Su Jian'an can fully understand why Mu Sijue chose Xu Youning.

As Lu Boyan said, there is only one Xu Youning in the world.

If he gives up Xu Youning, even if the child can be born smoothly, Mu Sijue will always owe Xu Youning, and he can only be immersed in pain and self-blame for the rest of his life.

However, if he chooses Xu Youning, if Xu Youning can get better, Mu Sijue's future has infinite possibilities.

As for the children, they can also have again.

Su Jian'an believes that the people around Mu Sijue, like her, fully understand and respect Mu Sijue's choice.

However, their understanding and respect were of no avail.

Because Mu Sijue couldn't forgive himself for giving up the child.

After he gave up the child, even if Xu Youning could get better, it would not be a perfect ending.

The child who can't come to this world will become the eternal regret of Mu Sijue and Xu Youning.

This matter will become a scar and forever imprinted on the hearts of Mu Sijue and Xu Youning.

Fate gave Mu Sijue a problem full of pitfalls, even if Mu Sijue made a choice, even if he suffered a heart-rending pain-

At the last moment, fate will still ruthlessly push him into the whirlpool.

The moment Mu Sijue decided to give up the child, he also put a shackle on himself.

This shackle will pull Mu Sijue into the whirlpool from time to time, and Mu Sijue will not be able to break free in this life.

Su Jian'an could imagine what kind of torture Mu Sijue endured, and he could also guess that for a long time to come, Mu Sijue would have to grope his way forward in the dark.

It wasn't until Xu Youning recovered that it was possible for Mu Sijue to see the sun again.

Oh, yes!

As long as Xu Youning gets better, Mu Sijue can also get better!

Su Jian'an smiled as if he had suddenly realized, drilled into Lu Boyan's arms, and swore that everything would be fine. ”

According to Lu Boyan's understanding of Su Jian'an, she would not say such things for no reason.

"Why do you say that?"

Lu Boyan looked at Su Jian'an for a long time, waiting for her next step.

Su Jian'an kept calm and said in a methodical manner: "Since Si Jue has made such a choice, then the most important thing is that Youning gets better. If Youning can get better, time will heal Sijue's wounds. Even if his wounds can't be healed, with Youning by his side, he won't be unable to survive. ”

“……”

Lu Boyan had to admit that Su Jian'an had broken the point.

Mu Sijue's choice of Xu Youning is equivalent to putting all his hopes on Xu Youning alone.

If Xu Youning's treatment fails, it will be a real fatal blow to Mu Sijue.

However, if Xu Youning gets better, Mu Sijue will have a reason to live, everything will not be too difficult for Mu Sijue, and his wounds will not be in severe pain.

In other words, if the person you love the most is around, no matter what trials you encounter, it will become easier.

The corners of Lu Boyan's lips raised a smile, and he kissed Su Jian'an's forehead: "You sleep first, I'll go to the study." ”

Su Jian'an didn't have time to say anything, Lu Boyan had already gotten up and left the room.

Without thinking about it, she could probably guess what Lu Boyan was going to do.

Su Jian'an thought about it, decisively lifted the quilt, put on a shawl, and walked to the study.

She guessed correctly, Lu Boyan was in the study and had a meeting with Xu Youning's medical team.

Fang Heng also participated in the meeting, and his young and handsome face was prominently displayed on the screen.

Compared with other doctors, Fang Heng is younger, and there is a touch of confidence between his eyebrows and eyes, but there is a frivolous demeanor on his body that doctors should not have, making him look like a rich young master who plays tickets.

Looking at Fang Heng like this, Su Jian'an could hardly imagine that he was actually a medical student who graduated from a top medical school.

What is even more unimaginable is that in less than 5 years after graduation, Fang Heng has become an internationally renowned brain doctor and a medical talent that major hospitals are vying for.

Fang Heng, a young and promising elite, must have his own pride.

Su Jian'an wondered how he was willing to listen to Lu Boyan's arrangement.

However, now is not the time to ask such questions.

Lu Boyan looked at the computer screen, his handsome facial features were covered with a touch of unmistakable coldness, and his voice was a little cold: "I don't care who Si Jue chooses in the end, I want you to guarantee that Si Jue's choice is not wrong." ”

The implication is that he wants Xu Youning to survive.

He asked Xu Youning to accompany Mu Sijue through the darkest time of his life.

Fang Heng was under a lot of pressure, and pressed his temples hard, with embarrassment in his tone: "Mr. Lu, do you know how difficult this is?" ”

Lu Boyan glanced at Fang Heng lightly, and asked instead of answering: "Do you know how many times your salary is higher than that of ordinary doctors?" ”

"......" Fang Heng was choked speechless, and could only raise his hand in surrender, "Okay, we will do our best." ”

Lu Boyan was obviously dissatisfied with Fang Heng's answer, and narrowed his eyes: "What does it mean to do your best?" ”

Fang Heng sensed the dissatisfaction in Lu Bo's words, and hurriedly explained: "I mean, we will definitely do our best to cure Xu Youning and let her accompany Mu Xiaoqi to old age!" ”

"......" Lu Boyan didn't continue the topic, and there was a touch of solemnity in his deep voice, "Fang Heng, this matter is very important. ”

Fang Heng also knew that this matter was very important.

Mu Sijue chose Xu Youning at the last moment, which shows that Xu Youning is more important than everything about him.

If he messed up Xu Youning, it would be tantamount to killing Mu Sijue with his own hands.

No, letting Mu Sijue watch Xu Youning leave this world is even more painful for him than killing him.

Therefore, Fang Heng wanted to save not only Xu Youning, but also Mu Sijue.

Thinking of this, Fang Heng suddenly realized that his young and handsome shoulders were bearing the weight of two lives!

Damn, Tainyima is heavy!

Fang Heng's expression became serious, and he looked at Lu Boyan: "I don't need you to emphasize, I know very well that this matter is very important." ”

After a pause, Fang Heng continued: "Don't worry, even if you want me to exchange half my life, I will find a way to cure Xu Youning." After all, I'm what others call a genius doctor. If Xu Youning dies under my hands, isn't it equivalent to smashing my own signboard? ”

Fang Heng usually likes to joke, but this time, he was serious.

Lu Boyan believed in Fang Heng, and his gaze gradually relaxed.

Fang Heng returned to his casual appearance in the blink of an eye, looked at Lu Boyan and smiled: "Mr. Lu, I also want to give you a reminder." ”

“……”

Mu Sijue did not speak.

He knew Fang Heng's style too well, he would definitely not mention anything to wake up.

Fang Heng approached the camera and looked at Lu Boyan with a smile: "I heard that you love your wife very much." It's so late, you still called us to a meeting for Mu Xiaoqi's matter, I will suspect that your true love is actually Mu Xiaoqi. ”

Lu Boyan glanced at Fang Heng, and coldly popped out a word: "Get out." ”

He turned off the camera and computer, and looked at Su Jian'an, who was standing next to him.

When Su Jian'an came in, he already knew, but he didn't want those people on the other end of the camera to find out about Su Jian'an, so he didn't talk to Su Jian'an.

Su Jian'an glanced at the wall clock on the wall: "It's early morning, go back to sleep." ”

These days, in order to deal with the affairs of Mu Sijue and Xu Youning, Lu Boyan's time is simply not enough, and every day when he comes home, he inevitably has tiredness between his eyebrows.

As soon as he touched the bed, he would immediately fall into a deep sleep, faster than Su Jian'an, just like now.

Su Jian'an looked at the lingering tiredness on Lu Boyan's face, stroked his brow distressedly, kissed him gently, then closed his eyes, snuggled into his arms, and fell asleep after a while.

The next day, as soon as the sky was bright, Su Jian'an quietly got up, put on his coat, and disappeared into the room.

After being married for so long, Lu Boyan was used to waking up and seeing Su Jian'an beside him, but when he opened his eyes this morning, the position next to him was empty.

There have been cases like this, but they are negligible.

Lu Boyan sat up, his deep voice with the hoarseness of the morning: "Jian An? ”

"......" Su Jian'an was not in the room, so naturally no one would respond to Lu Boyan.

Lu Boyan frowned, the doubts in his heart became heavier, he got up and went downstairs, and smelled a fragrance wafting out of the kitchen from a distance.

He guessed something, walked to the kitchen door, and sure enough, he saw Su Jian'an preparing breakfast inside.

He knocked on the door, attracting Su Jian'an's attention.

Su Jian'an didn't need to look at it to know that it was Lu Boyan, wiped his hands on the apron, walked over with a small bowl, and handed it to Lu Boyan: "Try the taste." ”

She had just woken up, wearing loose light-colored home clothes, and the whole person exuded a lazy and comfortable feeling, and under the morning light, she looked extremely feminine.

Lu Boyan's heart moved, pushed away the bowl in Su Jian'an's hand, and his eyes were fixed on her face: "Wife, I don't want to try porridge." ”

Su Jian'an knows Lu Boyan too well, and when he calls her wife, it is usually not a good thing.

She took two steps back and looked at Lu Boyan cautiously: "That...... What do you want to try? ”

Lu Boyan suddenly held Su Jian'an's face and looked at her deeply: "Try you." ”

“……”

Su Jian'an was speechless.

She's not clothes and shoes, what to try!

Su Jian'an didn't have time to protest, Lu Boyan's kiss had already fallen, he held her face, tossed and turned her lips, and absorbed her taste without knowing how to satisfy it.

Gradually, Su Jian'an's voice of protest disappeared from his heart.

I don't know how long it took, Lu Boyan let go of Su Jian'an, and he didn't know whether it was a warning or a threat in his voice: "Don't run down without telling me in the future." ”

This period is too special, and if he can't see Su Jian'an, it is difficult for him to think about the bright side.

Su Jian'an looked innocent: "You're still sleeping, how can I tell you?" ”

Lu Boyan saw the move: "You can wake me up." ”

"......" Su Jian'an struggled for a moment, or said, "I mainly think that after waking you up, I may not be able to come down......"

Lu Boyan narrowed his eyes, stared at Su Jian'an, and smiled meaningfully: "If you can't come down, what will happen to you?" ”