"I know Xianggong feels sorry for me, but I thought about it last night, I can't just leave, I want to do something for the dough, you know, since I saw Miss San and Shan Yunying last time, I know that women can also control their own destiny like men, I don't want to be a burden to you, didn't you often tell me before, women in your hometown are very independent, don't rely on men, and become half of the sky in this world, I finally understand what that means now......"

Zhen Ming interrupted her impatiently: "The independence I am talking about is to let you have your own dreams and career, do what you like, not let you fight and kill like a man, do some futile things, there are specializations in the art industry, and there are differences between men and women, some things are just for men to do, women are mixed, don't misinterpret my meaning at will!" ”

Zhang Shi heard the displeasure in his tone, and asked softly, "What is Xianggong's dream?" ”

"My dream, of course, is for you and Belle to live a happy, peaceful and happy life, free from the devastation of war."

"But I already know the cruel truth, and if I don't do something about it, how can I be happy if I turn a blind eye to them? Xianggong is a hero, and he always has to establish a meritorious career, so that he will not be in vain for God to give Xianggong your wisdom, so I also have to work hard. ”

Zhen Mingku became more and more irritable, and interrupted her, "Haven't we already discussed this matter?" What do you want me to build? Assist the Holy Lord of the Ming Monarch, or rebel and set himself up as the king to fight the world, is this the ideal you want me to have? Even if you die in intrigue and power struggle, in the struggle for power, and on the battlefield because of this futile effort, even if you have established a meritorious career, you will have gray hair by then, and you will be less and more separated, and in the end you will be a stranger, so it doesn't matter to you? ”

Zhang's body trembled slightly, fell silent, and stopped talking.

Zhen Mingku didn't know why he suddenly felt angry, after all these years of marriage, he was angry with her for the first time, maybe it was the idea that she wanted to use her arm as a car made him a little scared, knowing that this woman seemed to be weak, but in fact, she was stubborn, once she decided that it was right, she would be desperate like a moth to a fire, and what he was afraid of was that she would be hurt because of this.

If she knows that she can't do anything and lets her be willful, when she is hurt in the end, he doesn't want him to clean it up, he doesn't care, he can do anything for her, but if she makes herself bruised because of this powerless thing, I'm afraid there will be no more laughter in this family.

Seeing that her eyes began to redden, his heart couldn't help but hurt again, but he knew that he couldn't back down at this time, otherwise once he let go, it would be tantamount to sending her to a point of no return, full of thorns that she couldn't expect at all, and she couldn't bear it, he was very selfish, he just wanted her to be his happy and carefree wife, and didn't want her to be hurt in any way.

"Goose goose, listen to me, they have suffered too much in their lives, their lives and values have been distorted by external forces, it is difficult to change them, they have been like this all their lives, manpower is sometimes exhausted, in this world, the most difficult thing to change is people's hearts, how much do you want to change them? Xianggong doesn't want you to live in depression and terrible memories for the rest of your life, I've experienced it, and I know that it's not pleasant, so I don't want you to experience it again. ”

Zhang looked at him affectionately and said softly: "But I want to experience everything that Xianggong has experienced, I want to connect with Xianggong, I want to know what Xianggong thinks, I want to know Xianggong's feelings, I want to fight side by side with Xianggong, breathe and share fate, even if I will be bruised all over my body, I don't regret it." ”

If these words were in normal times, Zhen Mingku would definitely be moved, but at this time, he didn't feel a little happy, seeing that she had made up her mind to stay here and do such a stupid thing to change those women, his face sank: "I ask you one last time, do you want to go with me?" ”

Zhang was silent and did not move his feet.

Zhen Mingku ran out of ideas, and shook off the sentence "Whatever you want!" I can't control you, don't cry in front of me when you're hurt, annoy me! ”

After he finished speaking angrily, he turned to leave, Zhang stood in place, looking at his back without looking back, with a trace of panic and hesitation in his eyes, he wanted to go with him, his feet were raised, but he never stepped out, until Zhen Mingku walked out of the gate of the prostitute camp, she reached out to wipe her tears, turned around and walked towards the school field of the barracks......

……

In the past few days, Zhen Mingku really hasn't gone to Zhang again.

In the past few days, Zhang has taken the trouble to reason with the women in the camp every day, trying to arouse their fighting spirit to resist, but unfortunately the effect is not great, she is not a general in the barracks, and she can't command them at all.

One day, she sat alone in the snow in the woods where she usually practiced, and pondered for a long time.

After the exercise, she went to Shan Yunying's tent, and when she came out, the boxing gloves in her hand were gone, holding a token in her hand, everyone in the barracks knew that it was the brigade commander's troop transfer charm, and it seemed that she had reached some kind of agreement with Shan Yunying, after she returned to the brothel camp, as soon as the token came out, those women did not dare to disobey her orders anymore, and they were all unwilling to follow her every day to wash and chop wood and cook rice, and complete the work that used to take a day to complete in one morning.

With Zhen Mingku for so long, he more or less knows some of his methods for training the Dark Guards, and the way she forced these women to get up and exercise was very simple, a leather whip, a token, if she didn't listen to the command, she would smoke it, and if she dared to resist, she would use the token to intimidate and ask for military justice, although those women complained, they didn't dare to resist easily.

She divided the hundreds of women in the camp into five groups, and those women who had bullied the Zhang family were appointed by the Zhang family as the leaders of each group, responsible for the training of each group, and set a rule that a physical fitness test would be conducted every ten days, and the group leader of the group who failed to pass the group would be punished.

In this way, these women did not dare to be lazy and perfunctory, and in addition to being a commander for the first time, they felt very fresh, and they worked extra hard to supervise them.

……

Although Zhen Mingku no longer cares about her, he doesn't dare to really ignore her.

In the past few days, she has been secretly observing from a distance, and finally understands that she is going to do it to the end this time, and the matter has come to this, maybe only if she hits the south wall, will she know that this road is not easy to walk, and when the time comes, maybe she will turn back......

But there is another possibility, according to her temperament, even if she hits the south wall, she will try her best to climb over the wall, one way to the dark, this is the result he is most afraid of, he doesn't want her to become a strong woman, but she has heard too many stories about women's independence in the 21st century from him over the years, coupled with the influence of the third miss, now she has awakened, and wants her to become the virtuous and silly and beautiful wife who was all centered on the husband back then, it is obviously impossible, and he can only blame him for spoiling her too much, let her know that there are addictive things such as equality and freedom between men and women.