It was at this moment that Tang Rong was truly dead, the two of them were destined to be impossible to be together, even if she still kept the room for him and the light for him on New Year's night, he would never come back.

Tang Rong stood at the bottom of the building in despair, forgetting what she was going to do next, she just knew clearly at that moment that something in her heart had been broken, she probably wouldn't have the enthusiasm to face others anymore after this, the feeling was too tiring, and the risk was too great, often the more we pay, the greater the probability of messing up in the end.

Xiao Yifei walked on the road, saw a bookstore on the side of the road, and walked in, he hadn't been to this kind of place for a long time, he picked a few storybooks with illustrations suitable for Xiaoshi to read, and then turned back, picked a few books for arithmetic practice, he didn't know what kind of books should be more suitable for my children at the level of Xiaoshi. I bought a few more.

He went out this time, and he didn't know when he would be able to come back, so let's prepare everything for this kid as much as possible.

Xiao Yifei suddenly felt that something was different this time, he remembered that when he went out before, he just packed up the things he had to do, and left like that without any worries, but this time he left, he was always thinking about something, until he bought a book for Xiaoshi, he found that his life was completely different.

In the past, he was free and easy, and he could go wherever he wanted, but now he can't do whatever he wants at will, and before doing everything, he has to put the things of the little stone in the first place, this feeling, Xiao Yifei thinks it's still pretty good, as if suddenly life is a little more worried, and he has a little more expectations for his future life.

On the surface, it looks chic and careless, but there will always be some times when you will feel lonely, whether it is in the middle of the night when you can't sleep, or it may be in the happy Spring Festival of the family, if you are alone, you will be too lonely.

When he returned to Hu Jingtang's house, he gave Xiao Shi all the books and other things he bought, but Xiao Shi didn't look very happy, Xiao Yifei thought that he didn't like the books he bought, so he asked: "What's the matter, if you don't like these books, you can not read them." ”

"No, Uncle Xiao, just now Grandpa told me that you are going somewhere else tomorrow, is this true?" Xiao Shi looked into Xiao Yifei's eyes and asked.

Xiao Yifei also saw that Xiao Shi looked sad, but he was also trying his best to hide his emotions, and there was a hint of cautious flattery in his tone.

"That's right, I'm going to another place tomorrow, I have something very important to do, you have to listen to grandpa here, I promise you, as long as I finish my business, I'll come back to see you immediately, okay?" Xiao Yifei squatted down, grabbed Xiaoshi's arm with both hands, and said.

"Shall I come with you?" asked the little stone cautiously.

"It's a far place, and you're just waiting for me to come back. Xiao Yifei said.

Xiao Yifei looked at the little stone, he couldn't say what it was like, it was the first time he was so trusted by a person, a child, willing to trust himself without reservation and wholeheartedly, Xiao Yifei's heart suddenly became very soft, this was an experience he had never had before, and he felt that he had a sense of responsibility.

At that moment, Xiao Yifei suddenly wanted to have a child of his own, he no longer had real relatives in this world, in a sense, he lived alone in this world, but if he had a child in the future, it would be the continuation of his life, and this child would completely belong to him.

His children can rely on themselves without reservation, and Xiao Yifei can also give all his love without reservation, and he can also ask his children to do something with confidence, which can only be done between parents and children. He wanted to have a child of his own.

Early the next morning, Xiao Yifei bought the earliest train to the capital and embarked on a road to rescue Liu Rui, he didn't know how difficult his road ahead was and what he would encounter along the way.

When he left in the morning, Xiaoshi hadn't woken up yet, Xiao Yifei glanced at the door of the room, and left quietly, saying goodbye or something, Xiao Yifei felt too hypocritical, he could have left in a chic manner, but he had to make an ordinary scene crying, this is the reason why Xiao Yifei doesn't like to say goodbye, just leave quietly.

In fact, Xiao Yifei knew it when he left, he was very sad, he was really afraid that Xiao Yifei would leave him alone.

Children like Xiaoshi, in fact, on the surface, they seem to be very optimistic, independent, and don't seem to rely on anyone, but in fact, they are more afraid of separation than anyone else, and after the last time his mother left suddenly, he learned to stop relying on and trusting anyone, so that even if the last person leaves, he will not be sad.

He also has this kind of affection for Xiao Yifei, on the one hand, he longs for a person like his father to protect him, although he has never seen his father, and he doesn't know who his father is, but if he wants to know the source of his life, probably everyone is curious!

But on the other hand, he refused Xiao Yifei's kindness to him, he was afraid that one day he would get used to everything Xiao Yifei did to him, and after that, if he was abandoned by Xiao Yifei again, it would be the most painful thing!

The train went all the way north, Xiao Yifei sat on the train in a trance, his mind was in a state of emptiness, he hadn't taken a train for a long time, thinking about the last time he took the train was when he was in school, at that time, even things like taking the train were extremely happy.

Every winter vacation basically catches up with the Spring Festival, so it is often hard to find a ticket, Xiao Yifei and them, it is already thankful that they can buy a hard seat, but fortunately, the distance from school to home is not very far, so even if it is a hard seat, the fun is still far greater than the torment.

In retrospect, the happiest time in this life should be the days when I went to college! I just got out of the purgatory-like senior year of high school, and then began to live the most free life, and I didn't have to worry about the future life, and everyone was inexplicably full of confidence in the future days.

At that time, every student who studied medicine firmly believed that he would be a famous doctor in the future, working in a well-known hospital in China, and that was probably the most promising period of time, and everyone firmly believed that as long as they paid, they would definitely be rewarded.

But who can predict the future life? Xiao Yifei's undergraduate classmates, he basically has no contact, occasionally see their news from the Internet, it seems that it is nothing more than complaining about 0 guide, lamenting that life is really sad and so on, from their bodies, there is no way to see that they were still young people with dreams a few years ago.

(End of chapter)