Chapter 4 Farewell without saying goodbye
Although this decision was difficult and irresponsible to Xia Qi and his friends, he could only do it for now.
No matter whether Xia Qi scolded him for being selfish or scolding him for being ****, in short, he had decided to leave.
He wants to become stronger, he wants to make himself more responsible, he will not forget these friends, he will never forget, he hopes that one day he will be able to come back.
Or these people, looking at their familiar faces, and then whatever they scold themselves, he will smile and say to everyone, I'm sorry, I'm late.
Liu Yanmin took out the pen and paper he had prepared long ago from his arms, and then he wrote a letter to everyone tremblingly, tears left uncontrollably from the corners of his eyes, fell on the paper, and blurred the words on it.
Putting the written letter on the bedside table, Liu Yanmin covered his face and cried, there was no doubt that he was really reluctant to let go of these friends, but this was the most dignified way he could think of.
He is not going to fend for himself, but wants to live better, wants to live harder.
He was looking forward to the day when he would meet these friends again.
So in order to meet again, he chose to leave at this moment.
Waving his hand and wiping his tears, Liu Yanmin lit a cigarette for himself tremblingly, and then he reached out to open the door of the room and walked out of the house quickly.
Liu Yanmin's resignation did not attract anyone's attention, and at eight o'clock in the evening, when Xia Qi came out of the room in a daze, he happened to see Zhao Jingshu and Chu Mengqi who opened the door and came in.
The two of them carried a lot of things in their hands, including bed sheets and bedding, and some small things needed for life.
"Are you guys out again?"
Looking at the two of them with excited faces, Xia Qi asked listlessly.
"Aren't you talking nonsense, if we don't go out, are these things still falling from the sky?
You stinky scoundrel just can't speak, you shouldn't have listened to Jingshu buy you sheets and bedding if you knew it, you were used to it anyway. ”
Chu Mengqi didn't know which tendon was wrong, and Xia Qi didn't feel that he was saying anything, so Chu Mengqi got up with him.
"Jingshu bought it for me, not you, if you bought it, I would just open the window and throw it down."
Xia Qi was too lazy to pay attention to Chu Mengqi, Chu Mengqi was just about to have a seizure, and the conversation was picked up by Zhao Jingshu:
"Can you two stop arguing as soon as you meet, Tianqi, I have to talk about you about this, Mengqi is a girl after all, can't you, as a man, let people go home? You have to be arguing. ”
"The key is that I didn't say anything, tell you Jingshu, don't be brainwashed by her, she has a bad stomach."
"Why don't I treat you with a bad stomach for others? Or you're not good yourself. ”
Chu Mengqi raised her chin triumphantly at Xia Qi, Xia Qi made a look of recognition, and didn't say anything anymore, bent down to see what the two daughters bought.
"Tomatoes, apples, sheets, duvet covers, detergent, mops, laundry detergent......"
The second daughter bought almost all the small things in her life, but fortunately, they were not ordinary people, otherwise they would not be able to carry back such a large number of things.
"This one is for you, these two sets are for Min Min and Leng Yue, you can send them over."
Zhao Jingshu handed the two sets of sheets and quilts bought for Liu Yanmin and Leng Yue to Xia Qi, and after Xia Qi took it, he muttered:
"Minmin's slut might be asleep again, I'll go take a look."
After Xia Qi finished speaking, he ran to Liu Yanmin's door, and then he knocked hard a few times:
"Jingshu is here, hurry up and die!"
After calling a few times, but didn't hear any movement inside, Xia Qi tried to push open the bedroom door, and then found that Liu Yanmin was no longer in the room at all.
"Out?"
Xia Qi walked into the room a little suspiciously, and then threw the set of sheets and quilts that Zhao Jingshu bought for Liu Yanmin on the bed, and just wanted to turn back, Yu Guang found the letter that was placed on the bedside table at a glance.
Stepping to the bedside table, Xia Qi picked up the letter a little dazedly, and after a while, his body trembled, and his eyes were completely fixed on the content of the letter.
"To: My most important friends.
By the time you read this letter, I was gone. Although this kind of goodbye is disgusting and unjust, I can only assure you that I did not give up on myself, but made a decision for a better future and to meet a better me.
I know it's hard for you to understand, but I'm sure you will understand me and respect my choice.
Leaving you, leaving this team in the verbal sense, is an extremely cruel thing for us, and I am very reluctant to let go of each and every one of you.
I once thought that the reason why I lived was simply for revenge, in order to get rid of more ghosts, and when I felt that I was tired and when I felt that I had killed enough, I would find a remote and uninhabited place and end my life on my own.
But not so long ago, my mind changed.
There is no doubt that it is because of your appearance, because you make me feel the warmth of home again, and let me once again harvest the desire for the future.
My life has meaning again, I want to live, I want to be with you, forever.
But I can't do it now, because I don't want it to happen again, whether it's happened to you or to myself.
I longed to be stronger, to be able to protect you, but now, apparently I'm just a weakling, I'm just a small character protected by you.
You can say that I am hypocritical, you can call me brain-dead, but this is undeniably my bottom line.
If I continue like this, I will become more and more lazy, and in the end I will not only be unable to protect myself, but will also be a burden to you.
So I left, I chose to leave you in pain, not for an indefinite period of time, but for the hope of goodbye.
So I will never die, at least until we meet again, and you must work hard, because this is our commitment to meet again.
On that day, you can beat me, you can scold me, but it must be all of you, definitely.
Bless you and miss you, my friends......"
"Liu Yanmin! You bastard, dead slut!! ”
After reading the letter and knowing that Liu Yanmin said goodbye, Xia Qi immediately roared, and then he called Liu Yanmin without thinking, but Liu Yanmin showed that he could not be connected for the time being.
After that, he didn't give up and called Liu Yanmin with the communicator, but the communicator showed that no one answered.
Obviously, Liu Yanmin is playing with them for real, not just talking. (To be continued.) )