[1531] I can't hold on any longer

Gu Enen: "......"

Gu Enen watched the video, learned from her mother's demonstration, tried her best to leave what she said behind, and devoted herself to cooking seriously.

Hold a kitchen knife.

It's actually quite simple to watch my mother do it, but when it comes to my own hands, the knife seems to be disobedient at all, and the things cut are of different sizes......

Gu's mother looked at her daughter like this, and felt uncomfortable: "En, you used to help your mother wash the vegetables and set the dishes at home, but now you have to cook the dishes yourself, you...... What is so good about that man that he deserves to be like this...... Cooking in the middle of the night, he doesn't know that he feels sorry for you? ”

“……”

As soon as Gu Enen's emotions were excited, he cut it on his fingers with a knife, and immediately blood flowed all over the cutting board.

"What's wrong, Eun?"

The phone was still in the video state, and Gu's mother naturally noticed that something was wrong with her daughter, and asked worriedly.

Since she was a child, Gu Enen has been the little princess who grew up in the palm of their hands, when did it take her turn to do these things in the kitchen, and now for a man, she actually did this.

Gu's mother felt a burst of sadness.

"Mom, I'm fine,"

Gu Enen didn't want her mother to worry, so she hid her hand in something, "Mom, that, I'll go to the bathroom." ”

As he spoke, he went to the living room and opened the medicine box, found a random band-aid and pasted it, and then hurried back to the kitchen and continued to follow his mother's example and began to chop vegetables.

"Alas......" Gu's mother sighed repeatedly.

After tossing in the kitchen for a long time, Gu Enen prepared the ingredients to be used, although it looked miserable, but Gu's mother still praised her, after all, she who has never been able to cook can do what she is now, which is already very good.

"Mom, isn't Dad at home?"

Gu Enen asked tentatively.

Gu Mu nodded: "If you see it at home, I can't call you right now to scold you?" She wanted Gu Enen to see the current reality clearly, "En'en, don't take what your mother said to you seriously, love is never a grievance, if a man makes you feel tired when he is in love, then, on the long road of marriage in the future, you will only feel more and more tired, there will never be an end, the days will become more and more desperate day by day, and when the time comes, it will definitely end in divorce, and both will lose." ”

“……”

Gu Enen pursed his lips and did not say a word.

The days with Ji Feili that she fantasized before were beautiful and romantic, like walking hand in hand in the poet's most romantic poems, wandering in the painter's most beautiful paintings.

But now......

Seriously, she was a little skeptical, too.

Seeing her cautious expression, Gu's mother sighed, knowing that she had listened, her tone softened a lot: "Okay, then let's do it first, your father is going home soon, Mom won't tell you first, let your father know, and there will be a few days of peaceful life." ”

"Mom, goodbye."

Hanging up the phone, Gu Enen felt that his body instantly became weak.

After stabilizing her mood a little, she planned to go upstairs to call Ji Feili to eat.

"Non-separation."

She walked to Ji Feili's door, knocked on the door, and shouted cautiously.

After a long time, there was movement inside, Ji Feili opened the door of the room and looked at her, and asked unhappily, "What's the matter?" ”

Gu Enen shyly handed over his fingers and lowered his head: "I just made two dishes, do you want to come down and eat something?"

She's cooking again?

Thinking of the plate he ate last time was really an indescribable meal, Ji Feili was shocked and frowned: "Didn't you go to the kitchen again, why did you run to stir-fry again?" ”

The tone was very shocking, very skeptical, very tangled......

Hearing this, Gu Enen's face was red, as if he had seen through her innermost thoughts.

"This time is different from the last time, I deliberately opened a video and asked my mother to come, can you try it?" Enduring the embarrassment of being seen through by Ji Feili, she asked tentatively.

She has never done anything to please anyone, and this time, it is because there is no way to do it.

Therefore, her heart is very uneasy and flustered, and she always doesn't know if she is doing it right.

Since I was a child, my mother's education is: girls always have to be reserved, and men will take you seriously, and now that he is so unreserved to please Ji Feili, will he despise himself?

She was uneasy, she was worried, she was afraid that Ji Feili had seen through everything......

"What did you ask Auntie?"

Ji Feili didn't know what he was feeling at this time, and hesitated for a long time, but Ji Feili reluctantly agreed.

"Okay." After thinking about it for a long time, he spit out such a word and promised to go down to eat.

He obviously took a shower, changed into a home clothes, and his hair was still dripping, Gu Enen went into the bathroom to help him get a towel to wipe off the water droplets on his hair little by little, and then went downstairs with him.

Gu Enen ran to the kitchen nervously and apprehensively, and took out all the dishes and rice.

didn't let Ji Feili do it at all, and he did everything by himself.

also personally added food and delivered it to Ji Feili's hands, looking like a husky who had been wronged to please his master, pitiful.

"Don't leave, eat."

When Ji Feili took the bowl, he suddenly saw a band-aid on Gu Enen's hand, frowned, and asked lightly, "What's the matter with your hand?" ”

I don't know why, seeing Gu Enen's injured wounds, his heart is actually uncomfortable, or the same as before, he subconsciously wants to care about her.

Even he thought it was incredible.

Gu Enen hurriedly put his hand behind his back and hid it, and shook his head silently: "It's nothing, I accidentally got injured while cooking, a small wound, and it will be fine in a while."

She looked at Ji Feili with a pair of big watery eyes, and asked him to quickly taste the dishes she made.

"You hurry up and try it, see how I fry it," although she had already tried the taste before the pot, although it was not particularly delicious, but she still felt that it was delicious, so she looked at Ji Feili with great anticipation, hoping that he would find it delicious.

Ji Feili took a piece of shredded meat in her expectant gaze, put it in her mouth, and chewed it twice.

Gu Enen swallowed nervously and stared at Ji Feili's mouth.

Ji Feili chewed several times, and finally ...... I swallowed the dish anyway.

Then he didn't say anything, and continued to take the second bite, as if Gu Enen didn't exist.

Gu Enen looked at him like this, not as perfunctory as last time, and in an instant, her mood immediately brightened.

She hurriedly made another bowl of soup for Ji Feili and put it in his hand, so that he could drink the soup by the way.

"And how about you try this soup again?"

She was all focused on Ji Feili's time, and she only cared about watching him eat, and she didn't use chopsticks at all.

Ji Feili frowned, glanced at her little embarrassed face, and finally reluctantly cared about her: "I can come by myself, you can sit down and eat quickly."

"Huh."

Gu Enen sat down and began to eat silently, adding vegetables and soup to Ji Feili from time to time.

Although Ji Feili's face was not very good, he did not refuse Gu Enen's move, he ate very quietly and did not say a word.

This time, Gu Enen cooked, he knew very well, in fact, the taste was still not very good, but, compared to the first time, it was barely edible, the most important thing was that it was now in the middle of the night, she was busy cooking for him, and she also disturbed her mother......

He casually glanced at Gu Enen, and suddenly felt that she was too humble, too careful, and the Gu Enen he liked was completely like two people!

Unconsciously, she has changed a lot, and Ji Feili is a little unable to see through it.

Was he the one who made her what she is now?

Ji Feili's heart was also very entangled.

He looked at Gu Enen, and inadvertently thought of Anqi, who was currently living in the hotel.

Angel had told him that if a woman really liked a man, she would do anything she didn't want to do for him. Now, Gu Enen has also done it, she has entered the kitchen that she has never entered before for herself, is that proof that she ...... In fact, I also care about my own ???

Ji Feili looked at Gu Enen, who was eating elegantly and reservedly opposite, and some doubts flashed in his heart, but soon, he remembered what Anqi had said and forcibly chose to ignore everything about Gu Enen.

An Qi and Gu Enen are roommates, what she says, there should be no problem, she said that Gu Enen and Zhou Sicheng have long had an unclear relationship, but it is ridiculous that he was actually kept in the dark, so that the self-esteem in his bones was strongly hit.

No, he will never let Zhou Sicheng, a man, snatch a woman from his own hands, and he will definitely not let Gu Enen have the possibility of betraying him!

He ate the rice in the bowl in two bites.

When Gu Enen was about to add more food to him, she put the bowl on the table, and the force was not light, and she made a lot of noise.

"Don't eat any more?" Gu Enen asked.

"Nope."

Ji Feili snorted, got up and pushed away the stool, and went upstairs directly without saying a word.

And so he went.

Ignore Gu En'en.

Gu Enen caught up and took two steps forward, because she was too anxious, the wound on the sole of her foot was torn, she screamed in pain, and stood in place sadly.

The shouting behind him made Ji Fei pause as he walked upstairs, and he wanted to turn around and ask what was wrong, but thinking of what An Qi said, he felt that Gu Enen was making a show to let him stay, so he went upstairs and went back to the room.

Gu Enen stood in place, her feet hurt to death, and Ji Feili left so indifferently, her heart felt very painful......

His indifference chilled her heart.

The mother's words came to my ears over and over again, squatting on the ground, feeling the slow treatment I had suffered at this time, and my heart was like a thorn constantly piercing, which was very uncomfortable.

"Fei Li, I really tried hard to be with you, but ......" her voice choked: "But, I don't know how long I can hold on if we continue to persist like this......"

"If you do this again, I will have a reason why I can't persevere......"

"The slackness of the grace for a while is always the most sorrowful, or, please don't be kind to me in the first place, don't chase me after me, don't make promises to me. In this way, I will not be disappointed when there is no hope, and in this way, I will still be the same person I used to be. ”

Stories of injuries are always the most torturous.

Gu Enen didn't know how he went back, huddled alone in the double bed of Nuoda, his heart was cold.

……

Ji Feili's mood was not calm, and when he returned to the house, he was not sleepy.

I tossed and turned for a long time, and I was depressed.

He originally came to make peace with Gu Enen, but when he met Zhou Sicheng halfway, the existence of that person constantly reminded Gu Enen of his deception and harm, and his heart felt uncomfortable for a while......

Angrily got up, got dressed and left.