Chapter 18: Strive to become a god
"Do you need us......" When the familiar voice sounded, I opened my eyes, and in front of me, it was already the world full of black and red seals!
I laughed, this time, I needed them more than ever!
I stood in the huge circle and looked at them heavily, my heart full of unwillingness and anger: "Not bad! I need you! I'm going to trample all those conceited men under my feet! β
"Smack!" In an instant, a magic circle on my right side exploded into starlight, it was an almost human-high magic circle, the huge power shook me out of this world in an instant, I felt the fiery power in my palm began to surge, I slowly opened my eyes, and the black-red divine light flew out from between my five fingers, and began to intertwine in my palm, swirling, forming a small black-red ball of light!
I raised my face to look at Xuanyuan Chen, who had stood up at some point and stared at the divine light in my palm: "This, it should be okay." ε «Β€δΈδΈΒ€?εζη½? γ-`οΌγοΌγοΌ`ο½`γοΌο½ο½ο½β
He immediately raised his eyes to look at me, and there was a deep gaze in his eyes that was too deep to see, and he looked at me for a long time, and the golden light flashed on the lenses.
"You're awake?!" He asked in a deep voice.
I nodded.
"Who else knows?" He asked again in a deep voice.
I put away my divine power: "Jiang Yan and Mo Ming, they have been training me recently. β
He narrowed his eyes, suddenly turned his face sideways in deep thought, and his right hand fell on my desk, slowly squeezing the edge of the table.
I looked at his face deep in the sun: "So, I can!" β
"Not yet!" He suddenly turned his face back to look at me with a deep gaze that was more severe than ever, and he looked at me deeply, as if he could look into the depths of my soul, "You're going to be enchanted like this." β
I slowly lowered my hand as he watched deeply.
He slowly raised his hand, paused slightly in the air, and slowly lowered my shoulder: "It's because of hate." β
I was silent, he gently grabbed my shoulders, stepped forward to me, slowly pulled me to his chest and raised his hand, raised his hand and slowly pressed my head against his chest, carefully approaching my world. Eight? A small swastika? Said Net, '-.γ8, 1'z'-.com
"Take a break and don't tell anyone you're awake." He gently stroked my head, but for some reason, I couldn't push him away, because, my heart is really tired, his chest is really reliable and warm like a father, I miss my father and mother, I really want to lean on my family......
I closed my eyes and nodded, I could no longer doubt that someone who had been helping me hide all my secrets, whatever his intentions, was the truth.
"Godfather...... Do you believe...... Can I become a god? β
"Divine power awakening is fine." He didn't hesitate to answer, didn't make fun of me like Fusu, and didn't despise me like Fusu, "But if your motivation is hatred now, then you will only fall into demons, you are the eyes of heaven, if you fall into demons, I ......"
"What will happen to you?" I left his chest and looked up at him.
He leaned down and looked at me with a heavy face: "I'm sorry, I will seal you, please understand." β
I smiled, obviously he wanted to seal me, but in my heart, I was very moved, which shows that he has always been very serious and responsible for me, he spies on me, and does not use hypocritical reasons to prevaricate, but directly tells me that because I am the eye of heaven, my power is very dangerous, since he helped me hide my identity, he naturally has the responsibility to take good care of me.
He wants to seal me, because once the Eye of Heaven is demonized, it can destroy the heavens and the earth, and he helps me hide the awakening of divine power, so he naturally has the responsibility to monitor my movements.
So, now he has become the most honest and unconcealed person to me.
There was a hint of doubt in his eyes: "What are you laughing at?" β
I still smiled at him gratefully: "Godfather, thank you for reminding me, I'm relieved, you are so calm, you will definitely seal me if I fall into the devil." β
Xuanyuan Chen's gaze slowly drooped behind the lenses, and the shining mirror light covered the expression in his eyes, and he turned to look out the window: "Are you okay?" β
I took a deep breath and patted my face: "I'm fine." εε «Β€δΈΒ€βChinese ,,,'.,8-1γz-γ.'c'om"
He raised his face and looked at the sunlight outside the window: "You human beings, you are so strong, you forget the water, I really gave it for nothing." β
The three words of forgetfulness made my heart ache again, I know that I am not strong enough, I just don't want to show vulnerability in front of Xuanyuan Chen or anyone, Fu Su hurts me very much, but I have to cheer up, because, I really, I want to become a god!
"Let's go back." He held out his hand to me, "Jiang Yan should still be waiting for you." β
I came back to my senses suddenly, yes, because Jiang Yan was not worried about me, he went to the palace with me, and was stopped at the door of the palace, with his character, he didn't see me come out safely, he wouldn't leave.
Without hesitation, I put my hand into Xuanyuan Chen's hand, he turned his face slightly, his eyes fell on my hand and began to squeeze slowly, the tight force was like every time I took him to the Demon Realm for fear that I would leave him.
The golden light surrounded us again, and I was very touched in my heart, what I owe Xuanyuan Chen is another love, especially this time, I am very grateful to him for bringing me back to my own home, so that I can lick my wounds and clean up my tattered feelings in my own room.
He asked me to go home and calm down, maybe he wanted to appease me, like he said, I am the eye of heaven, he may be worried that my emotions will lose control and destroy the whole world, but I really don't care now, I don't care about any purpose he has for me, because I know, I know that no matter what his purpose is, in the end, it is for my good. Don't let me get out of control, isn't it just for my good?
He really looks like a godfather, he is far more mature than Fusu.
Therefore, I want to become a god, I want to live to be eligible for votes, I want to vote for my godfather, I want to help him become the main god, I want to be his real person in the future, be loyal to him, and repay everything he has done for me!
When the golden light dissipated, we were already standing in his office again, and the sun was already shining outside the window, and he was still holding my hand, looking down at me coldly and expressionlessly: "I can give you a holiday." β
"Don't!" I looked at him firmly, "I want to study hard, I want to work hard to become a god!" β
He looked at me deeply from behind the lenses and didn't speak for a long time.
I was stunned for a moment, and twitched my hand, he still kept the strength of the squeeze as if he had forgotten, I was a little embarrassed, and twitched my hand hard: "Godfather, it's here." β
Only then did he slowly come back to his senses and let go of my hand, I withdrew my hand and shook it: "Godfather, you are so tight, I won't run again." β
He didn't speak, his eyes flickered behind his glasses and turned slightly: "Next time Houying appears, I still need you." β
"No problem!" I excitedly said, "I'm going to do well!" Also, godfather, I have seen Hou Ying in the demon world, do you want to send someone to the demon world to check? "I regretted it after I finished speaking, I sent Feng Lingcan to the demon world as well, isn't this to make trouble for Feng Lingcan?
Forget it, Feng Lingcan is a true god, no problem.
Xuanyuan Chen didn't turn to look at me, he still turned to me, and nodded a little absent-mindedly: "I know." β
"Then I'll go back to class!" From today onwards, I must study hard!
I turned and walked to the office door.
"Xiaolan." Suddenly, he whispered to me, and I immediately turned around: "What's the matter, godfather?" β
He twisted his eyebrows slightly, bringing out a hint of worry: "Fu Su...... Not worth your hatred. β
My heart immediately throbbed again, and I lost my mind slightly.
"The Protoss is immortal, but he will love humans, do you know why?" He still stood on his side to me, his hand down at his desk and staring out the window.
I looked at him distractedly, "Why?" β
The corners of his mouth raised a faint sneer: "It's because you don't have to look at the same person for the rest of your life......"
I froze, he meant...... Because human beings only have a few decades, they can let go of love after love, and the Protoss can continue to change people because they are immortal?
"That'...... Or is it love? "My head was buzzing, and he spoke like a fusu.
Slowly, he turned his face and looked at me coldly: "At least Fu Su, that's the case, you upset him, so, he gave up on you, what he pursued was the feeling of happiness and the passion of the moment, so he is not worthy of your nostalgia, let alone your hatred." β
Feeling of pleasure...... and the passion of the moment......
Isn't that ......
That night......
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Together because of happiness, immediately apart because of unhappiness, together because of enjoyment of passion, and separated again because there is no passion......
What kind of casual love and casual life is this?
Xuanyuan Chen is right, Fu Su is not worthy of being hated by me, because he is not worthy of being loved by me at all.
I walked out of Xuanyuanchen's office in a trance, walked through the silent corridor, walked down the stairs, and met Senior Sister Baiying.
Senior Sister Baiying looked at me in some surprise, as if she was too surprised to speak.
I walked down the stairs from her side in despair, I knew it was going to take some time, and I knew I couldn't pull out of my frustration all at once.
Before I knew it, I had walked out of the door, and the clear morning light fell on top of my head, shining my shadow on the ground, the shadow, it was black, just like the desire in the demon world, Lord Wang, Xuanyuan Chen made me die, in order to prevent me from falling into the devil, he was really dedicated to me.
Now, I can continue to live in the immortal realm as Xia Xiaolan, and I am not locked up in the eye of heaven, it is all because of him.
"Xiaolan!"
"Xiaolan!"
The voices of Jiang Yan and Mo Ming came at the same time, I slowly came back to my senses, and when I raised my face, I saw Mo Ming and Jiang Yan, who were standing outside the iron gate of the palace, looking at me anxiously.
My heart is warm, not only did Jiang Yan not leave, even Mo Ming also came, it was great to see him walk out of the room, now, he doesn't have to be unhappy, because, Fu Su and I ......
Broke up.
We......
Thoroughly ......
It's over......