Chapter 55: The Black Past Recorded in the Notepad (Part II)

"I'm X, I can't listen to it anymore, I call my mother again, and I say I'm in love, what kind of twisted psychology can I do this, I have goosebumps." Young Master Xiao showed a very irritable look, after all, the content recorded in this record book was indeed a bit heavy for ordinary people.

Not to mention Xiao Chengqian, I also have a strange feeling in my heart, Brother Chengqing and Brother Chengxin are also a little uncomfortable, on the other hand, girls have no special performance, for many forbidden feelings, women are always more tolerant than men, this is a truth, because their hearts are more or less softer than men.

As for Hui Gen'er, he looks at the feelings of the world from a different perspective than ours, and he is more compassionate.

In fact, it is not incomprehensible, since Fu Yuan was a few years old, the word mother has been completely destroyed, and people have labeled her mother as a sinner, but how can a mother be equal to a sinner for a person? That's the warmest word. Therefore, when I met a person who he thought was perfect, he naturally subconsciously wanted to use her as a substitute for his mother to make up for the lack of psychology, but at the same time he was also a man, and it was normal to fall in love with a perfect woman, so this kind of ambivalence appeared. "Chengzhen's analysis is the Tao, no wonder it is said that the introduction to the Xiangzi pulse is psychology.

But I haven't experienced the same thing, and it's hard for me to substitute for this kind of psychological state, so I can only say: "What is certain now is that the woman Fu Yuan met is the ghost rakshasa, Ruyue, you continue to read." ”

Ruyue nodded, and continued to read the notebook, after a period of time full of records of him and the woman, Fu Yuan's notebook finally appeared in something else.

At that time, Fu Yuan was already half an adult, he was not admitted to college, he went to a local technical school, that school was very poor, he could have gone to a better school, but he was reluctant to go to that woman, so he insisted on going to that school!

This decision made us sigh, originally going to the field was a way to get rid of the ghost rakshasa because of the existence of the lake of ten thousand ghosts, it is impossible for the ghost rakshasa to follow him so far, but this may be life!

Maybe Fu Yuan really decided to leave, and his life would end early, and the Ghost Rakshasa wanted to kill him, there were many ways, and it was effortless at all!

And the notepad is just a cold recorder, recording the irreversible past, and it is useless for us to sigh.

The days in that technical school were lackluster, after all, he got rid of the old environment, and there were mostly outsiders in it, and he hadn't heard of some things, and he was no longer a child, so no one wanted to bully this taciturn Fu Yuan, and his life was still all about that woman.

But one day, when he had been in a technical school for nearly a year and was almost 18 years old, he received a call from his mother, and his mother's tone on the phone was so frightened and panicked, and without waiting for Fu Yuan to speak, she said to Fu Yuan: "Do you know a woman?" Leave her quickly, she'll kill you, son! She's not human, she's not"

Fu Yuan was inexplicable at the time, and even wanted to hang up the phone, in his life, his mother could not be compared with that woman at all, he didn't expect his mother to slander that woman, and his hatred for his mother was even deeper.

But he couldn't wait for Fu Yuan to hang up the phone, when his mother said that she was, the phone rang heavily, as if it had fallen to the ground or something, and then he heard a noisy voice on the phone, and vaguely heard his mother roaring: "Whatever you want, I'll give it back to you, don't touch the child, he is innocent." "And then hang up!

Fu Yuan didn't call again, he didn't care about the mother who had brought him endless pain, he was even angry at the time, thinking that his annoying mother was going to affect his life again, and even the only bright color in his life - that woman could not be tolerated.

But that afternoon, he received another phone call, from a stranger who claimed to be a police officer, telling him that his mother had died at home that afternoon, and the preliminary diagnosis was a heart attack or something.

In addition, it also brought a piece of news that made Fu Yuan a little sad, that is, his father also died, the reason was that he fell down the stairs and died directly because he drank too much, and the police preliminarily determined that it was because he had to go out to call a doctor for his mother.

"There are many days in my life, but no one can think that one day can change many things, like one day when I was a kid, all my friends left me, and on this day, my dad and that woman both died inexplicably. I went back to see them, and my father seemed to be very unwilling to die, and when he was finally cremated, his eyes were not closed, and the expression on his face was still in a panicked and frightened freeze, was he worried about the woman's illness? I'm worried about her until I die! It's like he drank too much until he died, and he didn't drink too much, how could he give up calling and open the door to find someone? Maybe he wasn't confused, so who would he call to help? We don't have any friends in our family. As for that woman, I don't want to say more, she still wants to interfere in my life until she dies, and she still wants to slander my most important person. Yes, I'm still a little sad, just a little bit, after all, even if a dog has lived together for a few years, it will have feelings, let alone people? However, I am also a little happy that when they die, I am relieved, lest people always say that there is no retribution, is this retribution? Ruyue read this paragraph gently, this is a different thing that appeared in Fu Yuan's notepad.

Then she put down the notepad a little heavily and asked me, "Chengyi, what do you think?" ”

What can I think? I can only say that this is a tragedy, in the truth of the matter I restored, Fu Yuan's parents can't die so ordinary, it should be the ghost rakshasa who started, in the end, Fu Yuan's mother wanted to keep her son out of a mother's instinct, and his father should have seen something, instinctively wanted to run in a panic, and then fell down the stairs, how did he fall down, the person is dead, and there is no need to explore.

The real tragedy is that his mother was not forgiven by Fu Yuan until she died, but her mother's love was misunderstood into a deeper misunderstanding, and the most vicious thing about the ghost rakshasa is not that it kills people, but that it plays with people's hearts like this, which is what makes me most angry.

In the middle, of course, there is something strange, the strange place is that Fu Yuan's mother should have done something wrong, although in that era of conservative folk customs, that kind of wrong thing will not be accepted by people, but it will not be unacceptable to this extent, and even affect a child's life, what else should have happened in the middle, but Fu Yuan's notebook has not been mentioned from beginning to end.

I shared my judgment with everyone, but there was a moment of silence as Ruyue continued to read the notepad.

Since the death of Fu Yuan's parents, the date of the notepad has jumped relatively large, and it may be a long time before a small paragraph is recorded, but as long as there is content, it is all related to that woman.

That is to say, after Fu Yuan's parents died, Fu Yuan still did not get rid of the ghost rakshasas.

Until one day, a messy text appeared on Fu Yuan's notepad, and Ruyue also recognized it for a long time before she carefully recognized it.

"No way, I can't accept it, how can she not be human? I finally hugged her tonight, I was so impulsive, even the coldness from her body did not extinguish my impulse, I loved her for so long, she is all I have, I thought my love was finally answered, but she told me that in fact, she is not a human, she is a ghost! This is ridiculous, even if you don't accept me, don't make up this kind of thing to perfunctory me, that's all I thought at the time! However, she proved to me that she was really a ghost, she could float in the air, she could disappear in an instant, what should she do? I ran back down the alley in a panic, I was so confused, but I found that I still loved her, and I still liked to call her mommy! No, am I crazy, or is the world crazy?!!!! ”

Ruyue finished reading this text, and deliberately showed us the notepad, and the last few exclamation marks even scratched the paper, which shows how messy Fu Yuan's heart was at that time.

Fu Yuan finally got the truth, but unfortunately he knew it too late, and he was already addicted to it and couldn't extricate himself.

Love in this world is one of the most magical feelings, it can make two stranger souls walk together, when necessary, when it burns, it can surpass many things, just like Fu Yuan's love, it even transcends life and death, across fear, but what it writes down is destined to be a tragedy.

Because Fu Yuan met a ghost rakshasa, and what happened next was the beginning of Fu Yuan's distorted life, the beginning of a horror story