Guan Rui disappeared in Shen Xing's life, Shen Xing felt that she had almost lost all of her life, she felt that she did not accompany Guan Rui to die because she was still worried about Guan Rui's parents.

Until one day, Guan Rui's parents 'kicked' Shen Xing out of the house.

It wasn't that they wanted to drive Shen Xing out, but the two kind-hearted old men felt that Shen Xing was close to 'going mad' to his son and would ruin her future life, so they hardened their hearts, endured their grief, no longer accepted Shen Xing's care, and 'drove her' out alive.

At that time, Shen Xing felt that her life was coming to an end, but a word from the boss of her company brought her new hope.

It was a gambling-like quarrel, because Shen Xing was close to giving up his life, so he didn't care about anything.

But because of that quarrel, she overheard the boss say something like this: "There are always unsatisfactory times in life, you want everything to go well, go to the ghost market, save you from dying in the company, go to the ghost market, and get your man back." ”

Shen Xing's company is a very large multinational company, the boss's fortune experience is mysterious and full of legends, the boss takes a fancy to the capable Shen Xing, maybe in his eyes for a relationship to give up a good future, the subordinate who is not concerned about work is extremely 'hateful', and shouted this sentence angrily.

Maybe ordinary people won't take this sentence seriously, or the imaginary ghost market is nothing more than a trading market, and they won't care about it at all, but Shen Xing is interested, she is a smart woman, she knows the story of some bosses after making a fortune, it is too legendary, she vaguely deduced that all this has something to do with the ghost market.

Next, it was a long time of searching, for half a year, Shen Xing was looking for the so-called ghost market in the mouth of the boss, she was a smart girl, in that half a year, her cleverness was even exerted to the extreme, it was a very secret ghost market, and it was really inquired by Shen Xing!

The details don't need to be explained in detail, in short, Shen Xing went through a lot of hardships and finally went to the ghost market, where she exchanged important clues for the price of ten years of life.

According to the clues, she found Master Liu, lent another ten years of life, and renewed the life of Master Liu's daughter for another year, and she finally found Guan Rui!

Master Liu used secret techniques to attract Guan Rui's soul, and told Shen Xing that Guan Rui should actually enter reincarnation, because he is not a lonely soul and a wild ghost, and he is about to step into reincarnation, and his secret technique is a means of deception, and Guan Rui's soul must have a yang body to deceive the Heavenly Dao.

And for two years at most, Guan Rui must leave, otherwise he will never have a chance to reincarnate again.

What is the end result? It was Guan Rui's soul that saw Shen Xing and expressed his willingness to accompany Shen Xing for another two years, and Shen Xing used his body to carry Guan Rui's soul.

In this period of time, it is a painful time, you can't imagine getting along like that, two people who love each other share a body, close at hand, but it is impossible to even hug, in this period of time, Guan Rui persuaded Shen Xing to let go of himself and live again.

And Shen Xing always smiled perfunctorily, in fact, he had already made up his mind in his heart that once Guan Rui's soul left, she would follow and leave, even if they couldn't meet.

Because Master Liu gave Shen Xing an example, people meet by fate, if your fate ends in this life, then even if you have deep feelings, you will not meet in the next life, not that you are as deep as the sea, you will definitely be able to meet each other.

Shen Xing wants to leave, there are only two reasons, the first is this life and this life, and he will definitely live up to Guan Rui. Second, what is the meaning of a world without Guan Rui?

This reminds me of the scene when I saw Shen Xing for the first time, no wonder I can't feel the existence of ghosts, it turns out that it is in Shen Xing's body, this kind of secret technique that even the Heavenly Dao can deceive, it is normal to deceive me.

And her strange smile is a conversation between two souls in her body! And the reason why she was keenly aware of the incredible strength of my spiritual sense later was because she had a real ghost in her body.

When I was very young, when I heard my mother tell me the story of Widow Zhou, I knew that ghosts have a pair of 'eyes' that are different from human beings, and they can see something special!

But anyway, what a strange thing this is happening in the city? One body hides the souls of two people who love each other!

But even this kind of relationship can't last long, Shen Xing thought it could be two years, but the soul is to fit with the body, it depends on the fate or something, obviously, Shen Xing's body is not so compatible with Guan Rui, he has a sad life every day, and he will re-enter reincarnation at any time, it was he who quietly begged Master Liu not to tell Shen Xing not to use secret techniques to keep himself, he felt that Shen Xing did not let go of himself.

But once, such a conversation was heard by Shen Xing, of course, she couldn't hear what Guan Rui said, she could only hear Master Liu talking to himself, but she could always judge what was going on, and she would be distracted if she heard the words if she was not careful.

It was the day before she was going to take us on our go.

At that time, Shen Xing decided to let Guan Rui leave, it can be said that going on the road with us is the last stop in her life planned, and she is so resolute.

And the conversation I saw between her and Master Liu was that she was asking Master Liu about this matter, and the conversation had come to an end and I heard it.

At the end of the diary, there is a paragraph that Shen Xing wrote to Brother Chengxin, which is what Shen Xing really explained to Brother Chengxin.

Su Chengxin:

If one day, after reading this diary, you might be able to understand why I did it.

Maybe the only thing you can't understand is that since I am determined to die, why should I be greedy and make the decision to be happy with you for a day, this is a decision I made before I asked Master Liu, and I will be happy with you for a day.

In fact, I can't answer you completely for this question, because there is one of the most unreasonable things in this world, that is, love at first sight.

It's not based on physical appearance or external conditions, but when there is such a person, he appears, and you are the heartbeat.

I love Guan Rui, our relationship has gone through time and suffering, it has never been vigorous, but it has a solid foundation.

Am I in love with you at first sight? I think maybe I can't use the word love, because my love has been given to Guan Rui, I just see you for the first time, and my heart will beat, that's tempting, right? Or, if I don't end my life, I'm destined for a truly intense love? Is it the kind that has already decided on each other at first sight?

I don't know, I'm conflicted.

But no matter what, I can't desecrate my love with Guan Rui, and desecrate his deep dedication to me.

However, I still fantasize about starting a new life with you.

Sometimes, think about yourself if you are a bad woman like this? I always think yes, in my life, how can I fall in love with a man other than Guan Rui?

No, no, I can't take it!!

But would it be nice to start life all over again?

I don't know, I don't know

This paragraph ended in such a mess, because the master's mood was very messy, so even the handwriting in this paragraph was a little messy, unlike Shen Xing's previous diaries as neat and clean! It can be seen that until the end, Shen Xing has not made any decisions

The temptation of love at first sight, it is indeed a very irresistible feeling, people can be rational and can have strong self-control, but how can people's feelings be self-controlled?

On the other hand, it is the love that has been in love for many years, how can it be blasphemed in the face of that kind of love?

Keep this love complete, or, start a new happy life?

I took this diary and imagined that I was in such a situation, how should I decide? Unfortunately, I really can't think of it, I can only say that at that time, any decision was full of accidental factors, and it was impossible to give an answer in advance.

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In the early morning of the next day, Brother Chengxin and I squatted on the steps, looking at the morning glow in the sky, and we were silent.

Before that, I had already told Brother Chengxin the story of Shen Xing and the last part of Shen Xing.

Then, in exchange for such silence.

"It's really hard to choose, Guan Ling is very good, very good" The first to break the silence was Brother Chengxin.

"What? Do you regret inserting someone else's perfect love? I asked.

"No, Shen Xing saw my heartbeat for the first time, and I saw her for the first time, didn't I have a special feeling? If it weren't for that, no matter how good she was, I wouldn't fall in love with her so quickly, right? ”

"It's really unreasonable, two people fell in love at first sight at the same time!" I said it, but I always thought about Ruxue in my heart, thinking about that sentence, acquaintance is not accidental, and I have been linked at first sight, why shouldn't I myself?

"It doesn't make sense, it makes sense, she's gone."

"Do you still want to meet her in the next life? Or give the opportunity to Guan Rui? ”

"The person who can fall in love at first sight is the accumulation of many lifetimes, Shen Xing and I are the ones who will be together in the next life, and I will not let it go to anyone. I just want to see her earlier and give her the warmth that Guan Rui gave her. Brother Chengxin said seriously.

I looked at Brother Chengxin in surprise, but Brother Chengxin said four words to me seriously: "No more, no less!" ”