"Zhichen ......"

Choked up, she didn't know what to do.

How much did she want to comfort him? But any comfort is empty.

She has long known that he is the eldest brother, the eldest son, he has endured too much for his younger brothers, he is good at calculation, but he is also forced by the environment.

He always put himself at the bottom, his life, once focused on family and younger brothers, and after having her, because of this love between men and women, he also began to focus on her.

He thinks about them, plans for them, and shares for them, but he forgets to ask himself if he can really bear so much weight.

Her eyes were red and wrapped around his neck, and he slid his body down and buried his face in her chest.

They sat on the ground, and he wrapped his arms around her waist.

"I'm sorry, but I'm ...... I don't know, what's wrong with me......" He said before, never say these three words to her again, don't say sorry again, don't do anything sorry for her, don't make her sad, don't make her sad.

But today, the chaotic mood, the collapsed emotions, all the wounds that I thought had been scarred, along with the menacing memories, were once again bloodily revealed.

He choked up, he had never indulged such negative emotions so much.

He always armed himself very strong, very powerful, as if he was courageous, as if he was invincible.

He is everyone's Optimus Prime, he is the anchor of his brothers, and he forces himself to grow up for everyone to become what he is now.

At a young age, he began to be sensible in advance because of the environment, because of all the things, and at the age when he should have been a child, carefree like other children, he made himself mature, made himself like an adult, and became the support of his younger brothers.

Even if that woman doesn't love them, even if the fathers have passed away, but he is the eldest brother, he can support the younger brothers, he can protect them, he can be their solid backing, and he can be their safe haven.

Based on this, all his calculations are only because rationally, he knows that he must do that, he must plan like that, he forces himself to be cold-hearted, he tells himself not to be extravagant, but intellectually although he understands those truths, emotionally, how can he accept it?

What he didn't say was that he even hated his own city, that he was so unscrupulous, that he hated being an unfilial son, that it was difficult for a strong man, and that he forced that man to teach them those skills.

He has been a bad guy enough, but he can't ask for it, he can't love it, and in the nature of mother and son, what he hopes for has always existed.

It's just that his extravagant hope never floats on the surface.

He's too good at hiding, so he's going to be deeper, and he's hiding all his hopes. And in the end, this extravagant thought hidden deep in the heart was severely defeated by reality.

Some feelings will never be reciprocated.

He just hated, hated too much, hated himself for being a sin, a sin in the woman's mouth, a sin that woman had hated and wanted to die.

The night was too desolate, the stars twinkled in the summer night, the clouds drifted in to obscure the moon, the earth became dark, and the world was dull.

His choking was mixed with the sound of the wind, and not far away, Shuyu Shujun, Haoming Yuening, and Yixuan, they were standing under the eaves, their eyes, their faces, there was no temperature, as if petrified, as if they were stone carvings.

The sound of the wind is like the whimper of a dead soul, like a cry, and like a lingering haze, heavy and heavy, shrouded down......