He crouched down, took her cold, muddy little hand in his hand, and held it tightly in his arms.

When Zhang heard his voice, he trembled, turned his head to look at him, his red and swollen eyes shed tears again, and suddenly threw himself into his arms and hugged him tightly.

Zhen Mingku couldn't find a word to comfort her, hugged her cold body, and was so distressed that she couldn't give her all the heat on her body to warm her up.

He picked her up by the waist and walked towards his tent.

She is like this now, even if she wants to take her away, she can only wait until she recovers her strength. Back in the tent, he asked his men to boil hot water, prepared a large bucket full of hot water, and soaked her in it with her clothes and clothes.

After freezing in the ice and snow all day, he was really afraid that something would happen to her.

……

Late at night, the two of them lay on the bed, and Zhang hugged him tightly, as if he was afraid of losing him, and he was never afraid and uneasy.

Zhen Mingbitter was secretly distressed, from her slightly trembling body, he could feel that she was struggling in pain, it was a painful struggle that doubted everything around her, and began to think about the meaning of life and the source of pain.

No amount of comfort or persuasion could help her, and she had to cross the hurdle on her own.

The only thing he could do was to tell her that no matter what happened, he would be there for her and share her joys and sorrows.

"Xianggong, have you slept?"

"Nope."

Zhang was silent for a moment, and asked faintly, "Am I too stupid and fragile?" ”

"You're just too kind, not stupid, not vulnerable."

"You know, today I saw them standing far away, watching the dough and donkey dung eggs being strangled to death by those law enforcement officers, I really hate, I hate myself for being so weak, reading thousands of poems in vain, what's the use, I can't save even a dough, but I hate the other people for being indifferent, dough has lived with them for a few years, but they have watched dough being executed, if they also help to stop it, dough may not die, but they don't care at all, they only care about themselves……”

Zhen Ming sighed bitterly: "Don't blame them, they are just poor people, they can only see a meter in front of them, and they can't see any farther, military law is cruel and ruthless, if they stand up to stop it, maybe not only can't stop it, but they will take their lives." ”

"But if they all come forward, the law enforcement team will not dare to kill them all, and the dough and donkey dung eggs will not die."

"Can you make sure they're all coming forward? Can you make everyone think the same way you do? You must know that the most difficult thing to unite in this world is the human heart, a thousand people have a thousand selfishness, and they can't come reluctantly. ”

Zhang muttered: "Is this the helpless reality that Xianggong said? ”

"It's one of them, but even if they have the courage and consensus to stand up for injustice, who can guarantee that they won't be completely wiped out by a powerful enemy? In this cruel world, strength is everything, and risking one's life knowing that it is a failure is a stupid approach for anyone who cherishes their own life, and you can't blame them for being too insensitive. ”

Zhang was silent for a long time, and said with some unacceptability: "Can you only bear it silently?" ”

"There is a saying in our hometown, life is like rape, if you can't resist, you can learn to enjoy, you have fun in suffering, the price of freedom is very high, if you are willing to pay for it, even if you die, you will feel very worthwhile, if you are not willing to pay, take advantage of the early obedient people, enjoy the reality of being raped, there is no freedom in this world that can be obtained without paying a price, you have set a good example for them today, for an irrelevant person to resist and fight, this is enough, although the dough has paid the price, Isn't it already with the person she likes now, and she and her lover will live the life she dreamed of in heaven......"

Zhang was silent for a while before shaking his head gently: "It's not enough, it's not enough, I don't know if there is heaven that Xianggong said, I just want to be with Xianggong in this life, white-headed to old for a lifetime, I don't want the next life, don't go to heaven, I just want this life." ”

Zhen Ming bitterly heard that she understood her thoughts, she regarded herself and him as dough and donkey dung eggs, she was distressed, and couldn't help hugging her, and now he can only use his existence to give her a little confidence.

Zhang lay on his chest, tears wet his chest, did not speak again, and gradually fell asleep.

……

The next morning, when Zhen Mingku woke up, Zhang was no longer by his side, and there was a note left next to the bed.

"Xianggong, thank you, I slept soundly, I'm fine, I thought about it for a long time last night, I decided to stay here and advance and retreat with you."

Zhen Ming was stunned for a moment, and then realized that last night's explanation had the opposite effect, and the woman began to be stupid, so she hurriedly got up and washed up, and walked in the direction of the brothel camp.

……

In the tent where the Zhang family was in the brothel camp, the Zhang family was pulling up the women on the bed one by one.

"Get up and come with me to practice martial arts, we can't be so weak anymore, we have to fight for ourselves, unite, in order to fulfill the wish of the dough, we will definitely be able to fulfill our wishes, don't you also want to be bullied by those men here for the rest of your life? Come with me......"

The women on the bed were indifferent, impatiently shook off Zhang's hand, and continued to fall asleep.

Zhang stepped forward one by one to persuade him, but unfortunately no one responded.

Just when she had nothing to do, Chai Xiaohe, who was dressed as Zhen Ming, walked in from outside the tent, looked at Zhang's pitiful appearance, and an inexplicable anger surged into her heart, and shouted: "Within one minute, all of you will get up and run ten laps on the school field!" Otherwise, I will go to the military justice department and lead ten military sticks! ”

His voice was hot and anxious, and the women who were lying on the bed were startled, and when they turned around, they saw that it was the county guard of Cangcheng, Chai Xiaohe, the supervisor of the Wagang Vanguard Army, all of them got up and quickly put on their clothes, and some people glared at Zhang fiercely, did not dare to hesitate, and hurried out of the tent.

In the blink of an eye, only Zhang and Zhen Mingku were left in the tent.

Zhen Mingku walked straight to Zhang's face, reached out and probed her head, fortunately, there were no symptoms such as fever and cold, without saying a word, he took her hand and walked towards the outside of the tent.

Zhang was pulled away by him in some panic, "Xianggong, where are you going to take me?" ”

"Go back to Luoyang!"

Zhang shook off his hand vigorously and stopped, "No, I want to stay here." ”

Zhen Ming's face sank, and he shouted: "It's not okay to say anything, it's too dangerous here, and I can't be by your side every time, if something happens to you, I won't be at ease in my life." ”