Chapter 119: The Beginning of Hatred Burning
The conversation took place in Sharma's room, and Sharma invited it in a way that Patel could not refuse, and he invited Patel at a temple meeting in front of all the elders.
Except for the two of them, no one knew about the subtle changes in their relationship, so Patel had no reason to refuse, and he didn't want to put the matter on the table completely, announcing the extent of his relationship with Sharma, it would not be good for him, Lya could restrain Sharma and Sharma's family, but not necessarily the power of religion, they were a group of people who strictly believed in the caste system.
In Sharma's room, Patel and Sharma finally had another conversation five years later.
Compared with 5 years ago, Patel's sharp and arrogant attitude, this time Patel was much more restrained, sitting in Sharma's room, he just said calmly: "Why do you want to talk to me again?" Do you think it makes sense? ”
"I just don't think there's any point, so I haven't wanted to talk to you for the past 5 years. But in such a tug-of-war, there is always a result, and I don't want to wait endlessly, so why don't you just tell you what you want, Patel? Sharma had a feeling of exhaustion, and this exhaustion made him say what he thought straight to the point in the face of Patel's lack of detours.
"What do I want? It's very simple, I want to be able to surpass your status one day, and I want you to marry Rya in the door, of course, this must be your parents' willingness! Also, make my father a true nobleman, and your family my subordinate family. That's all I can think of for the time being. Patel said this calmly and as a matter of course.
But Sharma laughed, he didn't even have the strength to be angry, he looked at Patel and smiled, "Do you think it's possible?" ”
"I don't think anything is impossible." When Patel said this, it was as if he were saying that there would be such a thing as light every day, and he would be normal and sure.
Sharma was silent, he had many reasons to refute Patel, but he didn't talk to Patel to get into endless arguments with him, so he had no choice but silence in the face of such Patel.
"You asked me to talk, just to ask me this?" Patel raised an eyebrow, apparently impatient.
Sharma took a deep breath, then looked at Patel and said, "Obviously not, your ambition has nothing to do with me, I just want to say that I will not be a hindrance to you wherever you want to climb, you know what I mean!" I just want to ask you to let go of Rya and my family, even if you don't miss other friendships, please agree to my request for the sake of my parents raising you and providing you with so many superior conditions for you to grow up. ”
Please, when Sharma said this word, he also felt a bitterness in his heart, he did not think that one day, he would speak to Patel like this, if he let others know, he would definitely be angry, why would the noble brahmin speak like this to a Dalit? It's an insult to everyone!
But Sharma didn't care, he saw very clearly, Aoya, family is more valuable than his dignity!
"Hahaha" in the face of Sharma's request, Patel smiled, laughed very wantonly, smiled very openly, Sharma looked at Patel like this, in his memory, Patel had never laughed like this except in his childhood, it was so comfortable, so free.
"Tsk, I didn't expect that one day the noble Young Master Sharma would plead with me like this. No, it's begging me! It makes me very happy, and it makes me feel the value of my existence It's a pity that if you don't mention the ridiculous friendship that your family has given me, maybe I will consider you, after all, you are very annoying, and if I don't have you on my way, I will be much more comfortable. But as soon as you mention that ridiculous friendship, then I can only say sorry to you, and I refuse your request, because everything I want, I can get it myself, with or without you as a person, it's all the same, although your existence will trouble me a little. Patel coldly rejected Sharma.
"Why do you say that?" Although Sharma had expected that Patel would be dissatisfied with his family, he never dreamed that what he heard from Sharma's words was an unforgettable hatred.
"Why? Don't you know better than I do? Dear Sharma?! I was treated with my father's life, and your noble father, while giving him kindness, did not forget to take advantage of me, just after discovering that I was a talent to be used, didn't he? Your family has never treated me as an equal, and cultivating me just to be your left shoulder and right wing, to be your divine guard, is to bury my life! Do you think any genius would willingly follow a mediocre talent who is inferior to himself? Not only your family, but even this ridiculous religious power! I thought you would be different, after all, we grew up together, so I gave you the opportunity to remember the time you came back to become your divine guard for me? That was the last chance I gave you, but you let me down so much that you didn't argue for me when your father brought it up! No objections were raised! In the days that followed, you even took things for granted, and even then, Sharma, I have not been completely disappointed in you. With that, Patel stopped talking and looked at Sharma deeply.
And Sharma actually had a feeling of helplessness under Patel's gaze, he knew that what Patel said was the truth, but there was something wrong in the middle, what was wrong, he couldn't say for a while.
But Patel waved his hand a little irritably, not giving Sharma a chance to refute, and continued: "Do you think those ridiculous clowns will find out about me and Rya if I want to hide? I deliberately revealed it, just so that one day I could let you find out about this first, so there is a scene where you see me and Rya together. But my dear Sharma, you have let me down again, the first thing you have done is to look down on me, and strongly oppose me being with Lady, what illusion do you have about you? You and your father are all the way to what kind of relationship you grew up together, what kind of true feelings you occasionally revealed, now it seems to me disgusting and ridiculous! Your family should be punished, and it is already a mercy and a comfort to Rya to make you my future vassals, otherwise you can die ten thousand times. ”
After saying that, Patel looked deeply at Sharma again, and there was a bitter hatred in that kind of eyes, and in the face of this look, Sharma suddenly sat down in his chair, rubbed his forehead, and muttered: "No, Patel, it was not like this from beginning to end, no!" ”
"What is it not? It's a pity that I've been more talented than you since I was a child, and although your friendship has been valued and you have been given the status of a son of God, you can't rely on your family, your ridiculous name! And Lady Ya's love, she just wants to give it to me, what can you do? Ask Heaven to stop it? Isn't it too late for you to come to me now? Of course, I'm still in danger, and you can kill me at any time with the power you have chosen, but you also have to gamble on your sister's life, which will make you miserable for a lifetime, and it will make you miserable for a lifetime, and I am worth it, because for these decades, your shadow has been hanging over me, graying my life, and I am very happy to take revenge on you like this. Patel looked at Sharma with a condescending gaze, and that kind of sure naturalness.
But Sharma finally grasped that something was wrong, and he stood up and said: "Yes, Patel, I must admit that you have been wronged, but you cannot blame my father for the good thoughts he had for this matter, after all, when he decided to raise you, you were still a baby, and you did not have any power worthy of his use, should kindness be punished?" You must know that in this society, regardless of social status, there are no restrictions on what kind of reward a person should give for giving his life for another, except for morality. You can't take revenge on my father's morality! Even if he wanted you to be my help, he never wanted to abuse you, did he? Instead, it gives you a chance to live a different life, doesn't it? What's more, my mother has sincere feelings for you! And Qianya, you said you wanted to marry her, but you used her, is it wrong for Qianya to pay you for your innocent feelings? Should she be used by you against me like this? As for me, the shadow of your mouth, I admit that I don't have the courage to fight against the whole system, but have I done you any harm to Patel? Everything is just passive acceptance, you say that I am against you and Qianya, are you born in this society, don't you understand what the consequences of the combination of you and Qianya bring? My brother's wish for her to be happy is what's wrong? Patel, you can say it's not fair, but you can't be so extreme, revenge starts with the person who gave you favors, you can fight, I won't support you, but how can you hurt us? How can it? ”
In the end, Sharma excitedly grabbed Patel's collar, already questioning Patel.
But Patel's expression was always indifferent, he tore off Sharma's hand and grabbed him, then straightened his collar, and said indifferently: "I will not change any of my decisions, don't say any favors, even if I hate this society, but you are the first to be operated, because the harm begins with you." Whether it's cold-blooded or extreme, all I can remember is hatred. I am willing to sacrifice myself for it, and the beginning of this hatred is not the beginning of my life, but the hatred that has been burning since my parents and grandparents, but they are not willing to realize it. ”