Chapter 18 He is better than dead
Suddenly, the fingers of Ah Duo's hand he was holding moved, and he immediately came back to his senses, looked at Ah Duo, and became very worried: "But Ah Duo ......" He lowered his face sadly and painfully, showing that weak expression again.
I looked at the silent Ah Duo, and then at the anxious gaze in Ah Fei's eyes, and asked with a smile: "Ah Fei, are you willing to marry Ah Duo?" ”
Ah Fei looked at me in surprise, so surprised that he suddenly grabbed Ah Duo's hand and became extremely nervous.
Ah Duo's expression immediately became sluggish, from godlessness to sluggishness.
I smiled at Ah Fei: "You have always taken care of Ah Duo and never abandoned her, what is your mood and mind?" ”
Ah Fei clenched Ah Duo's hand, and his eyes gradually moistened: "I, I have always liked Sister Ah Duo, I like her......" Ah Fei cried out all of a sudden, as if there was too much pain in his heart and didn't know how to vent, only crying, "I really like her...... It hurts me to see her like this...... It's painful...... I really want to suffer for her...... But I don't know how...... Her Majesty the Queen...... What the hell should I do to make Ah Duo happy again...... "He, a big boy taller than me, couldn't cry in front of me.
In this world, few people have read books, they don't have those complicated thoughts, they don't have crooked intestines, and they don't know how to express emotions in words, so their emotions are the most direct way to express and the most sincere feelings.
I looked at Ah Duo, tears welling up in the corners of her eyes. Her blank and empty look brought another person to my mind.
He, like her, was silent, his eyes forever empty, their bodies still alive in this world, but their souls had fallen into the netherworld.
I twisted my eyebrows slightly, went to the head of the bed, and pressed the button: "Xiaoka, push a wheelchair over." ”
"Got it! Mom! "Now the cleaning of the whole palace belongs to Xiaoka, and he likes to clean.
Lecius said that Xiaoka may have evolved a kind of self-awareness, which is higher than the consciousness of artificial intelligence, that is, to find self-worth, so doing housework makes Xiaoka feel that he has a meaning to exist.
Soon after, Xiaoka pushed the wheelchair, I smiled and touched his head, he was very happy, he was the person who played with Lucifer the most except for the three birds of Xiaoha, yes, in our eyes, Xiaoka was already a person.
"Ah Fei, hold Ah Duo in a wheelchair, and we'll take her for a walk."
"Okay." Ah Fei hurriedly wiped his tears and gently picked up Ah Duo, his gentle movements as if he was afraid of breaking Ah Duo. Gently again, he put Ah Duo into the wheelchair. I took off the blanket from the bed and put it over Ado's body.
"Is Sister Ah Duo better?" Xiaoka also asked with concern.
I touched his furry ears: "Don't worry, it'll be fine." ”
"Yes!"
"What about Lucifer?" I don't want to mention that person, but I know Lucifer has been with him all along.
"Lucifer pushed that brother to the garden." Xiaoka said.
I was a little surprised: "That...... Isn't that person in the lab? ”
"Yes." Xiaoka nodded, "Uncle Hagus said that the elder brother should also bask in the sun, which is conducive to the absorption of the blue crystal factor. ”
It's rare for Higgs to be so good at his experiment, and he probably wants him to last a little longer.
We all know that Hoshikawa doesn't live long, so there is no point in killing him or not, and besides, he has also paid the price.
Ah Fei pushed Ah Duo and followed me to the only remaining garden in the palace, Xing Chuan sat in a wheelchair, like Ah Duo, looking up at the sky with blank eyes, his gray hair gently raised in the majesty, dry and weak, like a dying dead tree covered with spider silk.
Lucifer was by his side, looking sad, like Ah Fei accompanying Ah Duo.
Ah Fei looked at Xingchuan among the flowers with some surprise, no matter how gorgeous the flowers were, they couldn't make that person dye. He is more serious than Ah Duo, Ah Duo sometimes has some reactions, Ah Duo's heart is not dead, she just doesn't want to respond to any voice in this world anymore.
Ah Duo's godless eyes also reflected the figure that was even paler than her, and no matter who could feel Xingchuan's body, there was no life.
Lucifer sensed something and immediately looked in my direction, he wanted to speak, I shook his head at him gently, he lowered his face and continued to stand beside Hoshikawa.
"That person...... "I slowly squatted down, squatting beside Ah Duo, "also abandoned by his own parents...... When he was three years old, his parents abandoned him, his grandfather ate his most trusted and favorite young sister at the time, he couldn't take revenge on his grandfather, he was afraid of his grandfather, his grandfather raised him, also to use him, when he didn't have any use value, he was abandoned again...... "No more, my heart is still sour, and the bits and pieces of getting along with Xingchuan uncontrollably surged into my heart."
My experience with him was too deep to be forgotten, but I couldn't forget. Because he really made me love and hate, and his love for me was like a star exploding, and the dazzling light completely engulfed me, leaving me with nowhere to escape.
I felt sorry for him, I really felt sorry, because of that distress, so at that time I had feelings for him that actually went beyond friendship. But I can't accept his dictatorship and hegemony, and I resist his forced subjugation. There is a cowhide band between me and him, trying to pull away, but it is tighter, and when we get closer, we bounce off each other, trying to break, but we can't.
"His abilities were sucked by his grandfather, he lost his abilities and his ability to survive, he was abandoned in the desert, his life was still flowing, he was forgotten by everyone in the wilderness, to fend for himself...... If it weren't for his parents finding him again, he would have died......"
I paused, but found that my distress for him was still there, I hated him, but as I mentioned his past, that little bit of heartache took over my heart again, making it difficult for me to breathe, why should I sympathize with him? He deserves it!
Think about Harry, isn't my current mood towards Hoshikawa a betrayal of Harry?!
The figure in the flowers still didn't make any sound, sitting quietly in a wheelchair, just no longer looking up at the sky, but looking at the usual front, the once handsome face, these days a little older.
"His parents found him and wanted to make amends to him, because he was dying, and he was growing old day by day, but they betrayed him again for my help, and before he died, he was once again abandoned by his family......"
Hoshikawa has been abandoned by his family all his life, again and again......
Ah Duo's face showed a slightly sympathetic and sad look.
"In his life, he has only loved two women, one woman, who was sucked by his grandfather, and the other woman ......" I paused, and the other woman ......