"I became a doctor because I had no choice at all, I was the eldest in the family at that time, so I had to inherit everything in the family, including the medical skills passed down from my ancestors, so I was required to learn all kinds of knowledge from a young age, and I had to go up to the mountains to collect medicines, and by the time I was twelve or thirteen years old, I was already a powerful little doctor. ”

"Actually, I can't say how much I love the profession of Chinese medicine, probably because I have been immersed in this environment since I was a child, and I later found that Chinese medicine has been immersed in my bones, so I later accepted the fate that I had to be a doctor. ”

"But your second grandfather, that is, my younger brother, the family did not ask so much for him as much as for me, so he chose to be a jun, and later he died in a battle, at that time, he was just an adult, so ah, in this life, what you are going to do, what kind of things you will experience, these are already predetermined. ”

"Maybe you won't believe it when I'm telling you now, what fate you young people think is in your own hands, and you can win if you love to fight, but when you reach my age, you will find that we human beings are too small to fight fate at all. ”

"Therefore, I think the ancients have a saying that is particularly good, 'do your best, obey the destiny of heaven', what a good sentence, we live, we must try our best to do everything well, and after that, it will be handed over to God, all of which are destined in the dark. Grandpa also sat on the bed and said to Xiao Yifei.

Xiao Yifei didn't seem to understand, he didn't agree with what his grandfather said that he had already predestined, he knew that as long as he worked hard, he could be admitted to the ideal university, and then become a great doctor like his grandfather.

"Grandpa, I still don't agree with what you said, I think as long as I work hard, there is nothing in this world that I can't do. Xiao Yifei propped his head on his hand and said to his grandfather.

Grandpa was silent for a while, and then said, "It's right for you to think so now, but when you reach a certain age, you will understand that what I said is actually not wrong." ”

Xiao Yifei sat at the writing desk, thinking back to the conversation he had with his grandfather in the middle of the night, and he now understands that sentence a little, as if life is really like this, many things after entering the society are really not what he thought before, and he will definitely be able to do it if he works hard.

Probably only when I was a student, grades were the only thing that could be done if I could work hard. He could have done well without working hard at that time. But now there are some things, even if he tries his best, nothing has changed.

It's like curing a dying patient.

He sat in his grandfather's room for a while, and then went to his own room, there were more things in his room than in his grandfather's room, some toys from his childhood, and a basketball that had lost his breath, and there was a stack of his awards in the table drawer, which had been yellowed, and he could only vaguely recognize the word Xiao Yifei.

He didn't know how he had won so many awards before, when he was in elementary and junior high school, basically as long as he had good grades, he could get the certificates of the three good students, and every time he got a certificate back, his grandfather would take him to eat delicious food.

He dug out a box from under his bed, and it contained some small messy things, like some slingshot made for him by his grandfather, and he kept all these things well.

There is also a photo of their whole family inside, which shows grandparents, mom and dad, grandparents sitting on chairs with him in their arms, and mom and dad standing behind the two old people. At that time, he smiled so happily that his eyes were gone. How nice it would be if life could be so happy forever.

This is the only family photo of them, and the only photo of his parents, he originally wanted to tear it up, but then he thought about it, forget it, it's just a photo, and it can't change anything.

At that time, the parents should also love each other, look at how close the two of them stand together, but time will still change everything, Xiao Yifei has seen many families, all of them are husband and wife are not in harmony, but because of the children have been living together.

Although this approach is not very good, but after all, they still have a complete family, and they don't know what kind of hatred and hatred there is between their parents, so they have to divorce at that time, and then quickly form their own family.

At this moment, he especially wanted to rewind time to the scene in the photo, when he was a child, he always looked forward to growing up, but now that he has grown up, he finds that what is good about growing up?

My grandparents have passed away a long time ago, and my parents have their own lives, leaving me alone to live here alone, so what is the meaning of me coming to this world? Xiao Yifei asked with some pain in his heart.

He wanted to cry, there was something in his heart to hold, it was extremely uncomfortable, but he found that he couldn't cry anymore, maybe he wanted to cry without tears, and this is what he said.

So he lay down on his bed, stared at the ceiling, didn't think about anything, and was in a daze. After lying quietly for a while, he felt that he was no longer so uncomfortable. He went out of his house, and after going around several other houses, he locked the door and went to the second uncle's house next door.

"Xiao Yifei, I've finished reading it so soon, then let's go out to eat, do you want to go and see your grandfather after eating?" the second uncle asked.

"yes, I'm not going to see my grandfather anymore, I think he's going to be angry. Xiao Yifei said.

Then the two of them walked out of the street, "Second uncle, get in the car, where do you say we are going to eat?" Xiao Yifei opened the car door and let the second uncle in.

"You should have lived well for the past two years, and you have bought a car. The second uncle said enviously.

"It's okay, I'm a doctor again now, I've done a few professions, and I found that the most suitable profession is still a doctor, and I feel like an idiot for other professions. Xiao Yifei said.

When he closed his own clinic, the second uncle persuaded him, but he finally chose to leave, but he didn't expect to return to the doctor's profession after a turn, Xiao Yifei was embarrassed to say it.

"It's not easy to do anything now, it's better to be a doctor, and now I feel relieved to see you so good. The second uncle said.

This second uncle can be regarded as watching Xiao Yifei grow up back then, and he thinks that it is really not easy for a child like Xiao Yifei to have such a big career now.

Xiao Yifei is also more kind to his second uncle, and feels that he is like his father, because he has not felt much father's love, so in his heart he has long regarded his second uncle as his relative.

In the past, when he was young, he often played with his second uncle's daughter, his daughter was about the same age as Xiao Yifei, and many times, Xiao Yifei would have dinner at their house and then meet his own home.

He saw the second uncle hugging his daughter very intimately, and he also hoped that the second uncle could hug him, but he never said this idea of his own. However, the second uncle often touched his head and often praised him for studying well.

(End of chapter)