"I don't want to say that the process of our separation, every time we recall, it is like a blunt knife cutting in the heart. (You can find this site)//High-speed update// "An Yu took out another cigarette, and I stopped him, but he waved his hand and said: "Let me smoke, in short, whether I smoke or not, my life is almost over, why not be a little painful?" ”

I withdrew my hand and suddenly frowned and asked, "How did you get lung cancer?" Is it because you decided to set up a game? ”

"That's not it, although I'm not sure it's related to the fact that I left my hometown and became restless, so I was cursed, but the only reason I can think of is Lu Ting. After she left, I had to smoke 3 packs of cigarettes a day to get by, you know, I didn't have much money, and I smoked bad cigarettes. Xuan Lin said to me with a smile, very relaxed.

The young man's smile was undoubtedly beautiful, but I couldn't guess how bitter it was.

"Do you regret it? Get to this point. In fact, you can have a good future, and you can have a relationship again. I persuaded.

Xuan Lin shook his head lightly and said, "I don't regret it, I'm even very satisfied, and I can fulfill my last wish in my lifetime." ””“

I frowned and asked, "What do you mean?" ”

"You know what? The most difficult thing for a person to take is to turn back, especially after he has adapted to the new path, he will not be able to go back. Xuan Lin replied again in a way that was not what he asked.

He paused for a moment, and then continued: "Lu Ting is like this, she followed An Yu for a while, and then An Yu got tired of her, so he gave her a sum of money and sent her away. At that time, she found me, and I thought that she regretted it, and woke up, and I was really ready to accept her again. But in fact, she was just pregnant and needed me to accompany her to have an abortion. ”

"And then, you prepared that plan at that time?" I asked.

"No, I'm just sad, so I said to her, after the operation, you can go back to school, if you want, my future promises to you still count. But she told me that she had been notified by the school that she was going to expel her because she missed too many classes, and originally An Yu said that she could help her get it, but now An Yu only gave her a sum of money, and she didn't mention this matter anymore, she, she said that she had no way to go back like this, she had to make a lot of money to go back, in order to offset the fault of being expelled from college, she said that if she went back with a lot of money, saying that she dropped out of school to do business, her parents would be happy. An Yu said with some bitterness.

"And then?"

Then I heard her say that after the abortion, she was going to follow another person, who was introduced by An Yu, who was almost 50 years old, but she didn't mind. I can't stop her, I just know that she can't go back, she's ruined, I can't describe the heartache! But I hadn't made up my mind at that time," said Xuan Lin, taking a puff of his cigarette and looking pained, before speaking after a long while.

"There are two reasons that really made me make a decision, at that time, Lu Ting's abortion was scheduled to be a week later, because the business of that kind of small clinic was too good, she was scheduled for a week later, and in this week, I saw An Yu appear in our school again, and it was another girl who got out of his car that time. That's the first point. The second point, very accidentally, was that I asked for an experience at the place where I worked, and then I suddenly received a notice from the experience unit asking for a re-examination, and in that week, I got a diagnosis of lung cancer. You know, he ruined a girl's life, and he ruined a boy's favorite person, and their common dreams, but he" Xuanlin was silent.

In fact, even if I didn't say anything, I knew that An Yu really gave Xuanlin enough reasons to do it.

This story is very vulgar and bloody, but it's really a special reality, it's not them who are sad, it's this society, money has overridden everything, and even the most beautiful feelings and love of human beings.

The tea had already cooled down, and I didn't know what to say for a while.

In Xuanlin's story, I've been silent too many times.

"Chen Chengyi, now is the time to talk about the ending, before I talk about it, I will say sorry to you, because your hard work may have to be wasted." Xuan Lin said to me.

"What do you mean?" The uneasiness in my heart came back to me.

"In the situation I set up, there is also a hidden mechanism, it is a curse, there is no way to break it, since the last baby spirit got on An Yu's body, the curse has been haunting him, I can't predict how bad luck he can be, but I know that it must have an effect, so you worked very hard and failed to save An Yu. This is the end, I finally got revenge on him, for me, for Lu Ting. Xuan Lin said to me calmly.

I suddenly realized that no wonder Xuan Lin was so calm when I killed the last infant spirit, because he had already done what he was going to do.

After a long time, I said: "This is also An Yu's retribution, I didn't work hard to save him, just to break the game, this is what I should do." "I'm not lying, as for whether Xuan Lin can understand it, it's up to him.

He laughed, and then said, "I know that you are a good person, and how do you say that a good person can help a bad person enjoy good fortune, joy and peace?" ”

"This world may not be defined simply by good and bad, it can only be said that everyone has their own way, good people, bad people may also have to intersect, there are reasons to help each other, the only difference is that no matter how they intersect, the heart is different." I said this, but I didn't quite understand the meaning of my own words.

"Promise me one thing, okay?" Xuan Lin said suddenly.

"You say."

"If I'm dying, I'll inform you, after I'm dead, you go to find Lu Ting once and see how she's doing, and then I want you to persuade her again, but don't say I'm dead." When Xuanlin said this, he was very calm.

I had an indescribable sadness in my heart, and after taking a sip of cold tea, I said: "I try my best to do it, but I also have a request, I will go to Shicun once, I need some information about your family, I don't want to hide it from you, Kunlun is something I have been exploring, and it is a very important person to me." ”

Surprisingly, Xuan Lin didn't have any curiosity, he said very calmly: "Okay, anyway, I'm dead, our family is gone, I'm worried that my parents are old and have no one to rely on, we have some ancient things, I will persuade my parents to take them out, but can you help take care of my parents, even if they are sent to a nursing home?" Or, the best thing to do is to let them have a certain amount of money to spend their old age comfortably, and you can ask someone from the village to take care of them until they die. It doesn't cost much to live in Ishimura. ”

"No problem." There is really no problem with the problem that can be solved with money.

I was tempted to say that my money would not be exchanged for their son, but I did not say that there was no need to hurt this poor child.

As for An Yu, I have no intention of waking him up, there is no curse that cannot be broken, just like yin and yang, if he can converge in the future, do more good deeds, and accumulate more positive energy, the effect of the curse will be much lower.

But life is his, heart is also his, how can I save the world? Surface work is never useful, is it?

Dividing line

Xuan Lin died a month later in Ishimura.

It was also a month later that I met Lu Ting according to my words, at that time, she was very happy to hold the hand of a 50-year-old man, which made me think that it might be true love, I felt that there was no need to persuade her, but after all, I made an appointment with her once as promised.

But as An Yu said, some people can't go back, and the destruction that Xuanlin thinks may be her happiness.

I didn't tell her what Xuan Lin did for her, but I couldn't help but tell her about Xuan Lin's death, because I didn't think she would be as sad as Xuan Lin thought.

But in fact, she shed a tear, and just one drop, she smiled and picked up the old man's phone.

I don't want to comment on that single tear.

An Yu's business began to decline after two years, until it became irretrievable, he abandoned the company, took the remaining relatively lucrative property, and got entangled with two women, and was finally killed by the husband of one of the women, which became a sensational case at the time.

I don't intend to give a true ending to prove the existence of the curse, but I believe that human behavior can determine people's fate, this is the cause and effect that cannot be escaped, you have escaped in this life, regardless of your next life, but what about your children and grandchildren?

After all, people still need to have some bottom line.

In the end, Xuanlin's parents lived a fairly stable and peaceful life in Shicun.