Facing Xuanlin's question, I nodded, although I had the Kunlun matter in my heart, but I also wanted to know what it was that made such a young man who was sven, tenacious, and had dreams make such a crazy decision. (The fastest update speed, remember this site to find this site)

I believe it can't be just because I'm sick!

"Give me another cigarette." Xuan Lin leaned on the sofa and did not rush to speak, but asked me again for a cigarette.

I took out a cigarette and asked with some hesitation, "Your illness, can you smoke again?" ”

Xuan Lin smiled, took the cigarette from my hand, and replied, "Do you know why I talk so much to a stranger like you?" Because you're a kind person, and you're a bit stupid if you're kind. You see, I'm obviously not your friend, I'm still an enemy in a way, you still care about whether I smoke so much, and you still ask me to go beyond what soul. ”

I smiled wordlessly, and said to others like this, what can I say, can I say that I came by feeling?

Xuan Lin took a deep puff of cigarette, then coughed heavily, and that sickly flush appeared on his face again, and then he said: "I don't have any friends, and I don't know if it's because I'm poor and can't make friends in college, or because I have a natural resistance to strangers, in short, I don't have any friends, and I feel right about you, so I catch you and say it, or you won't have a chance to say it if I don't say it, let's explain the future." ””“

I was speechless again, in fact, in the face of Xuanlin, I found myself speechless a lot, I knew that it was because I was sitting opposite a young man whose life was about to die, and it was hypocritical to say anything about comfort, and it was superfluous to show any emotion.

"I don't have any friends in college, the only one is her, she is not only my senior sister, but also my friend, and my lover, her name is Lu Ting." In the rising pale blue smoke, Xuan Lin began to tell again.

Dividing line

When Xuanlin entered college, he was 17 years old.

Because primary school is early, the age of entering university is relatively young, and unlike others who enter university with dreams, Xuanlin enters university with heavy responsibilities and burdens.

That is, he wants to take his family out of Stone Village.

In that sunny September, when Xuan Lin stood at the gate of the university for the first time with the admission letter, Xuan Lin saw those young or elated freshmen, and his first feeling was that he would be out of step with his classmates here.

In fact, Xuan Lin's feeling was not wrong, and in the following time, he was indeed incompatible with his classmates here.

The reason for his incompatibility was not his patched clothes, nor his dirty liberation shoes, but his hurried figure and withdrawn and silent character.

This may not be to blame Xuan Lin, he has to run for tuition fees and future living expenses from the first day of entering the university, where does he have time to participate in any classmates' activities, or accept the invitations of his classmates?

But Xuan Lin wants to fit in here, and he has worked hard.

It was one day after paying off the tuition arrears, he took the extra money left over from his part-time job, returned to the dormitory, and invited the roommates in the dormitory to dinner.

Therefore, Xuan Lin was desperate, he thought that his university would go on in the color of loneliness, until the appearance of Lu Ting finally brought a ray of sunshine to his lonely and gloomy college life.

Xuan Lin and Lu Ting met on a rainy afternoon.

In an open-air corridor of the school, Xuan Lin came back from a part-time job, and wanted to rush back to the dormitory in embarrassment, and then bumped into Lu Ting who was holding an umbrella.

He politely said sorry and gave her a hand.

And on her side, a puzzled voice came: "Is it you?" ”

It's you? Such an ordinary question, but Xuan Lin sounded so puzzled, he didn't think that he had anything to do with anyone in this university, and he deserved to be you.

Therefore, when Xuan Lin raised his head and saw that delicate and unfamiliar face, his heart was full of doubts.

"When you were a freshman, I took you. Did you forget? I said my name is Lu Ting, and I am your senior sister. The girl said.

Matriculation? It's been more than half a year since I entered school, how can Xuanlin, who is busy every day, still remember? After this girl mentioned it, he remembered that he still had such a face in his memory.

Xuanlin, who was not very accustomed to contact with people, didn't know how to get back to this girl, so in the end he could only blush, call out to the senior sister, and escape in embarrassment.

On that afternoon in the rain, you can escape in a hurry.

But in life, the fate that belongs to you, whether it is good or bad, cannot be escaped after all.

That afternoon's encounter was like opening a secret lock, and since then, Xuan Lin and Lu Ting have had various encounters in school.

Self-study classrooms, quiet libraries, dining halls, and clean campus paths

This encounter again and again was like a catalyst that ripened Xuan Lin and Lu Ting, they began to greet each other, and then they would talk for a few words, and then they would talk more and more, until finally Lu Ting's smile lingered in Xuan Lin's heart.

is very ordinary, the process of falling in love with someone, but that love is planted deeper and heavier than anyone else in Xuanlin's heart!

Finally, Xuan Lin, who already knew where Lu Ting's dormitory was, created an encounter that was not accidental, and that afternoon, he waited for Lu Ting at the door of Lu Ting's dormitory.

"Shall I invite you to dinner?" When he said this, his heart beat violently, and he was afraid of hearing the refusal, in which case he would no longer have the courage to invite her a second time, and even afterwards he would never have the courage to greet her.

"Hmm." Just silent for a second, Lu Ting agreed to Xuanlin.

This is a pair of young people who have a good impression of each other, all they need to pierce is a layer of window paper, Lu Ting waited for Xuanlin.

That meal was eaten for a long time, until it couldn't be delayed, Xuanlin stumbled and confessed to Lu Ting, and Lu Ting accepted Xuanlin naturally.

They were in love.

But because Xuanlin is poor, the conditions in Lu Ting's family are extremely ordinary, their love is extremely simple, there are no roses, no candlelight dinner, no beautiful clothes, and not even a movie.

The options they have are extremely limited, and that is to walk around the moonlit campus paths.

But how can poverty overshadow the light of love? They are very satisfied, so satisfied that even if they eat a bun together and drink a bag of soy milk, they are very happy, which is no worse than an expensive meal because of love.

And what they love to do the most is to look forward to the future, because they are all students of medical universities, as long as they are willing to work hard, the future will definitely change.

"Before I graduate, I will be admitted to graduate school, and there is a subsidy for graduate school, and with my part-time job, it will be much easier. When I graduate from graduate school, I will get the best grades to work in a good hospital and marry you. "This is Xuanlin's promise.

"Well, I believe in you, you are my potential stock, I am waiting for you." This is Lu Ting's promise.

Love shines the brightest light on them who are poor, and at that time it is all the positive energy of Xuanlin's progress, and when he looks up at the sky, he always feels that the happiness of the future is within reach.

If An Yu didn't show up.

When he said this, Xuan Lin had tears in his eyes, this is the first time I have seen this peaceful and quiet boy show such great emotions, in fact, I can feel from Xuan Lin's narrative that in his lonely and lonely life, in college life, Lu Ting is really everything to him.

"I'm sorry." He took off his glasses, wiped the corners of his eyes gently, and said, "Next, do you want to listen?" It's a pity that I don't want to tell it, it's just a vulgar story, a girl gradually becomes vain, and gradually the boy can't satisfy her, because in addition to the most genuine love, the boy can't give anything, but unfortunately what she wants at that time is no longer love, it's brand-name clothes, bags, and you can go in and out of high-end places, you say, what do I use to satisfy? If my life could be exchanged for money, I would. ”

I was silent, with only one thought in my heart, thankful that I had met Ruxue in my lifetime.

As if it was a tacit understanding, Xuan Lin suddenly smiled miserably and said: "But that's it, I'm also grateful that I can meet her in my lifetime, that period is the happiest day of my life." ”