Chapter 1140: Despair

In the ward, it was white, the sheets and quilts, and the walls were all white, and it was surprisingly quiet, and the person lying on the hospital bed was as lonely as a snowman in winter.

Yes, Tang Ling was lying on the white bed covered with white sheets, and her eyes looked straight out of the window. How she longed for the outside world, since she was sick, in the hospital, she felt like she was almost isolated, and now how she wanted to go out and see.

After a lot of twists and turns in Fei Langxuan's body, the virus in Tang Ling's body was finally effectively discharged, and her condition improved, coupled with the painstaking comfort of the doctor and Fei Langxuan, Tang Ling not only improved her condition, but also became a lot more optimistic in her mentality.

The doctor suggested that Tang Ling be hospitalized for a few days for observation, because her condition had just improved, and then she would be observed for a period of time, and if there was no problem, she would be discharged from the hospital if there was no problem.

Tang Ling seemed to feel that her chances of being discharged from the hospital were very stable, and she said that she did not feel any discomfort in her body now. What she hopes most now is to be discharged from the hospital as soon as possible.

Fei Langxuan came to visit Tang Ling with a bag of fruits and a bouquet of flowers, Tang Ling was very happy to see Fei Langxuan, Fei Langxuan handed the flowers to Tang Ling, she smiled and took the flowers and thanked her: "Thank you." Fei Langxuan smiled and put the fruit on the table.

Fei Langxuan picked up a big, red apple and peeled it, and he sat next to her hospital bed. "It's good to see you." Fei Langxuan said to Tang Ling while peeling apples.

"I can't thank you for that, if it weren't for you, I wouldn't have gotten better so quickly." Tang Ling lowered her head and played with the flowers and said to Fei Langxuan. "You don't have to thank me. That's my profession too. Fei Langxuan said lightly.

"Also, it's ridiculous that I'm a senior physician in the medical field, and I can't even know that I can't heal well, and I'm embarrassed to treat others, it's ridiculous." Tang Ling laughed at herself.

"It's all normal, a doctor can cure someone else's disease, but he can't cure his own disease, and that's the same with a great doctor." Fei Langxuan said this more like comforting her. "I know what level I have, or I am too knowledgeable, and I want to escape when I encounter a little setback, so things will get worse and worse, but I don't want to face it at all, I just want to escape." Tang Ling said lightly. The hand was still playing with the bouquet of flowers that Fei Langxuan brought.

"It's good to open it if you want to, some things are not so complicated." Fei Langxuan peeled the apple and handed it to Tang Ling, who took the apple, "It should be, thank you." Tang Ling took the apple and took a bite, wow, it's very sweet. She couldn't help but bite again.

"When will you be discharged?" Fei Langxuan's tone was still the same cold, he was really a cold person. Ha ha. "After a few days, the doctor said that he would be observing for a few days, and the day after tomorrow he would do a full body examination, and if there was no problem, he would be discharged." Tang Ling said confidently.

"Hmm." Fei Langxuan's tone was still cold. But Tang Ling didn't suggest, she was used to this iceberg. Tang Ling quickly finished eating the apples that Fei Langxuan had peeled for her. Said that he still wanted to eat again. Fei Langxuan was very quiet again, and peeled another apple for him. As soon as Tang Ling took the apple, his phone rang. Someone called him.

Fei Langxuan pointed to the screen of his mobile phone, meaning to tell Tang Ling that he would go out to answer a call. Tang Ling nodded and ate her apple. He walked out of the room.

Two minutes later, Fei Langxuan returned to the ward, "I have something to do, so I won't accompany you for now." Fei Langxuan said to Tang Ling. Feel free to do whatever you want. I can do it myself. Fei Langxuan asked Tang Ling to pay attention to rest and left. Tang Ling took a deep breath and exhaled, she was left with herself.

She had only bitten three pieces of the second apple, and she didn't want to eat it, and felt that she had lost any appetite. Lying in bed, I can't sleep. The two had been staring at the ceiling.

But she told herself that she had to rest well, so that she could do a good check-up, so that she could be discharged from the hospital and go home quickly, and she felt that everything here was about to merge with the potion. He couldn't stand the smell of potions in the hospital.

The next day, Fei Yinan and Song Ruyi also went to see her and brought her many supplements. Seeing that Fei Yinan and Song Ruyi could come to see her, Tang Ling couldn't be happier. Tang Ling likes Fei Yinan and Song Ruyi very much, because they are really good to her and treat her like her own daughter. Of course Tang Ling likes them.

Song Ruyi chatted with her for a long time, and learned that Tang Ling would be discharged from the hospital tomorrow after a full body examination, so she asked her to rest well so that she could do a good job in tomorrow's examination, and promised Tang Ling that she would be discharged from the hospital without him and Fei Yinan, and after being discharged from the hospital, they would make an appointment to chat together.

Song Ruyi and Fei Yinan went home first in order not to disturb Tang Ling's rest. After Song Ruyi came to chat with her for a while, her mood improved a lot, and she also slept a long, long nap, she really hadn't slept such a stable and long nap for a long time.

The next day, it was the day for Tang Ling to have a full body examination. At eight o'clock in the morning, Tang Ling did a full body examination under the doctor's arrangement, and it was already twelve o'clock at noon for a complete physical examination. The doctor told her to have lunch and go back to the ward to wait for the test results.

She felt that she was fine, and she was sure to be discharged from the hospital. She confidently waited for the results. She doesn't have to worry about not being able to get out of the hospital at all, she knows her own body, it's good.

She hurriedly finished her lunch, and immediately went back to the ward to pack her things, waiting for the doctor's words to let her go. Fei Yinan and Song Ruyi's family had already come to pick up Tang Ling home, and they all accompanied her in the ward to wait for news from the doctor.

At one o'clock, the examination report came out and the doctor came to the ward to look for her. She confidently thought she could be discharged. I asked the doctor anxiously, "Doctor, can I be discharged from the hospital?" "Well, at present, there is nothing wrong with your body, and there is no problem at all when you are discharged from the hospital. It's just ......," the doctor shook his head.

"What's wrong, doctor, what's wrong? Tell me, doctor, I can bear it. Seeing the doctor shaking his head, Tang Ling knew that something bad was wrong. Miss Tang, don't worry, listen to me, "Because of this virus, your body is very weak, and you have had an accidental miscarriage before, which makes your body even worse, and the chance of you being able to get pregnant in the future is only one percent, and the possibility of pregnancy is very small." You reconcile your mentality. With that, the doctor left.

Hearing this bad news from the doctor, everyone present was shocked, especially Tang Ling.

Her whole body froze, her hands clenched into fists, and her long, pointed nails were embedded in the flesh, but she felt no pain. I only felt dizzy, the whole world collapsed, and my eyes were dark.

The news made her feel like five thunderbolts, causing her to fall to the ground and cry bitterly. The mouth muttered: "Impossible, impossible." How could I not have children? Impossible....... Tang Ling covered her face and cried bitterly.

Song Ruyi came to her side and squatted down and hugged her. comforted her: "It's okay, it's okay, isn't it just a child?" We can't give birth, we can go and get one back! It's okay. Tang Ling cried even more sadly. Yes, child, don't be sad, there is still hope, the child will have. Fei Yinan also comforted her.

"Yes, Sister Tang Ling, there will always be children, don't be too pessimistic." Philozer comforted her. And Fei Langxuan didn't say anything, watching quietly.

After a while, Tang Ling raised her head, "You all go out, let me be quiet later, okay?" Tang Ling said with red eyes. Tang Ling ......, "Song Ruyi feels very sorry for her. "Let's all go out first, let her calm down." Fei Langxuan, who had been silent for a long time, finally spoke.

Fei Yinan also agreed with Fei Langxuan's suggestion, took Song Ruyi's hand, and pulled her out of the ward, and Fei Langxuan and Fei Luoze also came out. As soon as they went out with their front feet, Tang Ling locked the door with their back feet.

She sat numbly on the bed, facing the window, with her back to the door. Fei Yinan's family sat in the hallway outside the ward. Only Song Ruyi sat still, and always looked inside from the door.

Tang Ling's tears flowed down silently, why? Why did this to her? What exactly did he do wrong? Why didn't you even give her a way to live? Why did you push her so desperately? Why? What will she do in the future? Who would go to a barren woman to be his wife? She thought so, and then lost her voice in pain.

Song Ruyi was very distressed at the door, so Fei Yinan took her aside and didn't let her look at it. Also reassure her not to worry, she will be fine. Ferozer was also very worried about Tang Ling, since he came out of the ward, his brows had been tightened. Only Fei Langxuan sat very calmly, and his face was expressionless, so that people couldn't see what his mind was.

I don't know how long it has been, and the tears on Tang Ling's face have long since dried up. She sat quietly on the bed, not moving, not speaking, her eyes full of despair.

Song Ruyi banged on the door at the door, but Tang Ling ignored it as if she hadn't heard it. Maybe the soundproofing in the hospital room was so good that she couldn't hear it.

The more she is like this, the more worried Song Ruyi becomes, she is like she is now, it is like losing her soul, Song Ruyi can't wait, he wants Ferozer to bang on the door, just after having such a plan, she opened the door by herself: "Go home." With that, he left. Fei Yinan's family glanced at each other and quickly followed her.

After returning home, Tang Ling completely changed, she used to talk less, she talked less, and even didn't talk for a whole day. Then every time she eats, she eats very little, either she doesn't want to eat or she has no appetite, she can't give up all day long, talking to herself, which makes Song Ruyi very worried that if she goes on like this, she will not be able to stand it and fall, so she invited a psychiatrist to enlighten her.

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