【1532】I want to get back to our past
When Ji Feili was about to leave in the middle of the night, he turned around and went to Gu Enen's room.
Gu Enen's room was pitch black, and nothing could be seen in the black.
He turned on the light.
The night light illuminated the room, and he narrowed his eyes slightly and looked around at his surroundings. The fifteen-square-meter bedroom has a European-style double bed, a European-style wardrobe, and a lamp on the bedside table.
Gu En'en's computer was on the dresser.
And there are all kinds of cosmetics on the dresser, and there is also a photo of her and Ji Feili.
This group photo was the first photo they took when they were just together, and she had always cherished this photo and carried it almost inseparably.
Ji Feili walked by the bed and saw that the wardrobe was still open, but when he reached out to close it, he saw neat clothes hanging inside, almost every one of them was a brand. There was a faint smell of perfume coming out of it, and the smell of perfume was sandwiched with a little bit of wood. He looked back at Gu Enen, only to see her turn over and lie flat on the bed, maybe the light was too dazzling, she stretched out her hand to block her eyes.
Ji Feili sniffed, turned on the lamp on the bedside table, and turned off the chandelier on the ceiling.
He slowly walked to Gu Enen's bed and sat down, staring at her with deep eyes.
The bed was large, and she lay alone on the edge of the bed, but the other side was empty.
She slept soundly and couldn't help snoring.
Her eyes were closed, and her long eyelashes were pressed against hers.
When I fell asleep, my mouth opened and closed, and I breathed evenly.
Ji Feili looked at Gu Enen sleeping alone, and his thoughts were deep.
Since Gu Enen came back this time, he has a slight sense of rejection, he is very picky about what she does, and every word she says is very perfunctory.
Thinking about it carefully, it seems that it has been a long time since I have looked at Gu Enen so carefully.
Maybe it was because he saw Gu Enen cooking for him in order to please him but accidentally cut his hand, and he couldn't help but feel distressed.
At this moment, his mind softened.
Reaching out to touch Gu Enen's face, and she seemed to feel warmth, she subconsciously grabbed Ji Feili's hand tightly, no matter how much he twitched, he couldn't pull it out, so he had to let her hold his hand.
Suddenly, his eyebrows were tightly furrowed.
Gu Enen put Ji Feili's hand on his cheek, tilted his head, and whispered in his mouth, "Feili, don't leave me." ”
Ji Feili took a deep breath and stabilized his emotions, "I didn't leave you, isn't this guarding you by your side." ”
Gu Enen dimly heard someone talking, so he replied in a low voice, "Then why since I returned to S City, you often don't come home at night and leave me alone in the apartment, are you disgusted that the food I cook is not delicious or that I don't cook well enough?" If you really dislike me, you can tell me clearly, if I really do something wrong, I can also try to change, I just hope we can be together well, happy and happy every day, so, I beg you, don't treat me like this, I really can't stand it. ”
Although Gu Enen was already asleep, the corners of her eyes couldn't help but flush, she sniffed lightly, grabbed Ji Feili's hand and put it on her heart, "I'm so uncomfortable here, I can't see you in France and I miss you day and night, I'm looking forward to your return day and night in S City, I stay here alone in the huge apartment every day, I don't even have anyone to talk to, my heart is so lonely." ”
Ji Feili listened to Gu Enen's words, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but hook to one side.
He sat quietly, not saying a word, and he didn't know what to say.
Her breathing began to become short, and her voice couldn't help but tremble, "You have to believe me, Zhou Sicheng and I really have nothing, we are just ordinary friends, not what you think, my relationship with you can be learned." She closed her eyes and curled up her body together, her body slowly trembling, "I am sincere to you, otherwise I would not have been with you for so long, and I would not have left my parents to come to S City to find you for you." ”
Her eyebrows were tightly frowned, "Don't you love me anymore?" Or are you already with someone else? ”
Ji Feili was simply stunned when she heard Gu Enen's words, could it be that she found the clues that Ji Feili and An Qi were together?
He shook his head.
He and Anqi have always been very cautious when they are together, but they are afraid that Gu Enen will make a big fuss with them when he finds out.
So, this suspicion was forged by him.
Under the illumination of the table lamp, it seemed that the whole room was so ambiguous, Ji Feili looked at Gu Enen's sleeping cheeks, and couldn't help but ignite a strange flame. He slowly leaned down, and when his mouth was about to touch Gu Enen's mouth, suddenly she turned over and exposed her back to Ji Feili.
He slowly put his hand on his lap, and couldn't help but think of something in his heart......
The scene when Gu Enen and Zhou Sicheng were together, as well as the text messages Zhou Sicheng sent to Gu Enen.
All this happened to be seen by him, and the anger in his heart couldn't help but burn.
Since Zhou Sicheng had promised Ji Feili to reduce contact with Gu Enen, why did he know all the things about Gu Enen in the apartment, it wasn't what Gu Enen said, so what was it?
Ji Feili looked at Gu Enen's appearance like this, and felt that all this was pretended by her, maybe Gu Enen had already noticed it as soon as he entered the door, but he was stupidly kept in the dark.
He still looked at Gu Enen silently, he wanted to see Gu Enen's flaws.
However, time passed minute by minute, Gu Enen lay on the bed for a long time without moving, and he did not reach out to cover Gu Enen with the quilt.
He couldn't help but feel more and more disgusted with Gu Enen in his heart, he got up and was about to leave Gu Enen's room, when suddenly his eyes went dark, but his heart was beating faster. He thought it was Gu Enen's deliberate prank, so he turned off the table lamp, he quickly took out his mobile phone, and looked at it through the light of the mobile phone, she was still lying motionless on the bed.
He was very curious, he walked in front of the switch, reached out and pressed it, it turned out to be a power outage.
He reached out to wipe the sweat off his forehead and left Gu Enen's room.
As the saying goes, "If you don't do bad things, you're not afraid of ghosts knocking on the door", the matter between him and Anqi is in his heart, sooner or later...... will be discovered by Gu Enen......
After a while, the whole room lit up instantly.
Ji Feili walked to the hall with his tired body, sat on the sofa and thought about what Gu Enen had just said, and his heart was very irritable.
"Gu Enen, I don't believe you have nothing to do with Zhou Sicheng!" Maybe it's because of Anqi, maybe it's because I'm already disgusted with Gu En'en.
Even, I couldn't help but have a feeling in my heart......
He wanted to find every way to get Gu Enen to leave his side, and from now on, he would no longer appear in front of him, and he would not disturb his and Anqi's lives.
A cigarette was lit, and gradually the smoke filled the room.
The ashtray on the coffee table was filled with ash and cigarette butts at some point.
His eyes narrowed slightly, staring at the TV in front of him.
He frowned slightly, and the next second he got up and left here.
……
At night, Gu Enen woke up from a hot body due to inflammation from a foot injury.
picked up her phone and took a look, it was three o'clock at night, and she couldn't stand the discomfort, so she habitually got up and went next door to find Ji Feili.
"Knock knock!"
The knock on the door came into Ji Feili's room, and there was still no movement inside, but the night was quiet but a little infiltrating.
"Non-......"
She whispered in the doorway, but there was no sound.
She gently pushed open the door, it was pitch black, she opened her phone, and looked at the big bed through the light.
There was no figure in sight on the bed.
She rubbed her eyes vigorously and limped to turn on the light.
Really! Ji Fei is not there.
When she was anxious to take the phone from her pocket, she couldn't support it because of the pain in her foot, and in an instant, she fell to the ground.
But the tears in her eyes flowed out unobediently, and she cried loudly, "Fei Li, what am I not doing well enough, if you want to treat me like this, you can tell me, can't I change it?" Please don't be nice to me like this, I'm really scared. Her voice was a little choked, "I didn't betray you, Zhou Sicheng and I are innocent, we are just ordinary friends, why don't you believe me?" We've been together for three and a half years, can't we just stand the wind and rain? ”
Her voice echoed through the room, whimpering and crying spilling out of her mouth in pieces, helpless and distressing.
She cried weakly, and never stopped......
Maybe it was because the tears dried up that she gradually stopped crying, her eyes were red, her eyes were wooden, and she tried to stand up with the last bit of strength in her body to support the big bed, her eyes tightly wrinkled together......
With painful feet, he walked out of Ji Feili's room with difficulty.
Stumbling back to his room, his strength drained little by little, and he fell limply on the ground halfway through. She curled up her whole body, slowly raised her eyes in the dimly lit room, looked at the photo on the bedside table, and her heart suddenly tightened......
The past is like a cloud.
The river of memory washed over her thoughts, and she remembered the days when she and Ji Feili had just been together, he loved her so much, took care of him, it was so beautiful and happy, basically, except for the time when he went to work, the two of them were almost inseparable. On the forum in the school, those who scolded her for hooking up with the rich young master, how shameless she was, gradually subsided with the passage of time, and one by one became envy and blessing.
What an amazing couple they used to be, and now they ...... He left indifferently, leaving her alone and guarding the place, waiting for another rendezvous......
They have experienced so many ups and downs together, and they have slowly survived, but why did Ji Feili suddenly change now?
Her heart was really sad, and she wanted to return to their original happiness.