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I nodded, and reluctantly withdrew from the room.

Before going out, I turned my head and glanced at Cheng Xiaocheng, the heart-rending heartache made my whole person in a very numb state, and the whole person was like a walking corpse.

Back in the ward, I was lying on the hospital bed, and I didn't know why, I suddenly wanted to drink, so I said to Li Jiangang, "Lao Li, do you have any wine?" ”

He was stunned for a moment, as if he wanted to say a few words to me, but in the end he didn't say anything, and walked towards the door, and as he walked, he said, "I'll buy it!" ”

When he left, I stared blankly at smallpox, and my mind was full of the words of the previous lama:

If the two of you are together, you will lose both of you, and at worst, two families will be ruined.

In order to see you, she knelt on 30,000 steps, and her knees were broken.

She has the potential to become the first female living Buddha in history.

The body of a living Buddha is not allowed to be touched by ordinary people.

Self-desperation, do not get along.

"Xiao Cheng, are you and I really destined?"

I whispered softly, glanced at the door, and saw Li Jiangang coming back with a bottle of liquor, it was 52 degrees Huiyanfeng, he walked towards me, and opened the wine bottle at the same time, "Palace master, men, you will always experience broken love, since you and Cheng Xiaocheng have no relationship, it is better to be free and easy." ”

Taking the liquor from his hand, I ignored him and poured it violently, the hot pain made me cough, and the bandage on my body faintly showed a trace of blood.

"Palace Master, I know you're uncomfortable, but you're injured, drink less, the Eight Immortals are still waiting for you!" Li Jiangang came over and wanted to snatch the wine bottle.

I stopped, didn't speak, and took another sip.

"Alas!" Li Jiangang sighed heavily and sat down next to me, "To be honest, I'm a little disgusted with Cheng Xiaocheng, but after listening to the lama's words, I feel it!" Love is like this, people who obviously love each other, but they can't be together, I think back then, I was like this. ”

I glanced at him in surprise, but still didn't speak, took another sip, and heard him say, "Palace Master, she deliberately behaved debauchery in front of you, and insulted them for two cups, I feel that she doesn't want to hurt you, can you bear to hurt her?" In my opinion, a long pain is better than a short pain, but it is better to break up freely, one for her, and the other for yourself. ”

Subsequently, Li Jiangang said a lot to me, generally, love in the world is like this, the person you love the most may not be suitable for you, and what suits you may not be your favorite, let me look indifferent.

To be honest, the bystanders can never be the mood of the person concerned, and my mood at that time, I wanted to drink a bottle of pesticide to kill myself, and I really responded to the sentence, love is a promise of life and death.

That's it, I stayed in the ward until the evening, and I planned to wait until I was better to go directly to Hengyang to find Guo Fatzi, after all, the goods are still taking drugs, and I don't know what Lu Qiusheng is doing with him, so I must rush back as soon as possible to see.

It was about ten o'clock in the evening when an unexpected figure appeared in the ward, it was the lama.

When he entered the room, he nodded at me with a respectful attitude.

This made me wonder, why did this lama's attitude change all of a sudden when he shouted at me during the day, so he asked, "Master, what are you?" ”

He walked over with a Zen stick, and he was not polite, and directly motioned to Li Jiangang to stand away with Chen Erbei, and he sat down next to me, and said straight to the point: "Chen Jiu, the monk has something to ask for!" ”

"What's the matter?" I asked suspiciously, and I felt that it was not a good thing for this lama to come to me.

"The monk wants you to break up with Cheng Xiaocheng in person!" His eyes were fixed on me, and the staff in his hand was tilted slightly to my side, and I felt that I would be killed if I disagreed.

"Why?" I asked.

"She's awake!" The lama said lightly, "Her character, you should understand, it is difficult to fall in love with someone else, if you are separated like this, the monk is worried that she will continue to be nostalgic for Hongchen, so I want you to hurt her again." ”

I can't cry or laugh, as he said, I understand Cheng Xiaocheng's character, and she also understands my character, if I hurt her inexplicably, she will definitely understand that I am disguised, not to mention, she is my favorite woman, how can I bear to hurt her, even if she dies, I can't say anything about hurting her.

However, the next words of the horn made me hesitate.

He said: "The monk's master has calculated a hexagram for Cheng Xiaocheng, the hexagram shows that Cheng Xiaocheng only has a life span of twenty-three, she is twenty this year, and there are only three years of life left. ”

"What!" I exclaimed, Cheng Xiaocheng can only live to be 23 years old? Jiang Ye has never told me about this, what is going on, how can a person as good as Cheng Xiaocheng have a short life, and more importantly, judging from her face and birthday, she is not a short-lived person!

"Zai Ye, the monk's master is the great living Buddha of the palace, his words have never been wrong, in addition, don't forget why she went to the West/Tibet, the monk just wants to tell you, only you can help her in this matter!" When the lama said this, his eyes were very sincere, and his attitude was like that of two people during the day.

I was stunned, I wasn't in the mood to listen to what he said, I just wanted to run over to find Cheng Xiaocheng, but the lama grabbed my arm, "Chen Jiu, you have only one choice, either you will never see Cheng Xiaocheng from now on, or you will break her heart now, and you may have the opportunity to meet in the future, in addition, the monk assures you that you have no possibility of seeing her, even if your master comes in person, the monk still says this." ”

"The past of Hongchen is the fetters of the world, how can the body of a living Buddha be a child!" The lama added, "Chen Jiu, I hope you think it through, there is only one chance!" ”

"Even if my master goes, it's like this?" I looked at the lama and asked word by word.

For me, the master has always been a god-like being, and in the afternoon, I was still trying to find a way to get the master's information and ask the master to go to the West/Tibet, but it didn't seem to work in front of this lama, which dashed my only hope.

"Every year out of high monks, a hundred years out of living Buddhas, what do you think?" The lama looked at me with a serious face.

"I see!" I spit out three words lightly, feeling that the strength in my body was drained at this moment, so I asked him: "What should I do, I will let Cheng Xiaocheng see him later." ”

"Hurt her heart, hurt her hard, let her no longer be nostalgic for the past of Hongchen, and devote herself to the Buddha, so that the monk assures you that every three years, he will let you see Cheng Xiaocheng once, and the time for each meeting is three days." He said.

"Aren't you afraid that we will meet and rekindle the old love?" I asked the question in my mind.

"She's willing to see you!" He told the truth.

I instantly understood, with Cheng Xiaocheng's character, once she dies, she will never see me again, even if she says goodbye, it is a stranger, in other words, no matter what I do, I am destined to have no chance with Cheng Xiaocheng, but I still don't want to do this, on the one hand, I am reluctant to give up this relationship, and on the other hand, I am worried that this relationship will hurt Cheng Xiaocheng.

Some people say that two people who love each other don't have to be together, and at this moment, I vaguely understand, maybe the relationship is like this!

Cheng Xiaocheng is a hard-working person, I don't want to see her hurt again, let alone see her only three years of life!

Only by living can there be hope! And the most important thing right now is to let her live!

At the moment, I nodded, "Okay!" But how do you promise to see her every three years? ”

"This is the monk's waist card, you can walk in the palace at will, every three years, the monk will hand over this waist card to Jiang Ye, you can find him to take the waist card, to the palace, the monk has his own way to let you see her." As he spoke, he pulled out a waist card and raised it in front of me.

I glanced at the waist card, nothing out of the ordinary, that is, there was a big hand behind the waist card, the big hand was very strange, as if it could attract people's eyes, just a moment, I felt a little sore in my eyes.

The lama seemed to be very satisfied with my reaction, and continued: "Chen Jiu, her life and death are just a matter of your thoughts, you think about it yourself, the monk only gives you three minutes, and you will not wait for it!" ”

After speaking, the lama closed his eyes and began to meditate, with the feeling that his ears did not hear what was going on outside the window.

I thought about it for a while, and he gave me an ultimatum, so he said: "Don't think about it, I agreed, it's just that I hope you didn't lie to me, otherwise, even if you don't give up this life, it won't make you feel better." ”

"Don't leave home, don't gossip!"

He smiled and made a gesture of please.

I glanced at Li Jiangang on the side and motioned for him to help me out, but Chen Erbei got up abruptly and stopped in front of me, screaming in his mouth, and kept gesturing with his hands.

I couldn't understand what he meant, but what I didn't expect was that the lama's eyes suddenly lit up when he looked at Chen Erbei's movements, his whole body trembled, his face turned red, and he said in a trembling voice: "Oh my God, Buddha... Buddha... The rebirth of the Buddha's son..."(To be continued.) )