This little Nizi is quite fast, I came back from chatting with Yongxu, and my hands were full of things, I was really happy at this time, when she was not usually so obedient, I guess it was when I was sick.

"I'm back, what you want to eat." She took the same things out of her convenience pouch and divided them between the two of us.

"There's Miss Lao." Yongxu is still so polite, and he never forgets to thank him when he takes things.

I was eating, but seeing that there was nothing else to eat in the bag, and Yun Ci didn't eat, I said, "Why don't you eat, are you short of money, if you lack money, hurry up and give your father to go!" ”

"Go aside! Will Miss Ben be short of money to spend! Am I like the kind of person who has no money to spend! Yun Ci waved her little pink fist at me, "I'm trying to keep my figure in shape, so I can't get too fat." ”

"It's okay, the first fat is not fat, and the second fat overwhelms the kang!" I ate and said, "Mmmm, it's delicious, it doesn't smell like alcohol."

"You have the ability to say it again!" Yun Ci looked at me with her "gentle" eyes, I immediately lowered my head, forehead, let's eat, I really can't stand that look.

"That, the meat bun is good, it's really good, it's good." I'm snorting haha.

"Okay, I won't bully you, I'll ask you a question, Qiyang, you can answer it when you think about it." Yun Ci sat on the bed and looked at me very seriously, asking me.

"Say, what the problem, I must know everything!" I shook my head and said.

"You say, if you have a terminal illness, you will live for a year, you have two choices. The first option is not to be treated, and to arrange the rest of the time by yourself, but you can only live for a year, and you will live very little. The second option is to receive treatment in the hospital and live for about two to three years, but you have to prolong your life every day through some medical equipment, which is more and more painful, with various tubes inserted into your body, and even through nutrient solutions to prolong your life. Which of the two options do you choose? ”

"Okay, you vicious mother-in-law, you actually cursed me to be terminally ill, do you have a little white face!" I joked.

"Answer the question!" Yun Ci shouted and slapped me on the leg!

Eh, how could you ask such a question, so serious, I touched Yun Ci's head: "That, you don't have a fever, do you?" Is this an interesting question? I don't have a terminal illness? ”

Don't? Oh my God? Could it be that I was accidentally diagnosed with a terminal illness? Yun Ci wants to give me a mental preparation in advance? No, I'm usually in good health, and I eat so well, how can I have a terminal illness?

I grabbed Yun Ci: "Did the doctor say something?" Am I running out of time? "I quickly burst into tears, huh?? As if I couldn't cry, I grabbed Yun Ci's arm, "Yun Ci, just tell me, is it that I have some terminal illness?" Just say, I can hold on! "I really want to express that I am in pain, but I can't seem to be sad.

Yun Ci shook my arm away at once, and looked at me helplessly: "Big brother, what a mess, I just asked you a question, you quickly answer me, otherwise don't eat it!" ”

Uh, dare to threaten me!

"Why do you ask such questions? It's scary! "I haven't experienced this kind of thing, how do I know, besides, you little girl curses me! Don't say I'm good at all, my life is very big!

Yun Ci took a deep breath and looked at me: "I'll say it one last time, you give me an answer!" "Then the pitch suddenly got higher and it shook my ears so much that it hurt!

"Alright, alright!" I plucked out my ears, and the earwax shouted out to me! "Well, I'm sure I'll choose the former!" I swear. But in fact, I don't know what to choose, I once read a similar question in a book, this kind of thing will never know the answer if it doesn't happen to you, some people's truest thoughts in their hearts will only show up in a desperate situation, I just perfunctory her, she must have a brain bubble when she asks this eldest lady.

"Really? And if it's me? I have a terminal illness and the hospital asks you to give me a choice, do you choose to let me die quickly, or do you choose to let me live in pain? Yun Ci threw out another question, oops, what's wrong with her today, she asked such a strange question, how do you want me to answer this kind of question! I have to say it.

"I don't know." I had to tell the truth.

"Don't know?" Yun Ci asked me rhetorically.

"yes, I never knew what I really thought until then." I say.

"That's about that, that's about that, what would you choose?" Yun Ci was pressing forward step by step, and it seemed that he had to ask for a result.

"Probably, it should have hospitalized you," I said vaguely, "because at this time I may still think calmly, and the idea of what might as well make you go through the last leg of the road may still come to mind, but if the doctor said to me urgently at that time, you are about to die, whether to be discharged from the hospital and let her eat whatever she wants, or be hospitalized to continue her life, I may not think so much, and even scold the doctor, saying, do you need to think about it!" It must be saved! But now in my most sensible thoughts, such a choice is a bit selfish for you, of course, depending on your own thoughts, if you feel saved! I'm going to do my best to help you, and if you say I want to go shopping and see the ends of the earth, then I'm really a bit selfish, because I took into account my own feelings when I decided to save you, and I want you to spend more time with me. I muttered a lot of things, proving to Yun Ci that I had thought about these things carefully.

"Oh." Yun Ci only sighed, I clicked! What are you talking about, I said so much, and you sent me away with a single word? However, Yun Ci seemed to be in a bad mood.

I gently pulled Yun Ci's arm: "What's wrong with you?" Is someone in the family terminally ill? ”

"Go aside! Someone in your family has a terminal illness, so why don't you say it's good! Yun Ci glared at me, I let go of my hand stupidly, and continued to eat my meat sandwich bun, it is really a woman's heart, I don't want to figure out her mind anymore, I really can't guess!

"Also, do you believe in fate?" Yun Ci asked me again, hey, why do you keep asking me this kind of question, I'm afraid that the answer will be wrong, I have to think about this, is there some mystery?

I shook my head lightly first, to see her reaction, as the saying goes, people will win the day, fate or something, I don't believe in drops, if people's fate is fixed, then is it the same ending no matter what people do, so what kind of struggle?

"That's a bad statement, and I have a different opinion on it." Yongxu also chimed in.

"Okay, you little monk, eavesdropping on others, didn't your Buddha teach you that it's rude to eavesdrop on others?" I joked.

"I'm sorry, Brother Qiyang, I just wanted to say one thing, I think there is such a thing as fate." Yongxu spoke his mind.

"Huh? You say this? I looked at him suspiciously, "If the thing of fate really exists, what is the meaning of the words of struggle, just listen to the destiny of heaven, right?" "I also threw out my opinion.

"Brother Qiyang, I have a different point of view from you, I think that if a person does not believe in fate, he will definitely go on seriously according to his own ideas, or be lazy, or struggle, then it is exactly the original fate, which proves that there is such a thing. If a person believes in fate, he will also be more religious, and he will make his life as full as possible. Yongxu said.

"That's not right!" I questioned, "If you believe it, you should feel that it doesn't matter, you should let it develop, and you shouldn't be more religious?" ”

"Definitely," Yongxu looked unfathomable, "Fate in our Buddhist family is that good and evil will be rewarded in the end, or the meaning of the cycle of cause and effect, and piety is because he knows this, and he needs to do good things with all his heart and soul to cater to the cycle of cause and effect, so he is more pious." ”

Hey, this guy really got me in there! But I think there's a little bit of truth to what I'm saying.

"But......" Before I could finish speaking, I was interrupted by Yun Ci.

"Cause and effect cycle? That's a gain and a loss, right? Yun Ci asked Yongxu.

"Miss Yunci really has Huigen." Yongxu really praised this stupid girl, and I was embarrassed to praise it.

"But let me tell you a story, there is a person who has been lonely since he was a child, has no parents, grew up in an orphanage, worked hard for more than 20 years, and finally graduated from college, but he has a terminal illness and is about to die, is this also fate? Is this also a loss and a gain? What did he get, was he a big bad guy in his last life? "Yun Ci said that I am in the clouds, is she a friend with a very bitter fate who has a terminal illness and is about to hang up? No wonder once I saw that something was wrong with her coming back after going out, it seems that she received the news, alas, good, good, what a misfortune!

"The previous life that Miss Yunci said, that is, the reincarnation that our Buddhism said, although I am a child of the Buddhist family, I don't believe in this reincarnation." Yongxu said.

I smiled: "Little monk, you say this so rebelliously, you are not afraid that your Buddha will blame you!" ”

"He's blamed, he's not a Buddha anymore," Yongxu smiled, "Continuing what I said just now, Miss Yunci lost her light and sighed, but you didn't see it, so how can you be sure that the benefactor you said didn't get that?" ”

Yun Ci smiled sadly: "Where is it, the lifespan is almost gone." ”

"I believe that some of the deepest things can only be understood in the most extreme moments, and the benefactor you are talking about should be able to obtain something that people cannot understand even if they live and die all their lives, and this is the gain, and it is the great gain! It's so big that it's a big disappointment. Yongxu continued to speak of his reasoning.

"Hmph, do you have to spend decades of life in exchange for a few truths?" Yun Ci sneered, it seemed that he did not accept this explanation, and he was still a little repulsed.

"Miss Yunci doesn't need to be angry, this is just the little monk's own belief, and it may not be credible." Yongxu lowered his head and said softly.

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