It hurts

When there is wind, the sky is full of dust, and when there is no wind, it is constantly dropping powder.

She turned to leave, and the dog brought food.

Confrontation between the two.

She was holding herself up and not allowing herself to show a trace of weakness in front of him.

She subconsciously has an instinct not to show her weakness in front of a male who has already moved his heart for another female.

Because there is no use except for self-inflicted humiliation.

Weakness can only be revealed in front of a male who loves himself deeply and loves him deeply.

Because only the male who loves you deeply will pity you for this weakness of yours.

The male was already flirting with the other females. It means that his heart has departed.

When a man or an orc is the same, his heart has left, all efforts are in vain.

Your weakness in front of him will only annoy him even more, and it doesn't make any sense.

If you are the best scumbag, the weaker you behave, the more he looks down on you.

I also want to come back and step on you a few times, so that you can leave faster and don't delay the good things of others.

Give yourself a little self-esteem and leave yourself with dignity.

Don't be weak, don't weep. so that they may have the courage to continue their lives in the future.

If you are weak, you will weep, and in the dead of night, when you are alone, you will cry to yourself, and you will be weak to yourself.

You must not throw your dignity at his feet as something cheap and let him trample on it.

It hurts to think of this moment in my long life for the rest of my life.

In such a state of mind, thoughts and feelings are at odds with each other, a contradictory coexistence.

Xiao Sisi felt lonely and lonely in this boundless emptiness, and felt lonely and eroded by bones.

If you return to Chiguo Mountain immediately, maybe everything will be fine immediately.

But she was reluctant to return. She would rather be alone here, lonely and cry for a long time.

I don't want to go back to Chiguo Mountain to see the incomparably lively fireworks scene in the meadow.

I don't want to see Dog Ju and Yuru chatting relatively hotly, talking and laughing. Not to mention, you might even see them partying together.

The excitement is all theirs, and she has nothing.

She didn't want to join in the excitement either. She would rather listen to the roar of the beast outside the house to soothe her lonely heart.

For a moment, she thought to herself, it is better to go to the Chambord River and be accompanied by the lonely chasing wind. At most, it's one more neighbor skunk.

It's just that this thought flashed through me. The sourness in my heart quietly surged up again.

sighed in my heart: I should resolve my loneliness by myself, and don't pin my hope to resolve my loneliness on others.

The dog sentence will change, won't chasing the wind change? Chasing the wind will also change, and even Yexuan may also change.

Who will be good to whom for the rest of their lives?

You can't force it, and no one else has this obligation. Humans change, and so do orcs.

Therefore, instead of forcing others, it is better to be kind to yourself.

Xiao Si thought about this, and his mood gradually calmed down.

The tears also slowly stopped. The sourness in my heart also faded.

Thinking back to the past few days, I have traveled all the way to the current place in a daze.

Backed by the mountains, facing the river, there are boundless meadows in the north and thousands of miles of fertile fields in the south, which is really a very nice place.