Chapter 118: On the Verge of Eruption

"Is this love? Use your lover to buy a breathing space for your ambitions. Does Patel love Lady? "Women are often the most susceptible to love, because they are destined to be more sensual than men, and I admit that I feel sorry for Sharma's situation, but I haven't thought about the question of love and hate between Tya and Patel, but Ruyue has thought of it.

When this question was raised, Chengyuan leaned against Chengzhen and Ruyue, and judging from the expressions on their faces, it was obvious that they were also concerned about this issue.

I think the question is stupid, what kind of man would use his love to create a 'safe' environment for himself? Unless he doesn't love at all, I think Uncle Johnny will give a negative answer, but I don't want Uncle Johnny's answer to be so affirmative: "Patel loves Lady." ”

As if seeing the doubts in my heart, Uncle Johnny's gaze seemed a little vicissitudes, and a hand pressed on my shoulder: "Chengyi, the form of love in this world is strange, you are Li's disciple, and it is destined that your heart will be full of weaknesses before the real tempering is completed, because you will be very much like a child, joy, anger and sorrow, as well as the persistence and expression of feelings are less hidden by adults, and less seemingly wise attitude towards the world, don't be surprised, Li himself is also like this, it is really to the point of being very naΓ―ve, But it is so deep that the world can't see through it. Now you only have the truth, but not that deep, and you can't understand Patel's love, because in your opinion, love is love, pure and without impurities, but how can you understand that there are people in this world even if they love to the bones, they still have the kind of reason he thinks, let some things override love, since it is above love, it is not impossible to use it, even if this use will hurt himself, but he thinks it is worth it, because he has judged with his 'reason', what he has gained is greater than the love he has lost. Patel is such a person. ”

I was speechless, yes, Uncle Johnny's positioning of me is very accurate, just like the master has commented on me since I was a child, the love is sad, it will cause my mental weakness, I can't understand it is reasonable, because I will think that the value of what Patel pursues will not be greater than a pure love, the world is like a cloud, power, money, status are like this, only at that time the sincerity of feelings can not be changed, and it is difficult to find it again.

Such a view may be evaluated by the master as an idiot, obsessed with feelings, and unable to let go, no different from Patel's obsession with his own ambitions.

But I've seen it through, and they're all immortals, where is this red dust? The incessant burning flame tempers the myriad states of this world? The master is in it, and he will devote himself to Kunlun Road persistently.

Whatever thoughts I have in my mind, the story of Sharma and Patel continues.

They are in a delicate balance, and there is no difference from the previous relationship without tearing their faces warmly, because it is Grace who maintains this delicate balance.

As for the kind of sincerity between the two of them before, it was almost impossible to remember for a long time, and Sharma knew in his heart that the sincerity between him and Patel had been lost forever on that night when the moonlight was blown by the wind and Lya said that they would never be separated.

They regained their peace with each other, a way of getting along with each other that had to be calm, because no one dared to act rashly.

The difference is that they are all working hard, practicing like crazy, what is Patel for, Sharma doesn't see it too clearly, but what is he for, Sharma is too clear, it's for the feeling of crisis in his heart, he can't let the out-of-control Patel surpass him too much, although he understands Patel's talent, it is destined that he can't run ahead of Patel, but he can't lag too far behind, right?

This is the goal Sharma has given himself! Because the advantage of soul suppression has been resolved by Patel, if he still surpasses himself too much, Sharma dare not imagine this result, he always feels that there is an unspeakable danger behind this that will explode at any time.

Time is like flowing water, and in a blink of an eye, another 5 years have passed, and he and Patel have already bid farewell to the youth era and entered the age of 30, which symbolizes the maturity of men.

She still hadn't appeared, and there was not the slightest news, as if this angel had never existed in this world.

But Sharma knew that Tya was still alive in a corner, because Patel's calm and calm was enough to explain everything! Sadly, Sharma didn't get any news from Patel, who had said he would refuse any request he had.

So Sharma was worse than Patel, and he had to weave beautiful lies in front of his parents, so that their sad and tormented hearts could be comforted.

"Father, Lady is doing well in England, you don't know how much those Brits like her. Of course, it's only natural that our Lady gets such affection. ”

"Father, Lady is going to travel the world, and she wrote to me that this will make her life more fulfilling."

Such lies Sharma kept weaving, and the father and mother, who seemed older, would listen with a smile, but Sharma was also sensitive to the fact that this represented a wise father would be completely deceived, and he would ask, when will Lya come back? What about Grace's letter? Can I take a look?

Whenever such times came, Sharma had a great deal of difficulty, and he sometimes had to suspect that his father did not believe his words at all, but only forced himself to believe them, so that he would be more comfortable if he indulged in lies.

How much parents love Lya, Sharma knows too well, what mood could be more sad and anxious than the mood of a father who has lost his daughter? Whenever this happens, Sharma even has some hatred for Rya, why is it so cruel? Do you see the gray hair on your father's head and the wrinkles at the corners of your mother's eyes? Have you ever seriously experienced the tears they shed? In India, the status of women has always been low, can pamper their daughters like this, how much do you love your daughter, do you still need to imagine?

And this is not Sharma's only torture, the greater torture comes from Patel, he will still return to that manor, as if nothing had happened, even when his parents miss Lya and can't suppress it, he also sees the sadness of their family in his eyes, whenever this happens, Sharma feels that he wants to kill this cold-eyed 'poisonous snake' immediately! Didn't he take the years of nurturing grace to heart at all?

This is how Sharma spent 5 years, diligent practice, and painful torture, but after 5 years, he was even more desperate.

"The temple has its own set of standards for judging ability, and after 5 years of diligent practice, I have amazed all the elders in the temple with my achievements in practice. But compared to Patel, all this is bleak again, because the elders are reluctant to express their appreciation because of the caste, but they must admit the fact that Patel's achievements are as dazzling as any genius in history, and even surpass the elders of the temple. Except for the genius whose title the Mahatma did not match, he could not match, and Patel's light could overshadow anyone. Uncle Johnny's voice was full of bitterness.

And the genius he spoke of, judging by the religion they followed, I can only think of one man Gautamos. Siddhartha, who is that? That's the supreme man of Buddhism - Shakyamuni!

How much does Uncle Johnny think of Patel? I couldn't believe what a shining man Patel was.

This story is so depressing, people can't see the sunshine of hope at all, I don't look at Patel's success with an extreme eye, but I know from the conversation between Patel and Sharma that Patel's heart is not proportional to his ability, his heart is extreme to a certain point, if such a person moves forward infinitely, so as to reach a supreme position, it will cause a disaster.

"Do you smell disaster?" Uncle Johnny doesn't know if it's the first time he's seen my mind, or if it's not my mind, it's just that the story has developed to this extent, and people will take it into account.

Uncle Johnny asked, everyone here nodded, and Uncle Johnny said with a wry smile: "Yes, it is indeed a disaster, and the one who prevents it from continuing to develop and spread is your ancestor - Li." However, before all this turmoil, I had a conversation with Patel, a conversation of great importance. ”

After that judgment of the temple's strength, Sharma fell into a state of despair, because Patel had gone farther and farther, and his steps were too fast for him to keep up, he was worried about his family, he was worried about himself, and he was worried about Patel's danger, but Lady was his weakness, restricting Sharma from doing anything.

In the midst of this desperation, Sharma felt that he had to talk to Patel, which, though the weakest of all, was the only one he could use now.