Chapter 17: Godfather is by his side
"Why?" There was a hint of incomprehension in his soft voice. Bayi Middle School?? Wenwang 、'.
I continued to shake my head in the scarf, I couldn't speak, I was afraid that as soon as I opened my mouth, Xuanyuan Chen would hear my cry, I didn't want to cry in front of him like a woman who had lost a man like a woman who had lost everything, I didn't want him to see my most vulnerable side. I wanted to hold on to my last bit of dignity as a mortal.
A hand lightly pressed my shoulder, and the golden light came out from under us, and I watched in amazement as the ground between my fingers turned into a familiar floor, and the moonlight sprinkled on the floor, faintly reflecting the reflection of Xuanyuan Chen.
He gently squeezed my shoulder: "It will make you more comfortable here." He slowly got up and slowly walked away from me, the sound of soft footsteps fading behind me until the faint, closing of the door......
I let go of my hand and threw myself on the bed, pulled up the quilt and covered my head, I couldn't hear myself crying because I was covered in the pillow, I couldn't feel my tears, because the pillow had sucked up my tears, my heart was tired, really tired......
[You will be miserable if you fall in love with the Protoss......]
This was my father's warning when he left, why didn't I listen to it?
Feng Lingcan, Xuanyuan Chen, my parents, and even Jiang Yan also told me that Fu Su was not suitable for me, I didn't listen, I believed in Fu Su ten years later, I believed him so much......
I plunged into it without hesitation, without looking back, but in the end, it was in exchange for this heart-wrenching pain, and I even wished that I could withdraw my soul from my body, so that I could forget the pain of my heart for a short time......
I got up in the dark, grabbed the Qiankun bag, tightly, grasped it in my hand, time, bit by bit, my hand slowly slipped off the Qiankun bag, I fell on the bed again, covering my head under the quilt......
Faintly, I heard the sound of flipping a book, and he was turning the floor very lightly, very slowly, as if the time around him was slowly decreasing......
I opened my eyes in a daze, and there was a chandelier in my room, and a faint ray of sunlight seemed to squeeze in through the curtains and sprinkle in front of me.
"Whoa." There was another sound of flipping a book, and I sat up in surprise, turned around, only to see Xuanyuan Chen sitting at my desk, folding one leg and looking through an old photo album in the faint sunlight. Bayi Chinese Network ? 、、、.`8-1-
"You're awake." While looking at the photo album, he asked faintly, "Are you hungry?" ”
I looked at him dumbfounded, and he kept ...... Are they all there?
"What do you want to eat?" He asked again, his eyes still on the album.
I looked at him blankly: "You...... Always...... At? ”
His hand flipping through the album paused slightly, and fell into a moment of silence.
"Did you drink it? That thing? He asked softly as I lowered my eyes.
I lowered my face and shook my head, "No." ”
"Why?" He asked again, the same as last night.
I was silent for a while, touching my heart, where ...... It still hurts, and my eyes are still sore from crying for too long......
I lifted the quilt, got out of bed, slowly walked to Xuanyuanchen's side, sat down next to his chair, and hugged his knees: "Godfather...... Why did God create love and pain......
He sat on the chair next to me and was silent for a while, the morning light flowed quietly from in front of him to me, I stretched out my hand to touch the warm morning light, why did God create seven emotions and six desires, so that we humans always live in the torment of pain......
"Only pain can let people know the preciousness of love." His faint voice seemed to have no confidence in himself.
I withdrew my hand: "Pain only makes people hate......"
"So it's a matter of choice." He said lightly, "God has given you humans a lot of choices, Xiaolan, do you choose to hate now, or do you choose to love again?" ”
I hugged my body tightly, my stomach "growled", and I was stunned for a moment: "I chose to eat first." ”
"Hmph......" he smiled softly, "yes." Eight? A small swastika? '-.、8, 1'z'-.com" is a good word that came out of his mouth. He got up beside me, put the album down on the chair, and walked past me, the hem of his white clothes passed in front of me, and I was stunned to see him walking out, his straight black fit on his back, almost outlining his slender outline.
I suddenly remembered something, looking back at the photo album on my chair...... Yes! That's our family's photo album!
I immediately stood up and picked up the photo album, which recorded everything I grew up with, with my father and mother...... Until...... After my mother disappeared, my father never took a photo with me again, only my picture was inside......
My dad misses my mom very much, and when he takes a picture with me, he thinks of her......
I stood up, opened the curtains, the sunlight was completely pouring in, I slowly sat down in my chair, opened the photo album, and the first page was a photo of my father and mother holding me in my arms......
The smell of siu mai wafted in, and a basket of siu mai was placed next to the photo album, along with a bowl of ...... Beef vermicelli soup.
I looked blankly at Xuanyuan Chen, who was standing at the desk again: "You...... Done? ”
There was a calm light on his lenses, and he lifted his glasses: "I bought them." ”
I looked at him for a moment, then came back to my senses: "Ahhh......h
He put the chopsticks in front of me, and I looked at him: "You don't eat?" ”
"I'm not going to be hungry." He looked at me lightly.
I looked at him again: "You watched me eat?" ”
He frowned slightly: "You're not used to it?" ”
I lowered my face and nodded.
"Okay." Another good word, he sat next to me, the chair behind him appeared in the sun, when he stretched out his hand, he was already holding chopsticks in his hand, clamping a roasted wheat, I looked at him, his side face was slightly stunned, and slowly put the roasted wheat into his mouth in my gaze.
"You're here for fear that I'll do something stupid?" I asked.
He blinked and smiled softly: "You and Fu Su are actually very similar, willful, impulsive. He turned to look at me, "I'm worried about you leaving the Immortal Realm. ”
I was stunned, lowered my face, and poked fans with chopsticks: "I'm just a mortal, for the fairy realm, it should be dispensable......"
He put down his chopsticks and turned his face to look at me seriously: "But you are the eye of heaven, I can help you hide your identity, but I have the responsibility to take care of you." ”
"Caretaker......" I continued to poke fans, "It's surveillance......"
"Me."
"Thank you."
He was stunned, I turned my face to look at him, his dark eyes behind the lenses became clear in the morning light, and there was a hint of seriousness, as if he wanted to explain something, I knew what he wanted to explain, explain the surveillance, he didn't want me to think that he was spying on me.
I let out a long sigh: "Thank you, you can be so direct and true to me, I don't mind you spying on me, I know how dangerous my abilities are, I ......" I lowered my eyelids, turned my face to look at the hot roasted wheat in front of me, "I have seen it, I feel at ease with you watching me." ”
He was silent beside me for a moment, and when I looked at him, he looked away and looked in front of me: "You think so...... Also available ......"
I looked at him for a moment and took a deep breath: "I can pick myself up again, I can do it!" ”
He was slightly stunned, and the corner of his eye under the lens looked at me, and I decisively cleared all the food in front of me, so ...... It's also good......
This relationship has always given me a trance, a feeling of gain and loss, and I have always felt uneasy, and now it is like this...... It's also good......
I don't have to worry about the exposure of my relationship with Fusu to cause him trouble, or bring death to myself, and I don't have to hide anymore, like an underground affair that can't see the light.
Now, I, Xia Xiaolan, can stand in the sun openly and tell the whole world that I really have nothing to do with Fu Su!
[Xia Xiaolan, you are nothing now! ] 】
Hmph, I'm nothing? Fu Su, I, Xia Xiaolan, will tell you next, what am I?! I'm going to make you nothing in front of me!
"Whoa." The sound of flipping through the album came from my side again, I immediately looked at my left hand, the album was long gone, I immediately turned my head, the album was indeed in Xuanyuanchen's hands, that was the ugliest time in this palace!
I hurriedly covered it with my hand: "Even if you are a god, you can't just look at others!" I was anxious to snatch the album back from him, and his eyebrows furrowed slightly: "You dare to touch me?" ”
Four words, immediately frightened back my hand, I lowered my face, sat beside him with a tight body, the corners of his mouth raised slightly, and continued to look at the album leisurely and calmly.
I stole a glance at him: "Godfather...... The ...... of the wind and the wind"
"I haven't seen Feng Lingcan." He said lightly as he flipped through the photo album.
I looked at him with emotion, stunned, and he ...... again. Help me hide it......
I immediately made a decision in my heart, I stood up "Teng", his hand looking through the photo album paused again, and looked at me with a puzzled face: "What are you doing?" ”
I looked at him a little nervously, tensed up: "I, I want to repay you!" ”
"Poof! Ahem, cough, cough, cough......" He actually squirted out, clenched his fists and coughed.
I hurriedly patted him on the back: "I know you must think that I have no ability to repay you, and I must not be able to complete the task of the palace, but I can, I will definitely work hard to become a god!" ”
He stopped coughing, and I immediately withdrew my hand to pat him, he hated it the most, and I immediately stood up straight and looked down at him like Mo Ming.
He raised his face slightly to look at me, his lenses shining in the sunlight: "If you want to use divine power, your Heavenly Purpose identity will also be exposed." ”
"No, it won't!" I furrowed my eyebrows, his dark eyes behind the lenses began to narrow, and I raised my right hand, "The divine power of the Purpose of Heaven sounds very powerful, it can travel through space, but it can't fight the enemy, the battle against the enemy, the divine power that needs to fight...... I took a deep breath and closed my eyes quietly, I have been to that place, I can, I am the Eye of Heaven, any space, even if it is my own subconscious, as long as I am quiet...... I'll be able to go again......