What about Xiao Yifei himself? Maybe in the eyes of others, he is successful enough, he has earned enough money, and the hospital where he works can only be entered by others, so he can probably be regarded as a successful person, right? But Xiao Yifei always feels that there is something missing in his life now.

Success and inner satisfaction is actually a very personal problem, everyone's definition of success is different, success in the secular sense is success, generally as long as there is money, it is considered success, but many times, we have money, but the heart is unhappy, so we start to look for something higher, we call it faith/admiration.

Now Xiao Yifei is very confused, he doesn't know how to go in the future, and sure enough, when he has a goal in life, he is the happiest and most motivated.

When he was in school, he wanted to be a doctor like his grandfather, so he studied hard. After work, he always hoped that he could find the blue-eyed silver tail pin, and now he has found it, but he doesn't know what to do next.

He knows that there are many choices in life, Liu Bailong chose that path, and it can't be said that the path he chose is not good, everyone has their own things to pursue, but he can't figure out what Liu Bailong wants in the end. He didn't understand why Liu Rui, a smart person, chose to take such a path in the end.

Maybe if it weren't for the influence of his family, Liu Rui might be a powerful scientist now, maybe a successful businessman, anyway, he wouldn't have embarked on the current road, but life is probably wonderful in this place, and each of us doesn't know what we will face after we choose such a path.

But one thing is for sure, no matter what path we choose, we will not be satisfied in the end, and we will all regret it.

Xiao Yifei remembered that he watched a movie before, the movie tells the story of a person's two lives, the protagonist chose a career for the first time, so she lost her family, and half of her life only had endless money and an enviable decent job, but she had no love, so she regretted her original choice. Fortunately, life gave her a chance to choose again.

So this time she chose the family and married her husband who had been in love for several years, but the days after the marriage were not as happy as she imagined, the trivial things in real life quickly broke their happy life, and she began the kind of life that can be seen at a glance, for this choice, of course, she regrets it more.

At the end of the film, the protagonists who choose two kinds of lives are envious of the other.

In fact, each of us is like this, while choosing, while regretting, Xiao Yifei recalled his life for almost half of his life, every choice, in the eyes of the environment at the time, was the best choice, but after a long time, he would regret his original decision.

Maybe he shouldn't have broken up with Tang Rong, maybe he shouldn't know Liu Rui.

In fact, his favorite means of transportation is the train, he sits on the car many times, hoping that this train has no terminal, so it has been driving endlessly, and he doesn't know where it will end up, but Xiao Yifei just likes this feeling of being on the road all the time.

At this time, he can temporarily stop thinking about what will happen after the future, and he can temporarily stop thinking about what kind of life he will experience after arriving in the capital. At this moment, he can not worry about anything.

I really hope that the travel time of this train can be a little longer, but Xiao Yifei finally heard the voice he didn't want to hear: "Passengers, please think, the front is about to arrive at the South Railway Station, and the South Railway Station is the terminal station of this train, please pack your belongings and prepare to get off." We welcome you to the beautiful capital for sightseeing and a pleasant trip. ”

Xiao Yifei packed his luggage sullenly, in fact, he didn't have any luggage, so he carried a relatively large travel bag, which contained a few changes of clothes, and the most valuable thing in the whole bag was probably the blue-eyed silver tail needle. Xiao Yifei has always liked to bring a lot of things when he goes out, and usually goes out with one on his back. He felt that it was a hassle to go out with a lot of things.

When Xiao Yifei arrived in the capital, it was almost night, he got out of the train station, the lights on the side of the road gradually turned on, he really felt that every city was different at this time, just like the city he had been in for several years, that city had no nightlife, basically as soon as it was dark, there were no pedestrians on the road, and there were also those who were in a hurry and were in a hurry to go home.

But this capital is different, this city brings together almost all walks of life, all kinds of people, everyone walks forward with indifferent eyes, there are young girls dressed brightly, ready to go on a date, and there are also old people wearing a single dress that can only keep out the cold.

What Xiao Yifei is most afraid of is seeing such people, they can always easily hit Xiao Yifei's heart, he really can't see the scene of the old man suffering.

Now the top priority is to find a place to live first, Xiao Yifei found a few hotels near the train station, but these inns have long been full, it seems that business near the train station has always been so good.

So he had to continue walking, the capital was still very cold in the evening, Xiao Yifei didn't expect this, because it was already very hot at his house, so he only wore a slightly thicker coat when he came.

He had been to the capital a few times before, but those times he stayed for a few hours or a day or two for the purpose of changing trains, so he was only familiar with the vicinity of the airport.

It's not a way to keep going forward like this, now Xiao Yifei is cold and hungry, and he is in a strange city, so he has to take a car and ask the driver to take him to a closer hotel.

Fortunately, the driver is also a kinder uncle, and he didn't deliberately take a long detour to overcharge him because he was a foreigner, which made Xiao Yifei's originally depressed mood a lot more comfortable. Sometimes, a stranger's act of kindness is enough to warm a person's cold heart.

Xiao Yifei got out of the car, thanked the driver, and then entered a hotel, which looked much more upscale than those near the train station, in fact, he was very reluctant to live in a hotel, in addition to being unhygienic, it was not safe to live alone, although Xiao Yifei was a big man, and there was nothing to be afraid of, but he usually watched too much similar news, so he was extra cautious when he was alone.

After booking the room, Xiao Yifei returned to the room, washed up briefly, changed into a thicker clothes, and then took his wallet and the like, ready to go out for a meal, he was hungry for a day, and he had to eat something good at night. Of course, Xiao Yifei has always carried the blue-eyed silver tail needle closely.

In this way, he still felt unsafe, so he put his wallet and the blue-eyed silver tail needle together, and then put it in his pocket, one hand was always in his pocket, not afraid of ten thousand, just in case, it is always right to be cautious.

(End of chapter)