Otherwise, what else can be done?

In fact, Tang Lin's mood, Poji can especially understand.

Because when he was first brought home by his father, he felt the same way. Although this man is his father and his own father, he always feels that he is very far away from his father. It's a kind of distance that you can see, but you can't touch.

At that time, Poggi was really in great pain.

This man is obviously his father, why does he feel that he will never be able to touch him?

So he wondered if this sense of distance was the reason why his father didn't treat him as a son at all. The more he thought about it, the more he felt that it was like this. If Quan Zimo took him as a son, how could he bear to stay at such a distance from him?

Then he began to hate, to hate all people. hated Gu Lingse, and felt that Gu Lingse had taken away his father's love for him. He even hated his mother, thinking that his mother was incapable and couldn't make his father fall in love with her, so he was not liked by his father.

He is the only one, he does not hate his own insignificance.

Actually, is that really the case?

Not at all.

His sense of distance from his father has nothing to do with his father. It has something to do with his own insignificance!

"Tang Lin, we have no way to ask my dad and Uncle Ye to slow down, just to wait for us. Do you understand? It seems to us that they are going too fast, too fast, a speed that we can never keep up with. But in fact, for my dad and Uncle Ye, they didn't go fast at all. They just go at their most normal pace. But for us, their speed is so fast that we can't see their shadows. ”

"It's not because they don't wait for us, it's just that we're too useless and walking too slowly. That's why I can't catch up with them. ”

"Yes." Poggy was also rarely serious, he nodded, and said seriously: "It's all because we are too useless." It seems that they have excluded us. ”

Because both of them played games, the metaphor of the RMB player who was full of gods just now woke up Tang Lin at once.

Suddenly?

It can be described as such.

A word to wake up the dreamer.

Tang Lin has always had this sense of distance that is excluded, and the longer he stays in this home, the clearer and more obvious this feeling becomes for him.

When he first came to this house, he felt that whether it was Quan Zimo or Uncle Ye, they were very good to him. and Gu Lingse, who is also very gentle. Although Secretary Bai is always cold, she is actually very gentle.

But as he stayed in this house for a long time, he gradually felt that Quan Zimo and Uncle Ye were very cold to him. The care of him is only out of a commitment to his mommy. They didn't like him at all, so they took him to their side to take care of him.

He understands now.

That's right, Quan Zimo and Uncle Ye will take care of him because they have a commitment to his mommy.

If it weren't for his mommy's presence, the two of them, like Porgy's description, wouldn't even bother to look at him.

No, Poggy's description is not quite appropriate.

It should be described as this -

Ye Chengshu and Quan Zimo, the two of them couldn't see his existence at all. Because, he is so small, so small that it is impossible for Ye Chengshu and Quan Zimo to see it.

In the eyes of a powerful person, he will only see people who are as powerful as himself.

For people who are too small, they can't see it, and there's no need to see it.

When have you ever seen Ye Chengshu scheming with a beggar?

When have you ever seen Quan Zimo scheming with a beggar?

Not at all!

Why?

Because the other party is so small, and they are calculating with them, Quan Zimo and Ye Chengshu both feel that it is a waste of their lives. What's more, people who are too small are impossible to be seen by these two people. And why bother with this?

And Tang Lin, he is the kind of person who is not even qualified to be considered by Ye Chengshu and Quan Zimo.

The RMB players who are full of gods are not taking the provocation and abuse of the novice village players to heart at all, no, they will not take a second look. Because the disparity in strength is too great, the two are not on the same level at all, what is there to worry about?

Maybe he felt that Ye Chengshu and Quan Zimo's attitude towards him was too high and contemptuous of him. But is this a problem for others?

Not at all!

People just used the most normal attitude, because he was too small, so they felt that people looked down on him.

In the end, it was still his perception with others, no, he and these two people were not aware at all. It's not even comparable.

"Poggy, thank you, thank you very much."

If it weren't for Poggy, he might not have seen his own insignificance. would think that Ye Chengshu and Quan Zimo were indifferent to him!

"You're welcome." Poggy smiled, "When I see you, I always feel like I see myself who has just been picked up by my dad." To be honest, I don't hate you as a person. But I hate you. Because your insignificance and weakness always remind me of my own smallness and weakness. I hate that small, weak self. ”

"I hate myself like that, too."

"But I'm different from you, I'm better than you, I hate myself like this, I'll try to change and make myself like my dad and Uncle Ye. Not to mention that I can be as good as them, at least, I am trying to get close to them, although the speed is slow, but I do keep up with them every day. You're not as good as me, because you only feel sorry for yourself, and you don't make any effort. ”

"I've always worked hard!" 
"But you also have to know that when you tried to run forward, my dad and Uncle Ye didn't stop their steps. They are also running forward. Moreover, they are driving sports cars forward. And you, just walking on two legs. You didn't even run. Tang Lin, do you know what I mean? ”

Who isn't trying to move forward?

Which one is stopping to enjoy the scenery?

Tang Lin thought that he was running very hard, but in fact, his running, in the eyes of others, was as slow as a turtle crawling. Especially in the eyes of his father and Uncle Ye, Tang Lin's efforts were simply standing still, not moving at all.

He can't keep up with the footsteps of others, who is to blame?

In the final analysis, I still blame myself for not working hard enough and not growing enough.

I can't blame anyone else at all!

Tang Lin bit his lip, "But Quan Zimo and Uncle Ye are already better than me." No matter how hard I try, I can't surpass them. ”

"Then I'll tell you one more thing. Tang Lin, can't catch up with the two of them, this is normal. If you really catch up with my dad and Uncle Ye, I'll kneel down and call you dad. But if we can't catch up with them, won't we chase them? Impossible. The more people we can't catch up, the more we should work hard to catch up. Don't be afraid to be slow, they will be old one day, we are still young, and one day, we will catch up with them. ”

"But as you said, no matter how hard I try, I can't catch up with them."

"That's because you're not trying hard enough. Tang Lin, if you can work harder, you will feel your own speed and growth. ”

"What you say is very inconsistent."

On the other hand, no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't catch up with those two men. On the other hand, he said that he had to work hard to catch up with the two men.

Poggy smiled, got up from the toilet, reached out and rubbed Tang Lin's head, "You, you're still too young." There is no contradiction between the two. ”

"You, are you leaving?" Tang Lin was suddenly very attached to it, and he wanted to talk to Borgiddo again.

He didn't know why. I just want to talk to Poggi more.

"Sleep, you don't look at it, what time is it? I still have a bunch of things to do tomorrow. Where have I been chatting with you? Okay, that's all for now. I can make you see that you are small and worthless, and that my dad loves you, and my purpose has been achieved. As for the rest? Poggy thought for a moment, "I'll come back to you when I have time." It's kind of fun to talk to you. ”

"Me too."

"What are you too?"

"I love talking to you, too."

"It's shameless for anyone to talk to you. I will only talk to the girl. ”

“…… Poji, you really look like Quan Zimo. ”

"Like my dad? Isn't this nonsense, I'm his own cub! ”

"I mean, your lewd expression is very similar to Quan Zimo."

"Oh. That's like my dad, too. I'll compliment me when you. ”

Tang Lin narrowed his eyes speechlessly, "The shameless appearance also looks like Quan Zimo." ”

"Hahaha-" Poji laughed arrogantly, "Tang Lin, don't you know, our old family, walking in the paste, all rely on a shameless person!" ”

It's ...... It's shameless to the extreme!

But anyone who wants to make a face would say such a thing?

Tang Lin felt that Poggy was really refreshing his perception of the lower limit of shamelessness every minute.

"Alright, let's go back to sleep." Poji pushed Tang Lin's shoulder, "When the two of us were talking nonsense, my dad and Uncle Ye didn't know how much they had done." We are not as good as them, and if we don't work hard, we really can't catch up with them. ”

"But they're better than us, just because they're older than us."

"But if you don't work hard, when you reach the age of my dad and Uncle Ye, you will still not be at the same level as the two of them. Understand? ”

Not a level person, it's better not to even speak. Because you can't understand what people say!

"Poggy, one last question for you, okay?"

Rubbing his sleepy eyes, Poggy snorted, "When I do a good deed every day, you just ask." ”

"How long did it take for you to break this excluded sense of distance and start to integrate into the circle between Quan Zimo and Uncle Ye?"

"Almost a decade." Poggy replied casually.

"Ten years?!" Tang Lin was stunned, "Has it been so long?" ”

"So what do you think? Those two guys, like fucking supermen, are driving fucking rockets! It took me nearly ten years to get them to accept me, which is already very good. What more do you want? ”

Poji pursed his lips, "From the day I was picked up by my dad, until a few days ago, I really integrated into the circle of my dad and Uncle Ye. Think about it, those two old things, how terrible they are. ”

Old stuff ......?

"Poggy, you both heard this, it's time to beat you."

"Come on, it's still the same sentence. You are too different from others, and your abuse is not painful at all for others. They didn't have time to beat me up. ”

"If I can use the same amount of time as you and be accepted by Quan Zimo and Uncle Ye, I will be very satisfied." 
"Isn't that nonsense! How good am I, sir? Can you beat me? ”

If a person who is not as good as him in terms of effort and talent takes him a faster time to squeeze into the circle of his father and Uncle Ye, then it is called unreasonable!