Chapter 214: Every Girl Has a Dream in Her Heart
"Yin Yin, don't think too much, lie down and sleep." Xiao Junran lay down Wang Ruiyin's body flat, and then put an ice pack on her forehead, he hoped that with the help of physical antipyretic methods, she could lower her heat...... After doing all this, he stayed by her side ......, his eyes were full of sadness, but there was still a warm smile on his face, he looked at her......
Wang Ruiyin seemed to be talking to herself, but she seemed to be saying to him......
"Every girl has a dream in her heart, that is, like a princess in a fairy tale, she can be pitied by the prince...... be loved, hurt, and ...... for a lifetime, even if she is an ordinary girl, she will have such a dream in her heart......"
"I'm not a princess, but I'm so longing, my favorite prince can, can also set his eyes on me...... I'm not a princess, even, not even Cinderella, but I, in my heart, still long, can be noticed by the beloved prince...... I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I'm wrong, but I think, even if, I'm not a princess, I'm an ordinary girl, I'm not worthy of a prince, I, I also have the right to love him in my heart, I also have, in my heart, the right to look forward to such a beautiful love......"
"Jun Ran, the moonlight tonight is so beautiful, I can't ......extricate myself from the softness that I have fallen into it, Jun Ran, please let me indulge myself on such a beautiful night, okay?"
Hearing her say this, somehow, Xiao Junran's eyes were a little ......sour, which made him feel more sorry for her, and he couldn't bear to leave, he grabbed her hand, accompanied by melancholy, and asked softly: "How do you want to indulge." ”
Wang Ruiyin's eyes were full of tears, but the corners of her mouth overflowed with a bright smile......
"Junran, I, I've been held back for a long time, for a long time, almost crazy......" said this, tears gleamed in her eyes, "because, because of me, heh-" she laughed, "I never dared to tell anyone that I loved him......, and even, I didn't even dare to write my feelings for him in my diary......"
Saying this, her body trembled, Xiao Junran suddenly clenched her hand slightly, her eyes became more and more mournful and soft, staring at her......
"I'm so afraid, I'm so afraid of being known by others that I love him......" She had more tears in her eyes, sobbed, and said in a choked voice, "But I'm more afraid, and what I'm even more afraid of is that he knows." ”
"So I don't dare to tell anyone, I don't dare to write it in my diary, because I am afraid that others will know, I am afraid of getting close to him, because my identity is very different from him, and the distance is too far, so I have to force myself to stay away from his ......, I dare not tell anyone, and I can't write it in my diary for my own keepsake......"
"But, but when I think of it, it's rare to fall in love with someone in this life, but I can't keep it in memory and can't leave any traces when I love, I have a feeling, I have a feeling that I have lived in vain in this life...... I have been a girl for nothing, because, because it's like, I, as I just said, even if I'm not a princess, I'm not worthy of him, even if I'm an ordinary girl, so what, I also have the right to love a man, even if I can't be loved by him, I just have the right to love him unilaterally......"
"So I'm unwilling, so unwill......ing, why is a princess and a prince in love, they can be happy together, can be blessed by so many people, their love can also be made into a fairy tale, read to countless children, why I love a man to love so silently...... why my love will not only not be blessed, but also buried by time...... I am unwilling, I think, in this way, my youth is incomplete......"
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