Chapter 2: Sleepiness
That was probably the longest period of time I've been asleep.
I just remember that there were suddenly a lot of little insects in my body, they were very disobedient in my body, maybe they were very hungry, they just kept biting, biting, making my whole body feel painful and itchy, but I couldn't reach anything, and I couldn't catch anything. I don't know anything, I don't know if it's day or night, I don't know if it's awake or in a dream, I just know that when I open my eyes, I see that the whole room is white, and when I open my eyes, I can see Yun Ci, but every time I open my eyes, I feel as if I am asleep, vague, hazy. But I haven't seen her for a long time, I haven't looked for him since I broke up with me angrily, I miss her so much, and now I can see her every time I wake up, but every time I wake up, I see Yun Ci with extremely tormenting pain......
Heart-wrenching! I could even see those little insects slowly eating at my bones, so scary, really scary, but I don't know why I knew to suck a little to relieve my pain, so I desperately shouted, "Give me a little, please give me a little, just a little!" "But a few of the men in white held me down and wouldn't let me move! I struggled desperately!
I saw Yun Ci, and every time I felt that she would definitely help me: "Yun Ci, help me, please, let them give me a little good, please." ”
I don't know why she's crying, crying every time, crying so sadly, but I still hate her so much, why doesn't she help me? Why is she so ruthless? Is she still blaming me?
Every time I wake up, it's a cycle of repetition, I don't know how many times I repeat it, every time I see Yun Ci, I feel like a new sight, one day, maybe not a day, I feel like maybe I may be dead, I open my eyes or see Yun Ci, I said, "Yun Ci, since you are here, can I ask you for one thing?" Kill me! ”
I really want to die.
I feel that I am worse than death, no one can understand it, every time my whole body is hot and cold, trembling sharply, the whole person is not very good, I want to die! I really want to die, but I can't die, I feel like there's something in my mouth that makes me want to kill myself, I just watch those hundreds of millions of insects eat me! It's terrible, it's really scary, let me die! So I begged Yun Ci to let her kill me, but she didn't move, I cried out in pain, I really didn't want to cry, I didn't want to cry in front of her, I couldn't help it, I wanted to die, I really wanted to die!
I couldn't get enough of it, and a lot of people in white held me down until I fell asleep again......
In my deep sleep, I didn't seem to really sleep, I still had feelings, but those little insects were gone, and this was the happiest moment, although it was dark around, at least it wasn't so painful.
But the light will still slowly shine into the night, slowly stretching out, driving away the last bit of darkness little by little. Oh, it's ironic, I hate light, it awakens those smiling worms!!!
When I opened my eyes, it was the same as before, it was still Yun Ci, I wanted to repeat the words I wanted to die again, I didn't hate her, I really wanted Yun Ci to help kill me, and before I could say that I wanted to die, I suddenly felt that Yun Ci had become different this time, she didn't cry, she said: "Little lamb, are you awake, are you hungry?" Look at you're thin, you can't quarrel with me, it's good to drink this bowl of porridge! ”
I feel so warm, and suddenly I don't feel so painful, but it's still there, and I feel that the warm currents are slowly flowing through my whole body, moisturizing my various organs.
It felt like I had been reborn.
I involuntarily opened my mouth and drank the porridge, feeling very difficult to swallow and very nauseous! It's so hard to drink, I thought to myself, Yun Ci, you are really not a housewife, you are so lazy to cook, the porridge you make is so unpalatable, I actually joked, I don't know how long, I haven't joked with her anymore, it feels like a long, long time, I can't remember clearly, I don't want to talk, I just want to watch her feed me porridge and drink, although the drink is very disgusting, I want to vomit, but I have forced it down, I hope she deliberately made it so hard to drink I can be happy, she can not blame me.
Gradually, I couldn't feel the pain that pierced my heart, I couldn't feel the heat and cold, and I couldn't feel the involuntary twitching of my whole body......
But I fell asleep gradually......
This time I slept peacefully, and I didn't feel anything
Hazy, I heard Dieyan's voice: "Yun Ci, you take care of him here, I still have something, call me if you have something." ”
"Hmm."
Is Butterfly Smoke also there?
yes, I haven't seen her in a long time.
......
"Yun Ci, rise and wake up again!"
Mo Xiang's voice?
This kid, I haven't come to see me in a long time since I've had an accident! I'm going to beat you to death when I can get out of bed!"
"Ah, Mo Xiang, really, hurry up and bring the cooked porridge! A little thinner, the doctor said that he had just eaten and could not be too thick. Oh, hurry up! ”
Hey? Yun Ci is really here, it's not a dream, is it? But why does she look so tired when you listen to her voice?
I opened my eyes, this is the first time I feel that the world after opening my eyes is so clear, it seems to be a dream before, I feel that this dream is so long, I am surrounded by a white, a little dazzling, I struggled to sit up, I saw Mo Xiang, the stinky boy holding porridge in one hand and quickly running over to help me get up and lean against the wall.
The first feeling is that the whole body is weak, and there is no strength to exert it. And then there's hunger, very hungry!
I rubbed my eyes, tried to open them, and looked around, Yun Ci was standing next to me, I saw her rubbing her head embarrassedly, and then laughed silly: "Yun Ci, you are here." ”
"Come on! Porridge! I'll talk to you about your new love later! ”
Yes! What is this?
"Why! I ...... with Dieyan" I was a little scared, so I quickly explained to my dear Yunci.
"Shut up!"
"Oh," I pretended to be pitiful, I was the best at this kind of thing, hehe.
"Open your mouth!"
"Open your mouth or shut up."
“3!”
Well, these three numbers have scared me for a lifetime!
I obediently opened my mouth and asked her to feed the porridge to my mouth, and I have to say that this feeling is refreshing! How could she, the eldest daughter, be so hurtful before, but now it's really subverting my outlook on life. But you're feeding too slowly, I feel like I'm starving! I'm dying of anxiety if you're so slow.
"Yun Ci, hurry up, can you? I'm going to starve to death! ”
"No! Doctor, you have just regained your senses, and you used to use salt water to maintain it, but now that you are awake, you can't overeat! Don't eat sticky and spicy foods either! Yun Ci said as he sent the porridge to my mouth, and I felt hungry at all!
Hey, no, doctor? Is this a hospital? Why am I in the hospital? I remember I didn't go for a drink with a client, and then I forgot everything, drank too much, and had stomach bleeding?
Suddenly, I felt a pain all over my body......