Infinitely sour
She only felt that she was suddenly blessed with a blessing to her heart, and she deeply felt the preciousness of the equality of all beings.
At this moment, lying on the wooden bed in the stone room, burrowing into the quilt, feeling the loneliness brought by the boundless emptiness.
Listen to the cries outside, whether it's the chirping of insects or the roar of wild animals.
It was completely different from the feeling I had when I first lived alone in Qionglou.
At that time, I was sleeping alone late at night, listening to all kinds of strange screams and roars, and I felt very frightened.
I was so scared that I couldn't sleep.
At this time, listening to these similar voices outside the stone room, I actually felt that the existence of these voices was a gentle comfort, a kind of thoughtful comfort, and a kind of companionship full of feelings for my soul that felt particularly lonely at this time.
If there were no such voices, the silence would have made people feel even more lonely and frightened, right?
For a few days, Xiao Sisi, who had been numb, would have his thoughts flying wildly, and he felt that he could barely think about problems.
In the past few days, she has consciously numbed herself.
I don't want to think back to the scene that happened a few days ago next to the meadow outside the small bamboo building in Chiguo Mountain, between myself and the dog sentence, and between the dog sentence and Yuru.
You can't think deeply, you can't think about it.
Once she thought about it, she was afraid that she would collapse immediately, and she would be paralyzed, crying, and at a loss.
The world is so big that you will feel lonely and don't know where to go.
After a tiring long journey, after a sweet sleep in the dark, I dreamed back at midnight.
Thinking back to that scene, my heart was indeed like a knife, and I burst into tears in an instant, and I only felt boundless grievances and sourness in my heart, and I wanted to cry out.
At this point, he could only cry silently.
Xiao Sisi didn't understand what was wrong with him.
Thinking about it carefully, she felt that before she cultivated, no matter how powerless she was, how fragile her body was.
Sometimes she feels dazed, and sometimes she feels like she is broken, but deep down, she feels that she can still be called strong.
And now, she can travel thousands of miles on her own.
You can rely on the Dao techniques you have cultivated to protect your own safety, and you can arrange your own food, clothing, housing and transportation, although it is not very delicate and comfortable.
But it is not so that there is no clothing, no food, and no place to stay at night.
But because of the sudden blow to her from the dog sentence, she suddenly realized that although her skills were much stronger, she felt less strong in her heart, and even felt weak.
This is not what she wants to be.
She once set herself a goal in life: to be strong and warm.
Strong is not only the strength of the ability, but also the strength of the heart, without the strength of the heart, where can the ability be strong?
Without the strength of the heart, what is the use of the ability to be strong?
Just like now, he is empty of Taoism, but he cries alone in the middle of the night.
She felt that she was not moving towards this goal, but at the same time that her skills were a little stronger, she became a weak and cold person at heart.
The moment when the dog promised Yuru to go to the meadow to carnival together, she clearly felt her heart sink.
The feeling of that moment was that the sky was falling.
I even felt my heart shattering little by little, like the stones that had been weathered away for thousands of years on the mountain.
A heart is instantly weathered into pieces.