"Meaning, if you feel that everyone is biased towards me and indifferent to you. Then what you have to do is not to cry coquettishly and make people care about you. It's about thinking about how to change yourself, make yourself better, and make people favor you. For well-behaved children, you don't need to say it, adults will be partial to you. Right? ”

"Let me tell you, there is absolutely no way to make people care about you and favor you with unreasonable trouble. Believe me, this is my brother's bloody experience. When I was a child, just like you, I always felt that my dad didn't care about me and didn't love me. And then, I did a lot of things that made my dad hate me. For example, let Gu Lingse get out of my dad's side. I thought it would make my dad have only me in his eyes, but in fact, I just pushed my dad further. ”

"Later, I found that my attitude towards Gu Lingse was a little better, not only Gu Lingse was moved, but my father was also very happy. Their attitude towards me has suddenly improved a lot. At that time, I realized that I wanted to be loved by my dad, and it was useless to rely on unreasonable troubles and coquettishness. I can only change myself, and I will do whatever they like. You see, it's not like I've become everyone's little baby now, and everyone loves me. ”

Little baby, this title made Tang Lin shudder fiercely.

"Poggy, you're disgusting."

"Who's to say it isn't? I just want to disgust you. ”

“…… I ignore you. ”

"Well, that's right. I'm disgusted with you, you ignore me, what else can I do? Look, aren't you a fast learner? ”

Tang Lin narrowed his eyes and stared at Poji with a straight gaze.

Porgi's expression changed, and he protected his chest, "What do you want to do?" Although I only wear a pair of panties now, I don't have much interest in men. You don't think too much about it. ”

"You're thinking too much!!" A child with a character like Tang Lin, when he meets a child with a character like Poji, there is usually only one ending-

to death.

"Poggy." Tang Lin stiffened his expression and said very seriously: "I suddenly feel that you are not so annoying. ”

"Really? I want you to hate me. Because I hate you. ”

In fact......

He was also envious of Poggy.

For liking to drink and disgust, he can say it very easily, very generously, and very chicly. And he, he really can't do it.

He was embarrassed to say what he liked. For what he hated, he didn't dare to say it openly. Unlike Poggy, hate is hate, and like is like. He never hid his heart, and he never tucked his attitude.

It is very difficult for him to be able to express his likes and dislikes in a generous manner.

When will he be able to live as openly and chic as Porgy, he thought?

I guess it's going to be a long, long time.

Because the real reason why Poggy can say his likes and dislikes without scruples is Poggy's self-confidence and strength. Because it is powerful, if you like it, you can say it directly, and if you don't like it, you can say it clearly, and you don't need to hide it at all. Because of his lack of self-confidence and weakness, he can't even say a word of annoyance.

For the first time, Tang Lin truly realized the gap between himself and Poggy.

"All right, lad." Poggy curled his lips, "Don't be too frustrated. Life is like this, when you are happy like a little two. Force, you're really stupid. When you find yourself a failure, a small person, and a lot of nothing, you have already started to grow. A person who has nothing in his head is not afraid of anything. The ignorant, so fearless. Scared because you know the gap between yourself and others. ”

"Poggy, why are you doing this to me?"

"Huh?" He said so much about feelings, does this kid still have prejudices against him?

"I mean, why are you enlightening me like that? You even gave me an example of what happened when you were a child. It doesn't seem like the relationship between me and you is so good? ”

"You're right." 
"What? ”

"The relationship between me and you is not so good. I'm going to talk to you like this just because I don't want you to say anything that chills my dad. Don't think about it, I'm not enlightening you to comfort you. It's for the people I care about. ”

Tang Lin raised his eyebrows, "Here, is there Gu Lingse?" ”

Poggy was stunned.

"You said that you have a good attitude towards Gu Lingse because you want to please Quan Zimo. It's not because you're really starting to like Gu Lingse. Quan Zimo wants to see you and Gu Lingse have a good relationship, so you show Quan Zimo the picture he wants to see. Na Boji, do you really hate Gu Lingse in your heart? ”

Poji pursed his lips and said coldly, "Let's talk about your problem, why are you talking about me?" "While you're enlightening me, why don't you enlighten yourself? You obviously started to like Aunt Gu, but the dead duck refused to admit it. ”

"Yes, I'm not as good as you." Poggy smiled, very carelessly, "What do you say to Gu Lingse." I'll never like her. Really, I won't like her for the rest of my life. However, I don't hate her now, and it's true. ”

"Why do you hate Gu Lingse?"

"If your father divorced your mother because of Gu Lingse, do you want to hate Gu Lingse?" 
Tang Lin thought for a while and replied very seriously, "It depends on the situation." "What's the situation? "If Aunt Gu seduced my dad and divorced my parents, then I would definitely hate her for the rest of my life. But if Aunt Gu didn't do anything, why should I hate her? It's not her fault. ”

Perhaps, this is the reason why if you look at the problem from another angle, it will change dramatically.

Poggy has always felt that the reason why his parents divorced was because of the woman Gu Lingse. But think about it on the other hand, if there is no woman Gu Lingse, can his parents' marriage be maintained forever?

This result made Poggi feel very powerless.

Regardless of whether Gu Lingse is or not, his parents seem to be divorced. Because, his dad didn't love his mother at all, and even before his mother took him to find his dad, his dad didn't even know that there was a person.

With such a relationship, how could his father love his mother and live with him for the rest of his life?

Sleeping in the same bed and having different dreams, this is the most terrible thing.

The two are obviously husband and wife, but they have no emotional foundation.

Poggy shuddered, "If I were my father, I would have to divorce my mother." ”

"Does it have anything to do with Aunt Gu?"

"Nope."

"Then why do you hate her?"

"I just don't find someone to hate, and I have no place to put aside the emotions in my heart." 
"So you wronged Aunt Gu and let her be a place for you to vent your emotions in your heart? ”

"yes. What's wrong, no? ”

"Uh...... It's not that it doesn't work. That's you, you're too domineering, aren't you?! ”

"You don't care. My dad doesn't say anything, you talk. ”

"Aunt Gu is very good."

"I know this better than you."

No matter how excessive and hurtful things he said when he was a child, no matter how difficult and aggrieved Gu Lingse was in his heart, she still smiled when she turned her head.

Although he has always refused to admit it, he has to admit it.

When Gu Lingse laughed, she was really beautiful.

It's the kind of beauty that isn't stunning, but it's unforgettable.

"Poggy, you have put a lot of effort and effort into this family, right?" Tang Lin asked.

Poggy rolled his eyes, "Then I love to ask!" That's for sure! Not to mention integrating into this family, where do you want to fit in, you can't spend some energy and effort? This is really not a level. ”

"I think it's difficult for others to fit into the circle of Quan Zimo and Uncle Ye. Even if it's someone who is related to them by blood. ”

"You're to the point. Don't look at the fact that we are all related to them, right? But in their hearts, blood ties are just the reason why they take care of us. It's not a reason for them to admit to us. For them, the blood relationship just gives them an extra responsibility to take care of us. As for wanting to really integrate into them, you have to rely on your own strength. It has nothing to do with whose son you are. ”

In other words, whether it is his father or Quan Zimo, they will love and take care of them because of their blood relationship. But if you want to get their recognition and affirmation, you must prove it with your own strength. Whose son are you? To be honest, to his father and Uncle Ye, it was worthless.

Even if it is Uncle Ye's own son, if he is not promising, then don't think about it, Uncle Ye will definitely not look down on him. But because he is related by blood and is his own son, Uncle Ye will take care of him. but they will not acknowledge him, and those who beat him in their hearts will despise him.

The so-called integration into their home.

It does not refer to living in this home, but to let the people in this family accept and acknowledge and affirm from the heart.

For this reason, it took many years for Poggi to integrate into the family. The hard work and sweat behind it are also unimaginable to ordinary people.

"I just feel like I'm being left out of them. Even if Quan Zimo will accompany me every day, I still feel this way. Tang Lin said distressedly, "This feeling of exclusion makes me feel that Quan Zimo and Uncle Ye don't really care about me." It's because of the promise to my mom that I have to take care of and care about me. It has nothing to do with me. "Normal! Poggy slapped his thigh, "It's so normal!" They're just because of your mother. commitment to take care of you. If you don't have your mother, it's up to you? Forgive me for telling you the truth, both of them, it's really tired to look at you. ”

Whether it's his father or Uncle Ye, they are all high-sighted and picky people who want to die. Don't say it's Tang Lin, it's him. He's his dad's own cub, right? But before he made some achievements, his father really looked down on him, and even more despised him.

If there is no such blood relationship, seriously, his father doesn't even want him to watch it.

"How easy is it to get into their eyes?" Poggy seemed to sigh and said, "That's why you always feel excluded from them." Because you're not on the same level as them. It's like playing a game, people are RMB players in full-level god costumes, what about you? A small player who has not come out of the novice village. Do you say to yourself, will people take people like you who have no equipment and no level to play with? Let's say something unpleasant, people just take you to play together, can you have fun? Can you keep up with others? ”

Tang Lin shook his head, "I can't keep up." "That's right, my dad and Uncle Ye, one rides a divine beast and flies with a click. What about us? Just two little legs, run behind them. They just want to wait for us, and we can't catch up. Therefore, it's not that people exclude you, it's that your own ability is too poor to keep up with others. ”

"Well, you're right."

"So, there's only a little we can do. Work hard to fight monsters and upgrade, and strive to be able to fill the level one day earlier, and then you can play with my dad and Uncle Ye. Otherwise, we won't have a chance to fit into their circle in this life. ”