Chapter 561
When we came back from the visit to the cabin, the people who were waiting in place were obviously a little impatient, Xue Zhenjie and Jian Yang each leaned on a big tree, looking at us leisurely, it was obvious that the two words "boring!" ”
"Have you seen enough?" Xi Ying stepped forward and whispered, "Let's leave quickly, it's ghostly and scary here."
"Is there one?" I looked up at the midday sun, and it didn't look like what she said!
"Yes, let's go, let's go" Xi Ying pushed me and ran forward quickly.
"Huh? Don't push it, I'll go by myself" I was caught off guard by her, stumbling under my feet, and almost planting a dog to gnaw mud.
"Ning'er!" An exclamation of success made me stumble again.
I rubbed my forehead with a headache and forced myself to smile back, "Don't worry, it's okay!" ”
"Xiao Ning, you and your mother... How so... Belch... Unfamiliar? Xi Ying's gaze swirled suspiciously on me and my mother.
"I found out, you really have a lot of questions, why don't you go quickly, aren't you afraid of being taken away by ghosts?" I looked at her suspiciously, raised my eyebrows, and the thing was immediately frightened, swallowed, and left in a sneer.
Along the way, I always deliberately kept my distance from my mother, who was always trying to shorten the distance, and after N accelerations, I managed to catch up with the blue linfeng at the front.
Lan Linfeng turned his head and looked at me, "How is it like running for your life?" ”
"Nothing, aren't you?" I hooked the corners of my mouth, he didn't get any better, Father Lan's gaze pierced through the autumn water, I couldn't wait to retract back into my mother's womb, not to mention him, the main master, my intuition told me that the thin sweat on Lan Linfeng's forehead would definitely not be tired, it must have been tortured by Father Lan's gaze.
Lan Linfeng sighed, his gaze became distant, "I don't blame him for this, no one can face the child who exchanged his beloved life, he is not only the murderer, but also his own blood and blood, hate, ruthless, love, can't get over that hurdle, the contradiction is very normal, at that time, sending me away was the wisest choice." Brothers and sisters are even more right, they have lived together for so many years, and suddenly a me, I will definitely be very unaccustomed, and this younger brother is still the guy who caused them no mother's love in his father's mouth, and it is understandable to exclude them. So, when I had the ability to leave and let them feel free, I left, and warned myself not to disturb their lives anymore, hoping that I could take away their unhappiness, maybe I owed too much, God sent me a chance to remedy, not long after leaving, the elder found me, with the guilt in my heart and the heart that wanted to make up for it, I almost didn't bother to speak, I agreed, because he said that I was needed, some things only I could, now I think about it, I was childish and ridiculous at that time, but it was also thanks to my own naivety, because of this decision, I don't regret it, even if you ask me now, I will still agree"
This is the first time Lan Linfeng has talked to me about his past, and it is also the first time to tell me how he and the old man met, he seems to let go of the burden in his heart, and let out a long sigh, "Now that he is treated like this, he is a little uncomfortable"
"Well, I feel the same way!" I nodded approvingly, "I'm a little unbearable too."
Lan Linfeng smiled gently, "Okay, my story is over, now let's talk about you, the last time I went to your house, I noticed it, and your relationship is also very delicate"
Hearing this, I evoked a faint smile, looked back at the others, they were in a hurry, and no one noticed the whispers here, and sighed softly, "What about me, it's much simpler, when the old man found me, I was still very young, just imagine a child, with that kind of power and memory, I have long been goodbye to the innocence, so I have not been very close to my family, I have also tried to be a good baby in everyone's eyes, endure the discomfort, and force myself to do what I should do at that age, but I can't accept it, Besides, if you talk too much, you will lose, so how can such a taciturn and unremarkable child who can't make adults happy win the hearts of the people? And when he knew his identity, he already knew in his heart that the most important thing he should do should be alienation. I was still very young at the beginning, and I couldn't do it at all, until... Jing's death, I watched her fall, or I threw it down with my own hands, then I knew that everything was too late, this time I didn't have to alienate myself, I had already been expelled from their hearts, so... This is too enthusiastic Mom, it makes me feel the urge to run away, are we a little masochistic," I laughed.
Lan Linfeng's tightly locked eyebrows slowly stretched, and there was indescribable affection in his eyes, and he slowly took my slightly trembling hand, "Hehe, it turned out to be sympathy, I said why do I feel very kind when I see you, okay, say it, do you feel more comfortable?" ”
I smiled and didn't speak, my relaxed expression answering his question.