I don't know when it started, I gradually liked him a little, I don't know if it's because of his cheap funny, or because he has always had such a confident smile. Although I know that he has a girlfriend, I am still a little selfish in my heart, I hope he belongs to me, and I have never regretted coming here with him without hesitation.....

A drug rehabilitation center......

My heart hurts, I can't do anything about his painful appearance, I feel that I can be very calm after so many things, but I can't calm down now, I'm afraid, I will leave me as soon as I turn around and rise.

The color of the whole room was almost white, miserable white. Qi Yang was lying on the bed, his face was pale, his hair was messy, he was not as thin as before, and the blue and light patient gown on his body set off the ugly face! Coupled with the fact that the muscles in his face twitched from time to time, and his body kept shaking, and each tremor would pull the ropes tied to his hands and feet to tighten, and the various instruments wrapped around him made me feel even more terrible.

Mo Xiang next to him slammed his fist against the wall and shouted loudly: "Fuck let me know who did it, Lao Tzu must let him live rather than die!! ”

I cried even harder......

There was a knock on the door.

Then I saw through my eyes that the doctor had come in. I hurriedly wiped away my tears, and Mo Xiang and I couldn't wait to ask the doctor: "Doctor, how is he doing?" ”

"The situation is not optimistic, the patient has been injected with drugs too much, several times his life is in danger, and the hallucinations are getting worse and worse, I feel that he himself has completely lost the difference between reality and hallucinations, and can no longer smoke, he needs to fight through this stage through his own will, otherwise...... You need to be mentally prepared. ”

Do you know the feeling that the whole body is instantly cool, like a basin of cold water pouring down from the head, penetrating into the depths of the heart, and then slowly freezing all the blood, as if the heat in the body is drained in an instant, so cold that you can't help yourself, that kind of coldness hits the soul......

"What! , it's impossible, you're playing tricks on me, my brother, you can't cure you, ......"

Mo Xiang began to quarrel with the doctor, but slowly I couldn't hear what they were talking about, as if all the sensory organs were slowly sealing, slowly sealing.

Suddenly, there was a movement in the bed!!!

"Please, give me a little, I'll suck a little, okay! That's it! "Wake up! When he woke up, he struggled and kept repeating it! Let's give him a suck of methamphetamine!

"xx come in, his addiction has flare up again, zz you go get a tranquilizer, and aa and ss you help me hold him down, gag his mouth with a towel, can't let him bite himself!" The doctor began to command, and the nurses around him continued the scene I had seen many times.

The whole house started to mess up again......

I don't know what I'm doing when I'm standing in the room, and I can't remember how many times I've seen this scene, and every time it's been like this, his neck bursts with bruises, and his face is flushed! I can't think of how hard Qi Yang exerted, as if the blood on his face was about to burst out, his hands and feet were constantly struggling, even if the rope was very soft, he could struggle to leave deep strangulation marks, preventing Qi Yang from biting his own towel and taking it out There would be a lot of blood......

I'm suffering every time!

I feel like I'm useless!

I can't help at all, I want to take on something for Qiyang, but I can't do anything! I'm useless.

The nurse rushed in and out, very busy, the doctor kept directing the people around him, and Mo Xiang still kept scolding.

My tears kept flowing, as if I could do anything else but cry.

Everyone comes and goes, time flies, only you stand there quietly, no one cares about you, that feeling, as if you are in this space, but as if this space does not belong to you, you seem to be unable to grasp anything, and it seems that you can squeeze out with a little strength......

After a while, the surroundings seemed to be much quieter.

His eyes were blank, dumbfounded, and hollow, as if everything in the world would be sucked in and never pulled out, only the marks on the limbs that deepened again proved what had just happened. I slowly approached Qiyang with a trembling voice: "Qiyang, are you okay?" ”

"Yun Ci? Are you here? ”

My thunder was surging again, I was choked up and couldn't speak, and my nose felt like it was blocked.

He had hallucinated many times, and every time he said the same thing, knowing that this was the case, I still had to ask, longing for a miracle: "I am Butterfly Smoke, Rise!" ”

"Yun Ci, since you're here, can I ask you for one thing?"

This is a phrase I have never heard before after his addiction episode?

"Kill me!"

Deathly silence around !!!!!!!

I was stunned, and turned my head to look at Mo Xiang, who was also looking this way.

He looked at me with a shocked look on his face, too!

I gently put my hands on his face: "What's wrong with Qiyang, what did you say?" ”

"Yun Ci, kill me, I beg you, I can't hold it anymore, they have been biting me in my body, I hurt so much, I can't stand it, you kill me, I beg you! , I'm so upset! Woooooooo ”

It's been so many days, no, for so many years, I've never seen him cry, no matter how hard it is, no matter how bitter it is, he just hasn't cried, he didn't cry when Yun Ci left him, and suddenly I saw him crying like a child, and the pain on his face was deeply imprinted on my heart.

I could already feel my nails digging deep into my flesh and my teeth chattering! At this time, I secretly swore in my heart that I would catch the man who injected drugs into Qi Yang and break his body into pieces!!!!

I calmed down a bit, gently held Qiyang in my arms, and swayed slowly.

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, Yun Ci is by your side, just cry, good, don't make trouble, sleep well." I couldn't stop crying as I spoke, I don't know why I shed so many tears, maybe it was because I felt very uncomfortable seeing Qi Yang like this, maybe it was because he hallucinated that Yun Ci was uncomfortable and not me, maybe both......

"What a fucking fuck!" Mo Xiang scolded and slammed the door and left.

I tried to hold back my tears, tried to put a smile on my face, kept comforting him, and held him back and forth, letting him relax until the tranquilizer took effect and he slowly fell asleep。。。。。

I put him down and slowly came out of the room with red and swollen eyes, Mo Xiang was also outside, smoking a big cigarette, saw me come out, and asked me, "Qiyang is asleep?" ”

"Hmm" I don't feel like I have the strength to say another word.

"Go back, you're tired for a day, I'll just watch the lift." Mo Xiang, a big boy, didn't have the strength to say.

"I'll go find Yun Ci."

"Hmm." Mo Xiang didn't say much, and the scene was unusually silent......