Chapter 1028: Permanent scars, burned on the body
Fang Heng knew that the question he had asked was cruel.
Xu Youning and the child are equivalent to Mu Sijue's left and right atrium.
Losing any of them, Mu Sijue will need to endure a heart-rending pain.
However, if he had given time to think about it, he would have procrastinated because he couldn't make a choice.
If it drags on like this, the child will not survive, and Xu Youning's chances of recovery will become smaller and smaller.
Mu Sijue must endure such pain in order to see the light in the blood and find hope for life.
Fang Heng put his hand on Mu Sijue's shoulder, and his tone was a little heavy: "I'll go back and tell the other doctors." We will take the preservation of Xu Youning as the first goal, and formulate a medical plan towards this goal. As for the rest, we don't care. ”
Mu Sijue could understand the meaning of Fang Heng's words.
Until this moment, he and Xu Youning's child is still healthy, and he still has the opportunity to come into this world.
However, after Xu Youning started treatment, the child will slowly lose his life.
Even if the child's vitality is tenacious enough to accompany Xu Youning through treatment after treatment, he will not escape the fate of being affected by drugs.
In the end, he still couldn't come into this world.
The child is obviously innocent, but if he wants Xu Youning to survive, this innocent little guy must pay the price.
No matter what the price is, this sharp and cruel result cannot be avoided.
Fang Heng saw that Mu Sijue had not spoken, and couldn't help but confirm to him again: "Sijue, you won't change your mind again, right?" ”
After he goes back, he will formulate a medical plan to save Xu Youning, and if Mu Sijue wants to change it temporarily, it will definitely be too late.
Compared with everything in the world, time is the most luxurious thing, especially in the face of illness.
They absolutely can't afford to waste any more time.
Mu Sijue slowly closed his eyes: "Fang Heng, are you really helpless?" ”
Fang Heng knew that Mu Sijue still refused to face the facts and refused to give up.
If he could, Mu Sijue still hoped to keep Xu Youning and the child at the same time.
However, it was too difficult, and no one in the medical team, including him, dared to challenge such a difficult game.
From a medical point of view, in this case, it is a great luck that they can save one of the adults and children.
If Mu Sijue still wanted to protect the child, Fang Heng was afraid that the entire team would be distracted, and in the end, they couldn't even keep Xu Youning.
Fang Heng sighed, his tone was more helpless: "Mu Xiaoqi, I'm sorry, we'...... It really can't be done. ”
Mu Sijue's eyes closed even tighter, as if she was presented with a world of blood and tears in front of her, and he couldn't face it directly.
I don't know how long it took before Mu Sijue slowly spoke: "I know, I won't change my mind again." ”
Fang Heng nodded: "Since that's the case, I'll go." ”
He closed the door for Mu Sijue, and left the apartment under the guidance of his men.
Fang Heng belongs to a young man with relatively clear bones, ordinary people think that talking less is cool, but he likes to do the opposite, talking non-stop, but he doesn't hate it at all.
But today, after he came out of Mu Sijue's apartment, he had been silent and did not say a word.
This is so abnormal!
The subordinate "coughed" and asked tentatively: "Doctor Fang, were you abused by the seventh brother?" ”
When Fang Heng heard this, he didn't know why he looked up at the sky.
It was already early in the morning, and the city finally felt tired after a day of hustle and bustle, and gradually quieted down, and a few stars appeared in the huge night, barely dotting the night.
"Alas-" Fang Heng couldn't help but let out a long sigh and admitted, "Yes, I was abused, and I was mistreated. ”
He was abused by the twists and turns between what and Xu Youning.
His subordinates didn't know the "connotation" in Fang Heng's words at all, and couldn't help but gossip: "Doctor Fang, why did Seventh Brother abuse you?" ”
Fang Heng glanced at his subordinates meaningfully: "Trust me, knowing the way Seventh Brother abused me is not good for you." ”
“……”
way, way......
For a while, his subordinates couldn't help but think too much.
Fang Heng didn't realize that his words could easily cause misunderstandings, so he got into the car and left the apartment in a dashing manner.
When Fang Heng's car disappeared into the long street, Mu Sijue was still standing on the balcony of the apartment.
Mu Sijue also didn't know when it started, but he became very dislike the night.
Seeing the sky darken, he couldn't help but wonder if the long darkness would flood the world and the light would never come again?
I don't know if it was because of this worry, he began to toss and turn in the long night, unable to sleep.
To get a good night's sleep, he had to rely on sleeping pills.
After Xu Youning left this time, he only learned that Xu Youning actually knew the truth on the night that he slept peacefully.
At one point, he thought he might be able to get rid of sleeping pills.
Now, it seems, he is still too optimistic.
After smoking an unknown number of cigarettes, Mu Sijue finally returned to the living room and dialed Lu Boyan's phone.
At this time, Lu Boyan, who was far away in Dingya Villa, had just returned to the room and was about to lie down when his mobile phone rang unexpectedly.
Lu Boyan had a premonition, took his mobile phone and looked at the screen, and sure enough, it displayed Mu Sijue's number.
He walked out of the room and answered the phone in the hallway outside, but he didn't hear Mu Sijue's voice for a long time.
Mu Sijue has a very strong sense of time, and has always been straight to the point, concise and to the point.
He doesn't waste other people's time, and he doesn't allow others to waste their own time.
It was the first time he had called and he hadn't spoken for a long time.
Lu Boyan vaguely realized that things should be worse than he imagined.
He didn't urge Mu Sijue, but just maintained the posture of answering the phone, waiting for Mu Sijue to speak.
I don't know how long it took, Mu Sijue's voice dyed with the frost of the winter night came in a low voice: "Fang Heng wants me to make a choice. ”
Lu Boyan knew what Mu Sijue was talking about.
When Fang Heng returned to China, he learned about Xu Youning's situation with Dr. Liu.
After listening to Dr. Liu's words, Fang Heng said on the spot that Mu Sijue needed to choose between Xu Youning and the child.
It's cruel.
However, they don't have a better option.
Lu Boyan pondered for two seconds, and said slowly: "As long as Xu Youning gets better, you can still have children." However, there is only one Xu Youning, once you give up on her, you will never find a second Xu Youning. ”
Lu Boyan didn't have to guess to know that Mu Sijue would definitely choose Xu Youning.
He was so sure because he had assumed what he would do if the same thing happened to him.
In the end, Lu Boyan almost didn't think about it and subconsciously chose Su Jian'an.
Xiyu and Xiangyi have come to this world and are growing up, and of course he loves the two little ones very much.
But if the time goes back to when Su Jian'an was pregnant, such a crisis befell Su Jian'an, even if he had seen the cute appearance of the two little guys, he still couldn't exchange Su Jian'an for them.
Of course, just hypothetical.
In reality, Lu Boyan would not let such a bad situation happen.
Even if it did, he would set out to find a way to get the best of both worlds.
He wants Su Jian'an and a child.
Thinking of this, Lu Boyan suddenly understood that even if he tried his best to help Mu Sijue find a reason for his choice, he would not be able to alleviate Mu Sijue's pain at all.
Like him, Mu Sijue wants to keep both adults and children at the same time.
This choice will become a permanent scar, which will be permanently engraved on Mu Sijue's body.
I don't know how long it took, but Mu Sijue suddenly asked, "Will he blame me?" ”
Lu Boyan knew that Mu Sijue was talking about children.
Every life is precious and worth cherishing.
Mu Sijue just gave up a small life, if that little guy was conscious, of course he couldn't understand his father's choice, and he would even be dissatisfied.
However, Mu Sijue had no choice but to give up his child.
Lu Boyan didn't speak, Mu Sijue already knew the answer, he smiled and hung up the phone.
Lu Boyan heard Mu Sijue's laughter, but he didn't hear half a taste of joy from his laughter.
Actually, Mu Sijue is laughing at himself, right?
Lu Boyan slowly withdrew his phone, turned around, and saw Su Jianan standing at the door of the room.
He was surprised and walked over: "You haven't slept yet?" ”
Su Jian'an shook his head: "You haven't come back yet, I can't sleep." ”
Lu Boyan led Su Jian'an back to the room, took her to the bed together, and let her lean into his arms: "Are you thinking about Xu Youning?" ”
Su Jian'an said "um", and there was a trace of worry in her voice: "I don't know how Youning is now......" After speaking, he looked at Lu Boyan with almost expectant eyes.
When Fang Heng left the Kang family, he sent a text message to Lu Boyan, simply telling him about Xu Youning.
Lu Boyan thought about it, retold the content of the text message to Su Jian'an, and finally said: "Jian An, your initial suspicion was right, Xu Youning actually knows everything, she went back this time, not only to change her mother back, but also to avenge Grandma Xu's with her own hands." ”
There was a touch of anticipation in Su Jian'an's eyes: "Si Jue knows about this, can he be in a better mood?" ”
Lu Boyan glanced at Su Jian'an, and rarely did not answer her question.
Su Jian'an suddenly realized that something was wrong, sat up and looked at Lu Boyan: "What happened?" ”
Lu Boyan said after a while: "The team of doctors led by Fang Heng needs to make a treatment plan for Xu Youning's situation. However, Xu Youning's situation is too special, and the Lord can only choose between Xu Youning and the child......"
Due to the tacit understanding, there was no need for Lu Boyan to continue, Su Jian'an had already guessed the second half of his sentence, and said for him: "Si Jue chose Youning." ”
Lu Boyan said "um", affirming Su Jian'an's guess.
Su Jian'an's gaze lowered, and her voice was full of loss: "Although it is very unfair to the child, I can understand why Si Jue chose this way." ”
"We can all understand." Lu Boyan hugged Su Jian'an and lay down, sighed lightly, and continued, "However, the Lord can't forgive himself for making such a choice. ”