"Junran, I, I've been held back for a long time, for a long time, almost crazy......" said this, tears gleamed in her eyes, "because, because of me, heh-" she laughed, "I never dared to tell anyone that I loved him......, and even, I didn't even dare to write my feelings for him in my diary......"

Saying this, her body trembled, Xiao Junran suddenly clenched her hand slightly, her eyes became more and more mournful and soft, staring at her......

"I'm so afraid, I'm so afraid of being known by others that I love him......" She had more tears in her eyes, sobbed, and said in a choked voice, "But I'm more afraid, and what I'm even more afraid of is that he knows." ”

"So I don't dare to tell anyone, I don't dare to write it in my diary, because I am afraid that others will know, I am afraid of getting close to him, because my identity is very different from him, and the distance is too far, so I have to force myself to stay away from his ......, I dare not tell anyone, and I can't write it in my diary for my own keepsake......"

"But, but when I think of it, it's rare to fall in love with someone in this life, but I can't keep it in memory and can't leave any traces when I love, I have a feeling, I have a feeling that I have lived in vain in this life...... I have been a girl for nothing, because, because it's like, I, as I just said, even if I'm not a princess, I'm not worthy of him, even if I'm an ordinary girl, so what, I also have the right to love a man, even if I can't be loved by him, I just have the right to love him unilaterally......"

"So I'm unwilling, so unwill......ing, why is a princess and a prince in love, they can be happy together, can be blessed by so many people, their love can also be made into a fairy tale, read to countless children, why I love a man to love so silently...... why my love will not only not be blessed, but also buried by time...... I am unwilling, I think, in this way, my youth is incomplete......"

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Xiao Junran listened on the side, tears followed, and he nodded silently......

Yin Yin interpreted her pain very well, and it had completely infected him......

"So, I really don't know what to do...... should I approach him? If I get close to him, I will be completely swallowed up by his beautiful black hole, and I will completely destroy ......, but if I don't get close to him, stay away from him, and let time dilute my feelings, I really feel that I have been a girl for nothing......"

"I will regret it, I will regret it for the rest of my life, no matter which choice, which result, I will regret it for the rest of my life......"

Xiao Junran has always held her hand tightly, constantly soothing and comforting her......

I don't know if this man is Zou Kai, but whether it is or not, what she said undoubtedly moved him......

He suddenly felt that he understood why in the dream of Red Mansions, Jia Baoyu felt that his daughter was made of water......

Yes, my daughter is made of water, and she needs to be cared for......

As a man, he should also protect the woman who belongs to him and not make her sad...... (Readers, don't get me wrong, Xiao Junran is definitely thinking of Lu Yunqian at this time)

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I don't know how long it took for Wang Ruiyin to fall asleep, and Xiao Junran has been by her side. When she was sleepy, she slept next to the bed for a while, and then woke up to see if her forehead was still hot......

Xiao Junran helped her change the ice pack on her forehead every one or two hours......

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