As soon as I heard this, I stared at the lama in confusion and asked him, "What kind of Buddha is reborn!" ”

His face was overjoyed, and he ignored me, and ran directly towards Chen Erbei, and circled around him three or four times before he said in a trembling voice: "Oh my God, this child is really a Buddha reborn, it's amazing, it's amazing, is it God bless my Buddha." Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo”

As he spoke, the lama knelt down to the west, folded his hands, and looked extremely reverent, muttering something he did not understand, presumably thanking the gods.

I didn't want to interrupt him, but from what he said just now, it was enough to hear the difference between Chen Erbei, and thinking about it, Chen Erbei's night song was enough to prove that it was different.

Immediately, my heart sank, Cheng Xiaocheng was identified as having a Buddha heart and was taken to the West/Tibet for several years, and now looking at the attitude of the lama, this so-called Buddha seems to be more powerful than Cheng Xiaocheng with a Buddha heart.

Made, this lama won't have the idea of beating Chen Erbei, right?

At the moment, I didn't care about Chen Erbei's gestures, and immediately said, "Erbei, you go back to the Eight Immortals Palace first!" ”

He shook his head and made a few gestures on his hand, meaning that he was not going back, he was going to follow me.

I was a little angry, if I delayed it any longer, when the lama reacted, it would be difficult to leave, so he said: "Erbei, if you still treat me as a brother, listen to me, hurry back to the Eight Immortals Palace!" ”

He looked at me with some reluctance, but finally nodded and walked outside.

At this moment, the lama came back to his senses, grabbed Chen Erbei, and knelt down, followed by three bows and nine knocks, muttering a lot of words in his mouth, none of us could understand, but we could all see that the lama was really kneeling and worshipping Chen Erbei.

Seeing this scene, I glanced at Li Jiangang, and he asked me, "Palace Master, what should I do now?" ”

I thought about it for a while, and now let Chen Erbei leave, the lama obviously won't agree, it's better to take one step at a time, and say, "Let's see the situation first!" ”

The lama bowed on the ground for a long time before getting up, staring at Chen Erbei with sparkling eyes, and kept smashing his tongue in his mouth, "God bless the Buddha, the Buddha's son and the Buddha's heart are there, why worry about the Buddha's door not being carried forward." ”

Hearing this, I couldn't help but say, "Master, the second cup is my brother, you won't want to take him away!" ”

He smiled and bent over me, "No! Buddhism and Buddhism are concerned about the world, and they can naturally travel through all things in the world, how can we pull the palace to accommodate it. ”

As he spoke, he knelt down at me again, bowed, and continued: "Master Chen, thank you for letting the monk see the true face of the Buddha with your own eyes. ”

Hearing this, my face was happy, is this a good thing? If I can really enter the La Palace freely, does it mean that even if I go back to Xi/Tibet, I can still see her?

At that moment, I told the lama what I thought.

After hearing this, he frowned, "This..., Cheng Xiaocheng is the living Buddha of my palace, naturally I can't be affected by the love of my children, if you often go in and out of the palace, the monk can only choose a quiet place for Cheng Xiaocheng to concentrate on the Buddha." ”

I understood what he meant, if I went often, he would lock Cheng Xiaocheng up, to put it bluntly, he still didn't want me to meet Cheng Xiaocheng.

I rolled my eyes and glanced at Chen Erbei's body, not knowing if I could start with Chen Erbei's body.

Soon, I dispelled this thought, God knows what this lama is thinking, in case he didn't get Cheng Xiaocheng free, but put Chen Erbei into it, it's not cost-effective, and more importantly, Cheng Xiaocheng and I are destined not to be together, and Cheng Xiaocheng only has three years of life, and she must be allowed to devote herself to the Buddha to save her.

At that moment, I put away the careful thoughts in my heart, signaled the lama to lead the way in front, and walked towards the ward where Cheng Xiaocheng was, as for Chen Erbei, he followed behind us, to my surprise, the lama was reluctant to walk in front of Chen Erbei, saying that it was disrespectful, and he followed Chen Erbei in a daze.

When she came to Cheng Xiaocheng's ward, she was snuggling up to the head of the bed, staring out the window with her eyes blankly, and her face was happy when she saw me coming in, "Jiuwa!" How are you, are you feeling better? ”

I was about to go over, when the lama coughed lightly behind my back, and I immediately reacted and said with a calm face: "Xiao Cheng, I have a girlfriend!" ”

When she heard this, she didn't get angry but laughed, "Jiuwa, your trick is too old-fashioned!" ”

Well, this trick is indeed too old-fashioned, Cheng Xiaocheng has used it on me before, if it is to this extent, it will definitely not break her heart.

So, I turned my mind on her biological father, and as I walked over to her, I said, "Remember what I told you about my biological father?" ”

She seemed to know that I was here to break up with her, and her face sank suddenly, "Jiuwa, you don't have to say anything, if you want to break up with me because of the fact that I have a Buddha fate, just say it." ”

I was stunned, she knew about it, and she thought about it, she had been practicing Buddhism for two years, and it would be strange if she didn't know about it.

I didn't hide it, I nodded, and I recognized it.

She raised her hand and touched my face, her voice was a little low, and her hands trembled very much, "Once, I thought you were my heaven, and I also thought that you were my life's dependence, but, fate doomed us to not be together, I... I don't know how to say it, I can only tell you that I Cheng Xiaocheng only loves you in my life, even if we can't be together, you are still the love of my life, it has nothing to do with the wind and snow, it has nothing to do with the disparity in status, it has nothing to do with poverty and wealth, you are the nine babies I love. ”

Hearing this, the corners of my eyes were a little moist, Li Jiangang and they all withdrew from the room, leaving only me and Cheng Xiaocheng, and the lama stood at the door, as if he was afraid that I would do something cheating with Cheng Xiaocheng.

I can't wait to kick him out, Made, what can we do to cheat on us both of us right now.

At that moment, I shouted outside, "Lao Li, pull that lama out!" ”

"Good Ratcha!"

Then Li Jiangang answered, pulled the lama and walked out.

The lama may have also taken into account our situation, and half-pushed and half-retreated.

At the time of parting, the lama did not forget to throw me a wary look.

After he left, I talked a lot to Cheng Xiaocheng, and I told my experience in the past two years word for word, and the things that wrapped Joyce, Su Mengke and Wen Xue were all said word for word.

When I finished saying this, it was already half past four in the morning, and she was lying in my arms, her eyes staring at me all the time, for fear of missing any words, and when she talked about the night I and Wen Xue, she frowned, and finally did not speak.

"Jiuwa, in just two years, I didn't expect you to go through so much!" She looked at me and said softly.

I hummed and asked her what she had been doing for the past two years!

She said: "My life is very boring, I recite different Buddhist scriptures every day, and occasionally I have to practice, but Zhu Kaiyuan takes care of me!" By the way, you plan to deal with Zhu Kaiyuan and leave him alive, which can be regarded as repaying him for taking care of me for two years! ”

I hummed, I didn't think about Zhu Kaiyuan's treatment, I just planned to hand him over to the police.

Then, we chatted for a while, until five o'clock, she suddenly moved, and looked at me with straight eyes, "Jiuwa, how are you going to face Joyce and Wen Xue!" ”

As if she was afraid that I would lie, she deliberately added, "I want the truth!" ”

I thought about it for a moment and said, "I don't know!" ”

She looked down and muttered, "If I hadn't shown up, would you be with one of them?" ”

I didn't know how to answer the question, so I shook my head and didn't speak.

She asked again, "Jiuwa, do you love me?" Even if I get bad, will you continue to love me? ”

I still didn't know how to answer this question, so I shook my head.

She continued to ask, "Jiuwa, I... Tired, I... I... I think... With you... points..."

Before she could say the last word, I immediately interrupted her, "Well, I know! ”

"That's... This time, we—" she said.

I hummed, my heart was like a knife, but, thinking of the lama's words, I couldn't say anything, so I could only endure the heart-rending pain in my heart and say, "Take care of yourself in the future!" ”

"You too!" She said.

After saying this, the two of us looked at each other, no one spoke, just looked at each other quietly, at this moment, I felt my heart was broken into pieces little by little, in the conversation I just had with her, there were true and false, it was really all my experience, what was false was that when she asked me about my feelings, I chose to be silent, if it weren't for the lama's words, I would have said out loud, I love her, crazy love her.

But, in the face of fate, I chose to give in, just as Lao Xiucai said at the time, people live, and fighting with the sky is stupid/forced behavior, let me ask, people, how to fight the sky?

Heaven, let the mountain collapse and crack, people, how to stop it?

Days, let the downpour, people, how to avoid?

Days, let the big snowdrift house, people, how to stop?

The so-called going against the sky, that's just a sentence in the novel, in the face of reality, I don't know how to choose except to give in.

Even if you hate this fate, what can you do?

Even if you rebel against fate, what can you do?

It's all in vain!

We both stayed in the room until dawn, and she was probably tired and fell asleep, and I pulled out my arm with great difficulty and kissed her lightly on the lips, and the tears slipped down her face without a hitch.

"Goodbye, my favorite person, if I have the chance, I will go to Xi/Tibet to pick you up!"

After saying this, I limped towards the door of the ward, and when I was about to go out, I turned my head to look at her again, but found that she opened her eyes and looked at me, and when she saw me looking at her, she immediately pretended to close her eyes.

I smiled wryly, and I could clearly see a few tears hanging from the corners of her eyes.

I don't know if it's the perfect ending, at least, it's the best ending for me and her for the current situation.

love passes,

Dream without a trace,

Only the way,

Sad. (To be continued.) )