Zhang looked at the corpse where the dough was hanging on the flagpole, and for the first time experienced the powerlessness that Zhen Mingku said, an inexplicable grief and anger were suppressed in his chest, he wanted to shout but couldn't shout, he didn't know who to vent to, he didn't know who to be angry with, and tears couldn't stop falling.

Shan Yunying still didn't come over to help her, just glanced at her silently, turned around and left, leaving only Zhang standing alone on the flag stand on the school field.

The cruelty of war, Zhen Lifebitter never mentioned it to her, because he didn't want her to know these blood, tears and pain, which is not something that a woman like her can bear, but now she has experienced it firsthand, although it is not a war, it is more cruel and ruthless than war.

She finally relented, cut the rope, and the body of the dough and the donkey dung egg fell from the flagpole and fell on the flagstand, motionless.

The two had been dead for a long time, their hands were clasped tightly, no one mourned for them, no one even remembered their faces, their existence did not even leave a trace of this world, and they died worthless because of an inexplicable military law.

The cold wind of winter was cold, and Zhang's thoughts were chaotic, looking at the dough and donkey dung eggs turned purple and black, tears fell like rain.

……

Gradually, the snow began to fall heavier and heavier.

Zhen Mingku came out of the camp tent, at this time he was still dressed as Chai Xiaohe, wearing a black dress, today is the time he agreed with Zhang, to take her out of the barracks, today's weather is very suitable for sending her away.

He had already asked hundreds of elites of the Dark Guard to wait more than a dozen kilometers outside Cangcheng, and the leader of the team was none other than his most trusted player, Li Daliang.

After the lesson of the last Zhang family's abduction, he didn't dare to be careless, and every one of the people escorting the Zhang family was a good hand who could be a ten, and he was also the most sophisticated equipment.

Today, Li Mi convened the Wagang generals to discuss the strategy of retreating from the enemy, Bing Yuanzhen was not present, it seems that the matter of him knocking down the mad bear with one punch has not yet reached Li Mi's ears, his identity is still safe for the time being, but he is not very sure, Li Mi's city is too deep, even a man like Liu Ye'er will be coaxed by him to die like a naïve little girl, maybe there is a big conspiracy brewing in his heart, but he can't see it on the surface, and he will be calculated by him if he is not careful.

No matter what, the Zhang family must leave first, so that even if his identity is exposed, he can deal with it calmly.

……

Taking advantage of the night, he sneaked into the side of Zhang's camp and blew the answer code that the two had agreed.

Blowing a few times but finding that there was no response in the tent, but he heard a lot of people talking, it seemed to have something to do with Zhang's, he was a little puzzled, and hurriedly took out the supergeneration mobile phone, clicked on the sound wave amplification, and listened to the people in the eavesdropper talking.

They were talking about Zhang's repulsion of the law enforcement team today, and Zhen Mingbitter listened to it with horror, but fortunately learned from their later conversation that Zhang's was fine, so he breathed a sigh of relief.

"Is she still there?"

"Well, I stayed all day, and I was alone, burying the dough and donkey dung eggs in the woods behind the barracks."

"It's so cold, will she freeze to death?"

"Probably not, she is so powerful, she defeated dozens of men from the law enforcement team by herself, even if she is General Shan, I'm afraid she can't do it, right?"

"I still remember when she first came, she was bullied by those old pious women, but I didn't expect it to become so powerful in less than two months."

"Shouldn't we go deliver the dough?"

One of them asked suddenly, and all the women in the tent fell silent, and no one spoke again.

……

When Zhen found Zhang, she was sitting on a snowy field in the grove behind the barracks, covered in melted snowflakes and covered in mud.

Not far from her, in the woods, a mound of mound stood, on which stood a wooden plaque, with the names of dough and donkey dung eggs carved with daggers.

She looked at the mound in a daze, not feeling that someone was approaching her.

When Zhen Mingku saw the tombstones inserted in the mound, he already roughly understood what was going on, he hadn't seen her helpless and sad look for a long time, when she was hunted down by Pei Qian's people and fled to the barren mountains and wilderness of Bishan to face the wild jackals alone, the scene was still deeply rooted in his mind, since marrying him, he rarely let her face difficulties alone, but this time, she asked for herself, but it still made him feel distressed.

After seeing too much helplessness and parting from life and death, the first thing he learned on the battlefield was not to know other people's names, not to understand other people's past, not to have any emotional involvement with them, except for himself, no one has anything to do with him, as long as this way, it is possible not to be sad because of the death of the people around him, and learn to be numb.

Zhang obviously had feelings for these two people, and it was no wonder that he didn't remind her earlier in this regard.

He didn't ask her who the man and woman she helped that night were, in such troubled times, as long as the war continues, thousands of people will die inexplicably, and even people will have no time to mourn, they have already thrown themselves into the pain of the next one, until they die on the battlefield, die under the knife of the bandits, or die in the trenches where they are tired of building fortifications, those who can't bear it will go crazy, and those who can afford it will become numb, and then live like dogs, thinking about nothing, as long as they live.

He saw too much when he was in Shuofang, and there were at least a hundred unknown people who died at his hands, and no less than a thousand local tyrants and bullies he ordered to be killed, and he was already full of blood.

He doesn't like to kill, but it's an unsolvable problem, and if you don't kill him, he'll come and kill you.

Only by the innocent and happy Zhang's side, can he feel that he is still a person, a man with love, flesh and blood, and emotion, she is his medicine, so he doesn't want her to go through this, for her, he can give his life, but he often thinks that if he dies and she lives alone in this world, then what should she do?

What is certain is that she will be like many women with a thin face, either in order to survive and become a terrible but poor woman who climbs up by unscrupulous means, with the goal of conquering men, or because she is too kind to resist, she is resigned to being played by men and becoming their playthings, both possibilities make him feel scared.

In this world, there is no man who loves her more than him, understands her better, and cherishes her more, how can he bear to leave her alone.

She is so afraid of cold, afraid of the dark, afraid of thunder, afraid of sleeping alone.

"Goose goose, go back."