At this time, she thought of Lu Lan for no reason, and Vanilla couldn't help but think in her heart: "Alas, if only I had the opportunity to meet Miss Lan again, it would be nice to tell Miss Lan about these things." If nothing else, Miss Lan and the Divine Envoy are most likely to know each other, and maybe there are some deep, deep relationships. In addition, a smart person like Miss Lan should be able to think of some solution to the matter in the heart of the divine envoy, right? Just ......"

Thinking of this, Vanilla couldn't help but shake her head secretly. To see Lu Lan? This is really as unrealistic as it is for the vanilla of the current order......