A pack of cigarettes, a bag of peanuts, a few cans of beer, in the company of these things, an afternoon is so easy to pass, listening to the sound of the sea and river water, my time seems to fall into a kind of stillness at this moment.

I raised my head and poured a big sip of beer, smoking a cigarette, I raised my hand, looked at the dark sky through the gap between my five fingers, as if I heard an old and indecent voice in my ear: "Three babies, get up for me, copy the Tao Te Ching, the baby of the dog day murmurs unconsciously?" ”

Oh, Master! I put my hand down with a self-deprecating smile on my face, and I knew I was just hearing, not really hearing!

Yes, it is said that Sun Wukong can turn 108,000 miles with a somersault, and Master and I are separated by a few distances from the fight to this day? Or, I become the Monkey King, I can't see him facing me again after many fights, I can't laugh once, and I can't hear his old and unserious voice.

I felt a little bitter in my heart, so I poured another big sip of beer, and then the bottle was empty, and I flattened the bottle and wanted to throw it into the river, but I seemed to hear Ruxue saying to me, "You look so ugly when you throw things around." ”

Well, the way I throw things away is really ugly, I know where you are, I love you, but I can't bear to see you, I don't stay with you, and I don't even dare to love each other unbridled anymore.

At that time, we were in the prime of life, but are we a little old now?

Try to miss it so bitterly, it's not black coffee for me, but a bowl of sour potion, because there is no trace of aftertaste in my heart, there is just endless sourness, I know that my current appearance is a little too indulgent, but I can't let the emotions accumulate in my heart and can't vent.

After drinking a few cans of beer, it has been the time when the lights are on, many years ago, when I went home, I used to envy this kind of warm lights, but now it has been almost ten years, the warm light is still far away from me, I can still only stand on this street where people come and go, as if a static origin, look up to envy.

Fate, what an irony.

I feel like I'm a little drunk, it's a strange thing about alcohol, it's hard to get drunk when you're happy, and it's so easy to get drunk when you're drinking alone.

Therefore, it can relieve worries, because once you get drunk, you can also relieve a thousand sorrows!

Walking on the road with a little floating footsteps, I received a call from Master Liu, he told me that the matter with Guan Laidi's family had been negotiated, he had no time to waste, if he could hope to complete the anti-heaven spell within three days, he needed my help.

I said yes in an unusually sober tone, or inwardly, I didn't want anyone to see my embarrassment.

I am disgusted with myself in this state, obviously at the moment when I am a man in my heart and fragile words, I can still clearly calculate, after Master Liu's matter is completed, I will go to gather the remnant soul for Irene, and then the old lady's trading conditions

After you have an obsession in your heart, you can't indulge emotionally once.

I don't know how long I've been on this road, but when I got to the hotel where I was, the sky had changed from the lights to the night, and I had woken up a lot of wine, and the sadness had been collected in my heart, and I had regained my apparent calm.

When I was about to enter the hotel, I couldn't help but think, I don't know if Brother Chengxin came back, are he and Shen Xing still going well? Let's hope it goes well, and if so, I can give myself a reason to be happy.

But I didn't expect that I was still thinking about it, and my phone was remembered, I took out the phone, and subconsciously glanced at the time first, at 9:17 in the evening, the name of the caller ID was Su Chengxin.

I smiled slightly, thinking that it would not be so coincidental, and still thinking about him, so he called!

But this is obviously a pleasant thing, but I don't know why, when I picked up the phone, I was a little flustered.

The phone is on, except for the sound of electricity, it is quiet over there, I am a little strange, this polite Chengxin brother will not say hello first? Despite this, I said into the phone in as relaxed a tone as possible: "Hey, Brother Chengxin, happy date?" Did you call to show off? ”

However, I didn't hear the expected unceremonious 'reply' from Brother Chengxin, I just heard a loud wheezing voice, like panic, as if crying, and then Brother Chengxin's hoarse, tired, and even panicked voice came into my ears: "Chengyi?" Hurry, come to XX Hospital, I'm about to collapse in one more minute. ”

I had already walked into the lobby of the hotel, but when I heard Brother Chengxin's words, my footsteps stopped suddenly, and then my expression was calm, but my whole person had quickly turned a direction and ran quickly towards the street, I needed a taxi.

As I ran, I asked Brother Chengxin in as calm a tone as possible, "What happened to you?" ”

The wheezing sound over there was even more flustered, I swear I had never heard Brother Chengxin's voice so flustered, he had always been the gentle, personable, calm and calm Brother Chengxin, if I wasn't so familiar with his voice, I would have thought it was someone else.

He said something to me, almost roaring: "Come on, come on!" It's not me, it's Shen Xing! ”

My heart sank, and I inexplicably thought of the smile that when we came back from the ghost market that day, Shen Xing's sudden smile turned back, and also inexplicably thought of the peace with despair when Shen Xing and Master Liu talked that day!

No! I was thinking about this word in my heart, but I couldn't show anything in front of Brother Chengxin, I didn't ask too much to ask and evaluate, I only asked: "The location is a little more specific." ”

"X floor, XX floor, first aid room. I'm there! Brother Chengxin's mood stabilized a little.

"Okay, I'll be there in a minute." After saying this, I hung up the phone, and almost at the moment of hanging up, my fist slammed into the wall to vent my inner uneasiness, speculation and all kinds of negative emotions.

This kind of behavior scared the two passers-by, but where can I manage so much? I rushed almost to the middle of the street, flagged down a taxi, and then almost screamed to the driver, go to XX Hospital.

The driver is not a fool, looking at my expression, it is estimated that there are my relatives in the hospital, and the car is driving fast along the way.

And I sat in the car, praying non-stop, Shen Xing must be fine, I like this girl very much, just like I like my brothers and friends, not to mention that she saved me!

If these are not enough, then Brother Chengxin's feelings for her are also a very heavy weight, she has an accident like this, I can't bear this gap, the former is that they are happily together, Shen Xing has become my sister-in-law, my relative, the latter, I scratched my hair in some pain, I didn't dare to think about it

In my panic, the car drove to the XX floor of XX Hospital, and I threw down a hundred yuan, didn't even want change, and rushed towards the XX floor.

Just when I walked to the staircase, I took a deep breath, I can't be like this, I have to keep the necessary calm in front of Brother Chengxin, so I slowed down and walked towards the emergency room as gently as possible.

In the corridor, I saw Brother Chengxin leaning against the wall, stretching his legs, staring at the ceiling with an expressionless face, my heart sank again, according to this, Shen Xing she?

However, I held back, I walked over and sat down beside Brother Chengxin, without any extra words, I just patted him on the shoulder.

Brother Chengxin turned his head to look at me, his hair was a little unkempt at the moment, it was estimated that when he was in pain, he scratched a few times, and the buttons of his shirt that had always been neat and clean were also torn open a few times, and he looked a little wrinkled.

His eyes were staring at me almost unfocused, and he said, "Shen Xing took sleeping pills, it seems that there are a lot of sleeping pills." ”

I bit my lower lip, it hurt, but the tone of my words was very calm: "It's okay, you can wash your stomach." How do you take sleeping pills when you're together? ”

"I don't know!" Brother Chengxin wiped his face tiredly, and then ten fingers sank into his hair, and he said: "I'm also a doctor, and I'm still a doctor who can save lives very well, but I don't have any tools at all, and I don't dare to use forbidden things, Chengyi, am I too cowardly?" ”

Brother Chengxin didn't answer my question at all, but asked me inexplicable things.

What are the forbidden things? The technique of transfer is useless if you use it, because it only reduces the pain, but does not prolong life! Maybe with a golden needle in hand, Brother Chengxin would be better, but the golden needle is useless, because it can instantly stimulate people's life potential, but it is not life-saving.

I took a deep breath, and I couldn't explain the reason to Brother Chengxin at this time, I just said: "You are not very cowardly, you are right to send to the hospital." ”