He thought that his study abroad life would be like that, although he would experience setbacks, but he thought that he would have a very lively day, but he did not expect that what awaited him would be endless loneliness.

People on the Internet say that listening to Xu Wei's songs is very healing, and it is more effective than drinking a few large bowls of chicken soup for the soul, Xiao Yifei also thinks so, and now he prefers Xu Wei's other song "Empty Valley Youlan", "Even if there is a red face and a thousand calamities, it is difficult to eliminate the eternal sorrow of the king's heart, the mountain outside the mountain at the top of the green peak, and the sunset is lonely."

The starry night is sleepless, such as a glimpse of the illusion, a song ends with sadness and joy, the sky outside the sky between the sunset, the plum blossoms are quiet and independent in the spring cold, your supreme coolness in the red dust, the silence and light silently shine on the world, the line is like the wind and the king rides the dust, the hollow valley is absolutely loud who is listening to it so far, a thought of pure heart flowers blooms all over the world, and every desperate peak turns again, but with pure faith and freedom out of the world, it is just like waking up from a dream and returning in front of you.

Walk the end of the world in the silent mountains and rivers, listen to the evening breeze blowing the willow flute, step on the smoke and rain of the mango shoes, and the wisdom is brave and brave. ”

This song and "Blue Lotus" express a completely different meaning, a few years ago Xu Wei sang "Nothing can stop my yearning for freedom." A few years later, he sang "Walking to the end of the world and silent mountains and rivers". It is completely a feeling that a wanderer begins to live a peaceful life after returning to his hometown, which is also a bit similar to Lin Mu's mentality in recent years.

The lyrics of this song are full of ancient poetry and charm, with a little Zen, giving people a sense of transcendence.

There is a poem Buddha Wang Wei "The stream is lonely, one after another opens and falls", "go to the poor place of water, sit and watch the clouds rise" The tranquility and peace are indifferent.

After about twenty-five years old, Xiao Yifei suddenly looked down on everything, and he himself didn't notice this change, until once his friend heard the song "Hollow Valley Youlan" in his headphones, and looked at him with a surprised face: "Xiao Yifei, why have you started listening to this kind of song, do you think that you are already fifty years old, and you still have to go to the end of the world in silence." I've been thinking about living a dull life so early. ”

Xiao Yifei was stunned for a moment, and suddenly realized that his mentality had changed a lot unconsciously.

Listening to Xu Wei's "Empty Valley Orchid" along the way, I didn't feel bored, and soon arrived at my hometown.

The car drove slowly into the main city, and then walked west, to the place where he used to live, after the grandfather left, he originally planned to sell the house where the grandfather lived all his life, but then a neighbor's uncle persuaded: "Don't sell this house, if you come back in the future, you can still have a place to stay, after all, this is where your grandfather has lived all his life." ”

"If you don't mind, I'll take care of this house for you, anyway, I'm pretty idle every day now, after a week or two, I clean up, ventilate or something, and it won't take much effort, besides, if this house is suddenly sold to someone else, I'm a little unaccustomed to it, and I've been watching your grandfather go in and out here every day for most of my life." The uncle was also sad when he talked about his grandfather.

He realized that his grandfather's departure was not only a huge blow to him, but also to others, after his grandfather left, there were still so many people who remembered him, and grandpa should be very happy if he knew.

Xiao Yifei parked the car on the side of the street, and then walked towards the strange and familiar home, and when he arrived at the door, because he didn't have a key, he could only stand outside the door and watch.

At this time, a voice sounded: "Xiao Yifei, is it you?"

Xiao Yifei looked in the direction of the voice, and it turned out to be his former neighbor, the uncle who took the initiative to take care of his family.

"Second uncle, you're at home!" Xiao Yifei's voice was full of surprise.

"Xiao Yifei, it's really you, I thought you would never come back! I was watching TV in the house just now, and when I looked out of the window, I saw a person standing outside your door, and I didn't recognize it at first. ”

"You go to my house and sit down and have a drink, and then we'll go to your house again. The second uncle said that he was going to fly Xiao Yi to his home.

Xiao Yifei didn't shirk anymore, entered the house, sat down for a while, and said, "Second uncle, I still want to go to my house to have a look first, is it okay?"

The second uncle said, "Of course, let's go, I'll go get the key." ”

Then the two of them came to this house that had not been inhabited for two years.

When I entered the house, everything inside was the same as when Xiao Yifei first left, everything had not changed, just like Xiao Yifei had only been out for a few hours. The house is very clean, there is no dust on the table, and generally the house that has not been occupied for a long time will have a musty smell, but this house does not, which shows how well the second uncle takes care of this house.

"Second uncle, thank you so much, in the two years that I have been away, you have actually cleaned up this house so cleanly. Xiao Yifei said gratefully.

"Where, where, it's just a gesture, I just cleaned up this house yesterday, because I thought that today is not your grandfather's death day! Then I'll go back first, let's have a meal together at noon, and you'll finally come back." After the second uncle finished speaking, he walked out.

He knew that Xiao Yifei must most want to stay alone for a while at this time.

Xiao Yifei came to the room where his grandparents lived, and the furnishings in it were the same as in his memory, in fact, there was nothing in this room, a double bed, a writing desk, and then a bookcase, which was originally full of books, and then Xiao Yifei donated them all to the local library, because there were so many books that he couldn't take them away if he wanted to.

He sat at his desk, imagining that his grandfather was like this, sitting here, often reading books until midnight. In fact, when grandma is there, grandpa will not see it very late, every time grandma is sleepy and wants to break sleep, she turns off the light by herself, so grandpa can't read anymore, so he has to sleep.

Later, after his grandmother left, Xiao Yifei sometimes woke up in the middle of the night and could see that the light in his grandfather's room was always on, he thought it was just an accident at first, but he found out that it was like this for several nights in a row, so he went to his grandfather's bedroom to look, and found that his grandfather was reading a book there.

"Grandpa, why don't you sleep yet, it's three o'clock at night. Xiao Yifei glanced at the watch in his hand and said to his grandfather.

"It's okay, when people get old, they don't sleep much, I can't sleep at all now, it's better to get up and read a book!" Grandpa glanced up at Xiao Yifei, and then lowered his head to read.

"Grandpa, don't read the book, tell me your old story, anyway, I can't sleep when I wake up now. Xiao Yifei said, and after speaking, he sat down on his grandfather's bed and pulled the quilt to cover it. Grandpa's quilt has a faint smell of herbs.

"What happened in the past, what are you talking about, I'm old, I can't remember it clearly. Grandpa said slowly.

"Then tell me the story of you and your grandmother, or why you want to be a Chinese medicine doctor?" Xiao Yifei said.

"I won't talk about your grandmother, I don't know where to start. ”

(End of chapter)